Trigger warning
Your point of view
I was sitting in my room, a lot of things have changed in five years. I have black hair with a dark f/c strip in the hair that covers my eyes. I always wear dark makeup and long sleeve clothing and a black scarf. Why? Well, depression can lead to painful measures. I started cutting two weeks after the twins left and tried to hang myself last week, mainly because I found out that they're not coming back ever again. Soos owns the mystery shack with his wife (sorry, I forget her name). They always try to get me out of the house, but it never works.
'Hey y/n?' Soos asked while entering my room.
'Yes? What's up?' I ask in a monotone voice.
'Candy and Grenda invited you to a birthday party, you maybe wanna go?' He asked with his scruffy voice.
'Nah, I- I don't feel like it...' I then sat on my bed, looking out the window. Oh how much I missed the outside world. But if I was to go out like this, a lot of people would judge my choice. Except Robbie, he understands.
'Y/n, please just go for a walk? You'll feel better.' He pleaded.
'Alright...' I sighed. I gor off the bed and got my black jacket and black jeans. I get dressed and walked out into the sunshine. I sigh and head for the woods. I go and sit next to a small creek and wash my wrists. There were cuts up to the elbow. I winced since I don't usually wash them. I just cover them in plastic. I didn't realize I had started crying until I touched my cheek. I wiped my tears away and slipped my hood over my head.
'Well, Well, Well. If it isn't the little raindrop, I haven't seen you in a while.' Bill had popped up behind me.
'J-Just go away C-Cipher.' My voice cracked from crying.
'Hahaha that's not gonna- wait? What happened to you?' He asked noticing you were crying.
'Why do you care!' I snapped.
'Because I do.' He then floated over (he's a Dorito right now.) And sat next to me. 'Now what's wrong?' He asked once more.
I sighed and started talking about all my problems. 'After Dipper and Mabel left, I became... depressed. I didn't want any colour in my life and I didn't want to be alive anymore.' As I told him everything, his eye widened.
'You... you didn't do anything to make that a reality? Did you?' He asked. You sighed and lifted your sleeves on your arms. He couldn't believe what he saw.
'A-anything else?' He asked. You nodded, you lifted your hand to your neck and slowly removed your scarf and showed him all the rope burn around your throat.
'Oh y/n!? Why?' He asked.
'I found out the twins were never coming back so that's when I started.' You cried. You took your hood off and he saw that you were even more gothic than Robbie.
'Your still beautiful.' He said putting a hand on your cheek. 'But you looked even better when you were happy...' he the changes into his human form. You didn't know he could do this. (Because you were unconscious last time) but you couldn't not stare. He chuckled at your facial expression and pulled you into a hug.
'Y/n. Promise me you won't do it anymore?' He asked.
'I'm not so good with promises... but I'll try...' I tried to smile.
'Thank you raindrop'