Alison POV

I had to go to school today so as normal I got up at 5 am and did everything I needed to do but when I got downstairs to sleep I couldn't I just couldn't that's all I could say. I couldn't stop thinking of what happen last night with him but why? I don't know I just can't I couldn't sleep at all I got on the buss as normal and got to school and went to look for one of my friends and I found her I had told her before I got here I needed to talk to her. So as soon as I saw her I started talking.

"It all started as a game it wasn't supposed to end like this." I said

"Take it easy what happened?" She said I took a deep breath and told her not with that much detail it felt weird talking about that but once I finished she talked

"This is amm, ah." She started

"I know and that's why I'm freaking out so much I mean this can't happen like just no... why would he do it? And now? Why do it now, now that I told him that I started to look at him as a cousin he go's and does this." I said she nodded

"Well all I can tell you is be careful." She said I nod and right then the bell reng

"Thanks and see you later." I said and got to my class.

I was falling asleep the hole day in all the classes and when I got the French class I texted him.

'What would you say if I wanted to kiss you?'

After I text him I put my phone down and a few minutes later I felt it vibrant.

'I'm not going to do that.' It said the text I texted back

'I know it was all a game to you but why did you do it?' I asked a few seconds later

'Cause Idk I felt like it and you let me.' This got me out of it

'Yeah because I knew you wouldn't stop.' I answered

'You could have said stop.' He said back

'I did at first but you continued.'

'No you didn't... anyway is not gonna happen again.' He said after some time

'Ok' I answered and left it at that till I got go my 5th period 

'I wanna do something with you.'

'I don't.'

'Why are you so angry with me when it should be the one angry with you and I'm not. What I wanted to do has nothing to do with that and look at your reaction... if you don't wanna do anything with me then don't. Btw I just wanted to talk and try and forgetwhat happened and honestly I think you don't.'

'Just drive and forget it.'

I was mad I didn't answer I just got mad and ignore him literally I didn't even look at him the rest of the day till it got dark.

'Can you come downstairs? We need to talk.' I asked

'For what?'

'Talk.'

'For what?'

'Just talk why don't you wanna talk to me in person?'

'Just bc I don't feel like it. Tell me through here.'

'Why can't you for once in your life look me in the eye's and talk?! It's always has to be via text with you... wanna know why I let you do it? Because it was the only time in your life that you looked me in the eye's and it meant something at least to me it was the only moment were you were paying attention to me and only me.'

'I didn't even look at you.'

'Yes you did.. you had something in your eye's that day.'

'No I didn't.'

'Don't tell me you didn't when I saw it.'

'I didn't.'

'Know what I'm gonna act as if I belive you.' I said and just went to get a bath and sleep

Time Skip

I have been ignoring him for 2 day's and for some reason I couldn't sleep I couldn't stop thinking of him and I do not enjoy it but today I texted him it was night time and I was about to sleep or to say it better my parents were making me so I just texted him.

'You up?'

'Yeah.'

'I can't sleep.'

'Why?'

'I don't know... I can't stop thinking'

'Of?'

'You.'

'Wanna suck my dick?'

'Why are you asking?'

'It was just a question.'

'Well I can't say I haven't thought about it.'

'Can you get out of your room? And after this we're normal.'

'No I can't my father still awake and ok.'

'Is your door open?'

'Yeah why?'

'Were's your dad?'

'Here why?'

'Cause I can go to the bathroom and leave everything off and then you come in and turn everything on and you can suck it there.'

'Not today or at least not now there not gonna let me out.'

'Alright.' He said and I fell asleep because of my father

Next day

I woke up and went downstairs to find him awake but my aunt was still with him in the kitchen I talked like normal and stayed quite when we were alone but desided to talk.

"I still wanna do it." I said to he looked at me strangely

"What?"

"I still wanna do it." I said again he thought about it and looked at me

"We'll see." It's all he said and left after that I just talked with my friends and things like that for the rest of the day but there's one thing I knew I was gonna convince him and I was gonna suck his dick tonight no matter what...