"You should really go home you don't look so good" El said as we walked down the hallway. I'd been nauseous all day but I didn't throw up but I had no doubt I would. I was throwing up a lot these days and my stomach hurt from time to time.

 "No I'm fine" I said "Let's go to class" I dragged her to biology and we sat in out seats. I only took five minutes before I felt like throwing up again but this time I was sure I couldn't hold it. so I raised my hand for the teacher to notice

 "Yes Mrs. Mathews"

 "Can I be excused please I'm not feeling so good" the teacher immediately nodded and handed me a hall pass. I ran to the girl's bathroom and puked almost everything I ate at lunch today. I sat on the floor afterwards confused. I was puking a lot and been having pain in my stomach which was weird because I'd never even vomited before. I kept thinking for a while and then it hit me.

 "no" I whispered I got up and ran out the girl's bathroom I had to get out of there. I was in such a hurry that I ran into someone

 "Wow slow down there Al" Logan chuckled

 "Logan thank god can we leave? I need you to take me somewhere" I didn't go to school on my bike I wasn't ready for that attention yet.

 "Sure Kyle is outside you're lucky we both have last period free" he paused "Don't you have class now"

 "They won't mind please" I was close to tears I just wanted to see if it was true. Why hadn't I thought about it, the doctor said I should have a pregnancy test after a while but I forgot. I ran with Logan to the parking lot and got to Logan's car. Kyle was in the driver's seat when we got in the car.

 "What the--Alex on't you have class"

 "Save it Kyle and just drive me to the pharmacy" I said, he looked confused at me and then at Logan who was just as confused but nodded. Kyle pulled out of the parking lot and drove o the street.

 "Please no god. please" I whispered as I put my head in my hands. I couldn't be pregnant, the thought of having a baby from one of them  was revolting.

 "Al tell us what's wrong" Logan said and my head snapped up to see his worried face but I couldn't tell him I was too bus panicking as Kyle pulled up in front of the pharmacy. I took a breath and got out of the car. I saw the guys starting to get out and walked back towards them

 "I'd rather be alone please" I told them

 "What the fuck Alex? Could you please tell us already" Kyle said angrily and I glared at him

 "Non of your damn business" I said

 "The hell it--" he trailed on "fine"

 "Al what--" Logan started but I cut him off

 "Lo please" I looked at him pleadingly and he sighed and nodded. I rushed in the pharmacy and searched the shelves and found what I wanted  A pregnancy Test  I payed for it and got out.

Kyle and Logan eyed me as I got out, clutching the bag I had in my hand praying it wasn't true.

"Would Susan be home now?" I asked as I got in the back seat I needed Susan now, she was the closest thing to a mother I had.

 "No not till dinner" Logan answered. They both looked at me expecting me to say something else I saw Kyle look at the bag, trying to guess what was inside it. He sighed in frustration and drove me home.

As soon as Kyle pulled up I got out of the car and ran to my room and locked the door as I heard the sound of the footsteps of Logan and Kyle as they followed me

 "Al open up" Logan said and I could hear the worry in his voice but I just stared down at the test. I didn't have the guts to open it.

 "Damn it Alex" Kyle said before I heard a loud BANG on the door "What's wrong please tell us" he sounded anxious and worried....wait what? Kyle was definitely not worried he hated me. He must just be aggravated.

 "Go away guys I need to be alone" i said but my voice came out weak and shaky which made them bang on the door more.

 "We could kick the door down" Kyle threatened "If you don't open up now" I knew he meant it so I hid the test under my pillows and opened the door slowly.

 "Please guys" I said trying to swallow the lump in my throat "I just have a lot on my mind"

 "What did you buy from the pharmacy?" Kyle asked me.

 "I thought we agreed to stay away from each other Kyle" I said and he looked taken back, anger immediately flashed in his eyes.

 "Just want to know if you had some disease that could be contagious. I don't care about you" he said and I winced at his words. Of course that's all he cared about.

 "Don't worry it's not contagious" I said "You can go" he glared at me for a while and then left.

 "What about me?" Logan asked "Come on you have to trust me Al I'm worried" I stared at Logan and nodded letting him in.

 "What's wrong?" he asked. 

 "If I tell you will you promise not to treat me any different? and not tell anyone?" he looked around the room and nodded

 "But you should speak in a low voice Kyle could hear"

 "But he's in his room" I said confused

 "Um-he has really good hearing so whisper okay?" I nodded "And I promise I won't treat you different" I sat on my bed and he sat across from me but kept his distance

 "What did you parents say about why I came back?" I asked him

 "Nothing just that you were" I chuckled at that. Couldn't they have come up with something.

 "Well there's a reason I came back here. And why I'm so different" I played with the string on my blouse.

