Chapter 17

His arms were holding me tight when I woke up. Carefully I pulled back from his grip and turned around to face him. His chest rose up and down, he looked so peacefully while sleeping. His hair was a little messy, but it looked kinda sexy on him. He didn't snore which I was very thankfull for. His lips were slightly parted and soft breaths escaped from them.

Watching him I smiled, I could lay here all morning just watching him sleep.
My stomache wasn't agreeing with me, letting me know by a loud growl.
For a moment I thought he was waking up, but he only ruffled his hair a bit and turned around.
This was the perfect moment for me to sneak out of his bed and go down stairs to fix him some breakfast.
Tiptoeing my way down the big soft stairs I found my way to his enormous kitchen. I started snooping around his cabinets to find a pan.
I found some eggs in his fridge and started baking them. I wasn't sure if he liked bacon so I skipped that. In the meanwhile I put some bread in his toaster and made us cappuccino.
I needed some glasses for the orange juice but I couldn't reach them and there was no step around. First I tried to make myself longer by standing on my toes and trying to reach my arms up as far as I could, but of course that didn't help. So I pulled a barstool near the counter and climbed from the stool onto his counter. I sat down, my legs dangling and just when I wanted to turn around I saw him standing from the corner of my eye. He was casually leaning onto the doorstep, his arms folded, his bathrobe loosely hanging on his body. A grin was plastered on his face.
"Uh, goodmorning", I said a bit embarresed.
"Goodmorning", he chuckled.
"Are you all right in there?", he said suppressing a laugh.
Just when I wanted to answer the toaster let me know that the bread was ready and I popped out. I jumped down from the counter and put the bread ono a plate.
"I'm fine", I said walking to the stove. I turned off the gas.
His hands slipped around my waist and placed soft kisses in my neck.
"I woke up alone. I thought you had slipped out the house", he whispered.
"But then I smelled the eggs and found you struggling to get the glasses."
"Ha-ha. Very funny", I sarcastically said.
"I'm sorry, but it was well, nice to see you try to reach them standing on your tiptoes. Your shirt was crawling up a bit and well let me say this, your butt", he said while his hand was travelling down that area, "is looking good Miss." He squeezed it and I felt myself getting a little shy.
I turned around and slapped his hand.
"Stop that!"
He started laughing and grabbed us some glasses.
"Why do you have them in the top cabinet?", I grumbled.
"Because I can easily reach them there. I never thought about some cute short girl that would fix me breakfast here one day."
I took our plates and placed them on his bar saying; "Well, now you do Mister."
"I see", he said eyeing me from top to bodem.
"You know, I say we skip breakfast and go back to bed." He walked up to me and started kissing my neck,pushing my back against the counter.
"But I'm hungry", I whispered.
He kissed my lips, then looked at me, his hands leaning on the counter, locking me in. I could see the hunger in his eyes, but it wasn't food he wanted.
"Okay, let's eat."
"That was easy!", I chuckled.
"For now you'll get away with it", he winked.
I grabbed our cappuccino's and sat down next to him.
After we were done eating I wanted to go and take a shower. Max offered to clean up the kitchen, cause I made breakfast.

"Max?"
"Yes baby."
"Do you maybe have some pants for me or something?"
I strolled into the kitchen.
He turned around closing the dishwasher.
"I don't think they will fit you", he chuckled.
I laughed, I didn't really think that one through.
"If you want I can drive by your house and pick up some clothes", he offered. "In the mean time you can take a hot bath and relaxe yourself a little."
Is this real? Am I dreaming? I'm pinching my arm to make sure this is not a dream.
"If you don't mind."
"If I did, would I ask?"
He walked up stairs with me and I handed him my keys.
"I'm gonna take a quick shower and then I'll drive by your home."
The idea of him going through my underwear drawer was a little bit weird, but to wear this again just wasn't an option for me.
I told him what to get and then I left him alone so he could have his privacy.
Strolling into the bathroom I undressed myself and put a towel on my waist. I grabbed a tooth brush and just when I wanted to start brushing my teeth Max knocked on the door.
"I'll be going now. Are you sure you don't need anything else?"
"Yes I'm sure, thank you honey", I answered.

I decided to lit some candles to get in a total relaxe mood.

