Evan POV

Tyler sat next to me, sighing and rubbing my back as I looked through my film camera filled with a lot of videos through me and Jon's relationship. He's gone... he is really gone.

Every video swelled me up with tears, making it harder for me to suppress my feelings about what had been happening. Jonathan Dennis was not into me anymore- and I really did believe that he was different from anyone that I have ever dated. He was just so kind, so loving...

I need him back.

I just laid onto my bed, looking up at Tyler. It had only been 2 days and I just get more and more miserable with more time. Everyone around me keeps telling me that I need to give it time. And I am trying... But it isn't working. It's time to change myself... I need to do something crazy to get my mind off of it. 

"Tyler isn't Brian throwing a party tonight?" I asked, looking up. He just nodded and said "You never party though, so why do you want to even know? You know there's going to be a lot of drinking..."
I just nodded and checked my phone, feeling shivers go down my spine as I looked at the 

Jonathan POV

I sat in the back of my room, sobbing into my sleeve. Luke was comforting me, just gently holding my shoulder. I felt awful... 

That's when I started to fill with a weird rage sense. I was going to change... "Luke how much money is under my mattress?"

It took Luke a couple seconds to finally tell my how much money. "About 200-ish dollars." He answered back. "Perfect..." I muttered, taking the 4 fifties into my hand and dashing to his car, seeing him follow. "I'm driving," I said, grabbing the keys, driving straight to the hair salon.

When I came out, I swear I felt a hundred times better, well at least I think. I had got a new haircut, and dyed my hair blue. A very dark, beautiful blue. I turned to Luke and he gasped. "Jonathan... Evan's gonna hate that." He sighed and realized what he had said before covering his mouth. 

I nodded, smiling through the stinging pain "Isn't that the entire point?"