Little girl I am
Reading children book
The color fascinated me
I keep reading
And reading
Eventually become tired
Reading the same things again and again
Thus
I count
The number of animals
Drew in the books
And eventually
I become bored, again
Nothing to do
Stare at the emptiness of the house

Little girl I am
Play with my army of dolls and teddy bears
Line them on the sofa
Act as if I were their teacher
The doctor
The mother
Talk to them
As if they were my friends
My families
As I have no one
To talk to

Little girl I am
Hide under the chair
When I made mistakes
Run away
So I don't have to look
At mummy's
Angry face

Little girl I am
Played in the rain
Dancing with my pink dress
Fascinated at the light morning shower
Running away from the depressed house
Felt so happy
Freedom
Even for a short time

Little girl I am
Were shouted at
For bullying the baby sister
I cried
Sulky
For not being the most loved one
Anymore

Little girl I am
Being naughty
Wrote on the kitchen cabinet
With permanent marker
And said it was my baby sister's doing
Silly I was
As a baby couldn't do anything
Not even hold a marker
Properly

Little girl I am
Seeking love from others
Wanting love from others
Desiring attention from others
But always
I were
Forgotten