Just when I was ready to let the water for my bath run, my phone rang. For a second I doubted to let it just ring but a gut feeling told me to pick it up.
I searched for my purse and pulled my phone out.
It was my brother. I was too late, he hung up just before I could answer him.
He had tried to call me fifteen times and left me a couple of messages too.
"Mira! Finally! Why didn't you pick up your phone?", he yelled.
"Geez, relaxe! What's so important that you..-"
"Stop being so annoying for once! Mom is in the hospital!"
"What? What happened? Is she okay?"
"Of course she is not! You need to get here as fast as you can. I'll explain later."
As fast as I could I put on my dress.
While running downstairs I called the taxi company. As quick as I could I put on my heels and ran outside to wait for the taxi.
I opened the gates of the enormous fence. I tapped my feet impatiently waiting for the taxi to arrive.
It seemed to take forever but finally he arrived, I got in and told him where to go.
Julian was waiting for me in front of the hospital.
We hugged each other and I could tell from the look on his face this wasn't okay.
He looked at my dress and frowned his eyebrows.
"Don't ask, it's not important right now."
"Mom tried to commit suicide", he spit out.
"What?"
He lead me inside and we walked off to the elevators.
"I think she is having a relapse", he said.
"I thought she was doing well", my trembling voice spoke.
"Things have not been right with her for a while now Mira", he said.
"Why didn't you say anything?"
He gave me a dirty look; "Mira, everytime things like this happen it's because you and mom had an argument."
"Oh,so now you're all going to blame it on me? Great, just great!", I yelled.
The elevator opened and I burst out not even wanting to wait for Julian.
"Mira!"
"Dad!"
I ran up to him and when I felt his arms around me I started to cry.
"Ssshhh. It's gonna be okay honey", he said while stroking my hair.
I looked up to him and I saw the worry in his eyes.
"Can we go in?", Julian asked.
"Not yet, the doctors are still busy with her", my dad answered.
"What happened?", I asked.
"I don't know exactly. I found her in the bathroom. She was unconscious and her wrists were slit", he said.
"I think I need to sit down."
I felt nauseous and thought I was going to faint. How could I not see this coming?
Julian sat down beside me while our dad was getting coffee.
"Why didn't you answer your phone?", he asked.
"I was with Max. Claire's birthday party was yesterday and I ended up at his home", I answered.
"Explain's the dress", he stated. "So you guys are dating?"
I gave him a look. "No we're not dating. I just spend the night there and I like his company, that's all", I said.
My phone buzzed and I took it out.

Hi baby. I'm gonna be a little later. I'm at Claire's right now.
She needed me after last night.
I'll be back asap. Just relaxe in the bath and make yourself at home.
xxx Max

If I wasn't feeling sick enough already...
I tried not to think about it too much and put my phone back in my purse.
My dad came back with the coffee and sat down next to me.
"I'm glad you're here, Mira", he said.
"Of course I am."
"I'm sure your mom will be fine", he said.
He didn't sound as convincing as he thought he was.
The door opened and we all got up.
"How is she?", my dad asked the doctor.
"She is stable for now, but we are keeping a close eye on her", he said.
"Can we see her?", I asked.
"Yes, but keep it down. She needs her rest. So only two people at the time", he answered.
I didn't wait for more information. I opened up the door and there she was.
All these wires and machines she was hooked on.
Her breath was steady, it looked like she was just sleeping.
"Hi mom", I whispered.
I kissed her forehead and sat down. My hand searched for hers and I gently stroke it. Tears were forming in my eyes and I laid my head next to hers.
"I'm sorry I didn't call you sooner. Please forgive me. Stay with us mom. I love you", I sobbed.
Julian came in too and sat down on the other side of the bed.
"The doctor told us we can stay for a few minutes but then we have to leave. Dad can see her after us", he said.
I just nodded my head in understanding. But I didn't want to leave. I wanted to stay there, by her side. I wanted to be there when she would wake up.
My dad came in and I knew this was my cue.
I gave her a kiss and got up.
Julian and I left my dad alone with her so he could have some privacy.
"You're coffee is cold now", he said.
I shrugged. "I don't care", I said.
"Do you want me to take you home?", he asked.
"No, I want to stay here in case she wakes up", I said.
"We can't do anything here", he said.
"I don't care Julian, I'm staying", I firmly stated.
"Guys, I'm going home to get some stuff for her then I'm going back here. Does any of you need a lift?", my dad asked.
"I'm staying here", I said.
"Mira, sweetheart, there is nothing you can do here. The doctors said it could take a while before she wakes up", my dad softly spoke.
"She is being stubborn again dad", Julian said rolling his eyes.
"Are you sure honey?", my dad asked me, ignoring Julian's comment.
"Yes, I'm sure dad", I answered.
"Okay, I'll see you in about an hour or so", he said. "Julian are you coming?"
"Yes, I'll go with you", he said and got up.
They left and I sat there just staring in blank space.
Some people and nurses were gaving me weird looks when passing me by.
It must have looked very funny seeing me in this beautiful dress, high heels, my hair in a messy bun and no make up. That's also when I realized I forgot my coat at Max's place.
I could care less what they think, all I wanted was for my mom to wake up.
My phone buzzed again, I decided to pick it up maybe it was my dad to ask if she was awake yet.
"Hello?"
"Mira, it's Max. Where are you?!"
"I'm at the hospital", I calmly spoke.
"What? Why? Are you okay?", concern was shown in his voice.
"I'm fine. It's my mom", I said.
"Do you want me to come over?", he asked.
"No, I'm fine my dad and brother will be back here in a few", I answered.
"Are you sure? It's no trouble at all and I got your clothes", he said.
"I'm sure. And don't you need to go comfort Claire or something?", I sarcastically spit out.
"Mira I can explain..", he started.

"You don't have to explain anything. I'll talk to you later. Bye Max."
I put my phone back in my purse and walked over to my mothers room.
She was still unconscious. I took my shoes off and pulled the chair close to her bed. I laid my head down and grabbed her hand again.

A/N: Sorry everyone that this update took forever! I hope you still stick with me. Please keep voting and commenting. I love to read what you guys think!I hope you will all enjoy this chapter!