Second update today whoooop

-smut warning-

(Literally every chapter contains kinda smut lmao)

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Jacks PoV:

What the hell is that night?

About 15 minutes ago I was about to shag a not even that ugly girl. Ok maybe a bit bitchy ok and maybe a bit more than just a bit. I think her name was Kay or smething but I don't realy remember or care enough to keep thinkin about it. 

I came back to reality as Brook breathed out and says with a shaking voice.

"Why are both our faces only inches apart?" And that's when I realised that he was right. We were close. Really close. So close that I could feel his breath on my face. Ok more on my chin cause he is way shorter than me. He looks so adorable. With his eyes still slightly red from all that crying propably because of me.

  "I really wanna kiss you right now." I said in a pretty horny voice. Getting a bit closer to him, if that was even possible. 

He could now feel my erection on his leg and he let out a smal moan. I smirk in response.

What the fuck am I doing here?!

I guess it's just because I'm still turned on by that Kay girl. I mean I would never be turned on by a boy!

Would I?

But to be honest. I really don't care right now. I just want to life. Without givin a shit what people think. 

Would I do what I was doing right now if I wasn't drunk? Oh hell no! I have a reputation to keep.

I got ripped out of my thoughts as I feel Brook shift a bit against my crotch while standing on his tippy toes and leaning against my ear and whispering.

"Do you really want this?" It sent shivers down my spine. To feel his hot breath on my neck.

Now I couldn't take it anymore. 

I started to push him against the wall, needy.

He was constantly staring at my lips what just made me want him more! I slowly leand in. Not too slow tho cause I, by now was really turned on and hard as a rock!

Then I finaly connected our lips and as they started to move in sync I lick his bottom lip, asking for entrey. He immediately let me in.

Brooks PoV:

The kiss lasted only a few seconds until I pushed him away. What we were doing was so wrong, but felt so.. right.

"We can't do this." I said with a calmer voice then I expected.

"What's wrong?" He said, while breathing heavily and stroaking my cheeks with his thumbs.

"This is wrong!" I screamed at him while tearing up again.

"But I really want this." Some time flew by when he finally added 

"I really want you." He whispered in a calm but also sensual way.

I don't really know why, but with that I started to cry. Maybe because I knew he was lying and just wanted a random fuck.

"Tell me that tomorrow when you are sober and we can talk about.. this " I said in a hurt way and left the room with him still standing there not really knowing what to do.

I didn't knew where to go because it already was about 3 am so I just sat down on the stairs outside of our flat and let the tears flow.

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Soooo I don't know what I should think about that but ok I guess 

See you on the flippside <3

Lina