Alison POV

I was enjoying myself today we took the party to my house sense the restaurant was closing one of my friends brought his dj things and blasted the music till in came one of us girls songs I gave a smile and screamed

"Girls!" As everyone of us got to the center we started dancing to the mix I could feel his eye's always on me never leaving not even once as I danced after we finished Ashton said something that supriced me

"Well after that little show there's a gift someone made for you hope you enjoy it." He said and put a video on with almost all the videos I did with Damen by the end I was crying with a huge smile on my face I can't believe he keeps doing things like this to me.

After the video came something I did not expect Damen had a microphone in hand as he walked my way he started singing a song that I loved.

As he dance around the stage singing I was crying I loved how romantic he could get. After he finished I ran to him and gave him a hug in tears, I didn't even need to say thank you to him he already knew how I felt he knew what I loved and what I hated. After that I had a smile on my face the rest of the time it was almost 2 am by now and everyone had left well except someone apart from Damen.

"I really need to talk to you." He said Damen was next to me he just nodded and kissed me

"I trust you... and before I forget your sleeping at my house today. Your mine today remember?" He said in a fun way I just laughed and gave him a smile as he left I looked at him he was the guy I was looking for all my life if I had known he was coming to my life I would have never done anything with Sebastian.

"I'm sorry." Sebastian said I just looked at him

"Why are you sorry?" I asked

"I shouldn't have treated you the way I did back then and I'm sorry for that." He said I just chuckle

"Wanna know what? I don't want your apologies I don't need them what is done is done. We can't change what happened even if it was one of the things I regreat the most out of all the things I have done in my life. You were right I was to easy for my own good. Even though you used me I learned something you will never mean something to me or any other girl wanna know why? Cause you only care about sex or how hot the girl is that is not a relationship or at least not a real one. So in part I thank you for showing me that side of you because now I know the garbage you really are I don't even know why I even looked at you that way you're just nothing your a big pail of nothing." And with that said I left to my boyfriend's house opening his house door I could see his mother she smiled at me as I did the same and walked to Damen's room.

"You ok?" He asked I nodded he looked at me and gave me a hug and at that moment in his arms I noticed that I wanted to cry and so I did.

I cried I cried like I haven't done in a while it wasn't till now I noticed all the presure I was in. It wasn't till this moment that I noticed that all the things I said to him all that has happened in the past with him it did mean something even if they were a mistake they still meant something to me he was my first and even though I hate him in some way I wanna do it again only this time it will be my choice and on my terms not his... only this time I had someone there for me no matter what only this time I didn't want to feel anything cause I was gonna be the heartless one.

"Damen?" I said

"Yeah?" He answered

"Should I do it?" I asked I could feel him sight

"As much as I do not like the idea I accepted the terms sense the beginning. I'm not gonna freak out because of it I know better than to do so. I love you and I trust you and if I was on your shoes I'd probably want to do the same or do something worse so I get it. Just don't stop loving me and if he hurts you... you will let me beat the hell out his ass till I feel satisfied." He said I just smiled and hugged him closer to me

"Thank you." I said

"Well let's go get a bath and get some sleep we have a long day today." He said

"What do you mean?" I asked

"You should know by now not to ask cause I'm not gonna tell you." He said I just pouted but smiled and we went to get a shower. If you're asking yourself if we did it well the answer is yes and both are parents know we have sex we talked to them even before we did it and they accepted it with the terms that if I end up pregnant we get merried. Of course at that part I got red while Damen just smiled.

"Your really not gonna tell me?" I asked he shook his head no

"Wait and see cause I am not gonna tell you." He said with a smile after we got are shower I put one of his shirt's on which got to my mid tights and some panties he put on some sweat pants no shirt as always not that I minded ether. We went to his bed and lay down I put my head on his chest and he hugged me and with that I fell asleep with his sent, slow heart beat, his heat and his company.