 "What is that?" I sighed not knowing how to tell him so I lifted my shirt and showed him my stomach which was the only place, other than my thighs, that had faint but obvious bruises on it.

 His eyes widened and he clenched his fists

 "Are you telling me your parents hit you?" he whisper-yelled obviously not wanting Kyle to hear which I still didn't get.

 "No not my parents people I don't even know" he looked at me confused

 "people you didn't know hit you?" he asked anger clear in his voice

 "Among other things" I mumbled but he had heard 

 "Wh-what do you mean?" i didn't answer "Alex look at me" I lifted my head and looked up at him, he had a shocked expression. "Are you telling me they--you know"

 "yeah" I whispered and looked back down feeling ashamed. Would he not want to talk to me now? would he be disgusted?

 "I'm so sorry Alex" he said and I looked up to see him looking at me with sympathy

 "Please stop with the pity looks I have enough of them already from the teachers"

 "Who knows?" he asked

 "You parents the teacher and El but she found out by herself" he nodded

 "then what did you buy at the pharmacy?" I gulped and reached for my pillow and pulled out the test handing it to him

 "oh my god" he said in his usual voice only a tad bit higher. 

 "I didn't think about it at first I forgot but I've been feeling nauseous and my stomach hurts. I'm scared Logan" he looked speechless for a second but then his face turned serious

 "you have every right to be scared but I'm here okay? go and take the test" I looked up at him hesitantly 

 "If it's positive we'll figure something out Al. I'm here for you" These words did make me feel less vulnerable knowing Logan was there for me.

 "I'll wait outside your room okay. Call me before you even look at the result. you'll need me there with you" I nodded and he left. I took a deep breath, this was it.

Kyle's P.O.V.

I was pissed, how could she let Logan in and not me

 you're seriously asking that? my wold growled at me have you seen the way you've been treating her?

I felt a wave of guilt wash through me as I remembered telling Alex how I didn't care about her. I was just so mad. I mean I was scared and worried. Why did she ask us to take her to the pharmacy? Was she okay? hurt? Wait I hate her right? Why should I be worried

 Because you don't hate her  my wolf answered In fact you lo--

 'no I don't; I screamed at it 'i refuse to believe it'

 you're  going to have to accept it sooner or later. 

 'no' I just answered I shut my wolf out and tried to listen on the conversation between logan and Alex. I heard them mumbling but couldn't make out what hey were saying

 "Oh my god" I heard Logan say but that was it. I was losing it. Why did he say that? what happened? what did she tell him? After a while I heard her door open and close. I hurried and went to talk to Logan

 "So what did she say?" I asked when I found him in the kitchen. He didn't look up at me so I went to him but when I looked at his face I saw shock, anger and sadness.

 "Wow bro what did she say? tell me"

 "Get off my back Kyle" he said "I won't say anything

 "And why the hell not?"

 "Because it isn't my secret to tell" he said his fists clenching.

 "You know I could make you tell me" I said using my alpha tone and he glared at me, I always threatened him and he'd just laugh it off and tell me but this time he glared at me

 "If you do that. So help me god you won't be my brother anymore...Hell I might go rogue" I froze at his statement. DId he really just say that? 

 "That bad?" I asked even more worried now Logan didn't answer. "Please Logan" I begged this time and he lost his glare

 "If she wanted to tell you she would've I can't bro. Please respect that"

 "I can't I'm worried about her" I admitted without thinking and Logan looked at me strangely

 "Oh no...don't tell me she's you're--"

 "No she's not" I snapped at him angrily "I hate her remember. she left. I just can't help being worried because we were friends and maybe I care a little"

 Logan narrowed his eyes on me and nodded

 "I guess but if she is then...I don't even know" he ran a hand through his hair "i've never dealt with anything like this"

 "LIKE WHAT?" I yelled frustrated.

 "Nothing bro" he shook is head 'Noth--"

 "Logan" We heard Alex call in a scared weak voice that tore my heart out. I wanted to wrap my arms around her, comfort her...wait what was I saying? Without realizing I ended up using my wolf speed was at the her door in a second. My hand was clutching the door knob but I felt Logan's hand over mine

 "not now bro. Please, you two aren't really friends now and she needs a friend." I gulped. Was she okay? was she hurt? what the hell was wrong? I knew I wouldn't find out if I was the one to walk in there so I nodded and dropped my hand no matter how much it hurt. Logan smiled weakly and opened the door and got inside though I wanted nothing more than to be in his place. To be the one Alex trusted...no! no you hate her

 Keep saying that to yourself but it won't come true  my wolf said, I let a low growl escape my lips

 'will you shut up' I told it. And sat on the wall opposite to the door waiting for Logan to come out. to know if she was okay