I have written the whole past track. you guys vote and comment and I'll post is jaldi jaldi. around 6 chapters hain and I have written all.

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Sidharth

I know she had made an excuse to not go. I know about her meeting with the college dean. I was in touch with Anushka's dad regarding this. I know him professionally only. He is one of the board members in the same hospital I own. It was my dad's wish to own a hospital. He owns the building and I am one of the board members. But I don't understand why she lied about not being able to come. I wanted to ask her then only but refrained from doing so. I thought it would be better to ask personally. She retired to the room saying she is having a headache and wants to rest.

I went to call her for dinner but she was sleeping. I tried to wake her up but she said she wasn't hungry and wants to sleep. I am somewhere worried about what the hell has happened suddenly. Is it related to the boy Sanvi love? But if it was she would have told me. She knows how much I love Sanvi and her happiness matters to me a lot. If it's not that then what?

After dinner, I went back to the room wanting to talk to her about this but she was still asleep. I didn't wanna wake her up. This can wait. Thinking so I changed and got into the bed taking her in my arms. I am gonna miss this when she is gone. I kept staring at her face and didn't realize when sleep took over me.

*

"No, no, please, no..." I heard someone shouting in my sleep. Then I felt a hand hitting my chest. I opened my eyes with a jerk. It was her, she is getting a nightmare.

"Sana, baby open your eyes. No one is here. You are safe. Get up, baby." I tried to wake her up but she kept shaking and yelling to let her go.

"Shehnaaz," I yelled and shook her vigorously. She opened her eyes and looked at me in a daze.

"Sidharth...?" She whispered.

"Haan baby," I said softly. She got up and hugged me tightly. Her whole body is shaking and is covered in sweat. She is getting a panic attack but I can get her out of this without medicines.

"Kya Hua hai baby?" I asked when I felt she is calm. She didn't reply. I asked again but again no reply. I broke the hug slightly and looked at her. She is asleep but she was just a moment ago sniffling. I patted her cheek to wake her up but she didn't. Dr. Shikha said that her getting unconscious while getting a panic attack is not good. I immediately called her.

"H..Hello d..Dr. Shikha. I am Sidharth Shukla. Vo Sana, I mean Shehnaaz, she had a nightmare and then she panicked and now she fell unconscious. M...Main kya karu I...Don't understand." I asked frantically. Honestly saying I am scared to the core right now.

"Relax Sidharth, you need to first calm down...." I took a few deep breaths.

"You okay now?" She asked. I hummed in response. I felt the loss of words right now.

"Okay, now first check her pulse. Sometimes due to exertion also patients get unconscious. Agar pulse bohot low hai to give her the emergency injection I prescribed. She'll be okay. Her condition has increased a lot in the past three months. Just take a little more care. Okay?" She said. Her words gave me a little peace. Sana's pulse was a little low not that much to take an injection. I laid down beside her and took her in my arms. I don't know what's eating her up but tomorrow morning, it will be the first task I'll do. Caressing her hair and looking at her face, I didn't realize when I fell asleep.

*

The next morning I woke up by continuous bang on the door.

"Kon hai yaar..." I yelled and got up to open my door, only to see my over-excited sister.

"Maine to suna tha ki ladkiyan bohot hi sharmati hai jab unki shadi ke lie ladka dekhne jate hai. Lekin tujhe dekho, kaisi besharam si ladki hai tu." I teased her knowing very well that she'll whine. I moved inside the room. Sana's not here, strange she got up before me.

"You know you are the worst bhai ever. Dekhlena jab meri vidai hogi na to sabse zada app royenge aur main apse milke bhi nhi jaungi." She pouted making me smile. It's right that I'll be the one missing her the most when she'll be gone. How I wish I could keep her with me for my whole life.

"You know I love you, right?" I said side hugging her and pecking her forehead. She is my baccha after all.

"Hmm, and I love you too. Accha abhi jaldi jaldi ready ho jao. We have to leave in an hour." She said making me frown.

"Itni jaldi jakar kya unke lie khana banana hai hume?" I asked her.

"Oh hello mister, koi jaldi valdi nahi hai. It's already 12. So better get ready now." She said making my eyes go wide. How come I slept so much? And Sana, had she already left?

"Um...baccha where is Shehnaaz?" I asked her hoping she hadn't left yet.

"She left already. She said they had to go far so had to leave earlier." She said being sad. I know Sana has lied. The meeting is at the university itself. I just didn't know the exact time but I know for sure that it was in the morning and she would have attended the lunch easily if she wanted. This is really making me anxious now. Her reacting like this suddenly, getting a nightmare, lying, everything is making me confused and somewhat scared.

Keeping this aside for now I went to take a shower. There's nothing I can do for now. I have to wait till tonight. Coming back from the shower I thought of calling her. She would pick if her meeting is over. But I saw her voice message as soon as I picked up the phone to call.

Hey...Um, I don't know where to start. Okay...Um, 1st of all I am sorry. I left without telling you in the morning. Well, you were sleeping and I didn't have the heart to wake you up. You already slept late because of me. I know you would want to talk to me about the panic attack and also my behavior yesterday. Uh..I'll tell you everything in the night, I promise. I..aa...Also wanted to tell you that I...I lied about the meeting. There is an interview scheduled but I would have been finished till lunch. But I...I didn't want to attend this lunch. I am really sorry. I...I am really feeling guilty but I have my reasons. I can't be a part of this wedding. It's for you and your family's good only. Um...I know I might be sounding crazy to you and honestly, I am feeling so lost that I don't know what I am saying. So...Um...Ju...Just know that...that your sister should be your 1st priority and her happiness is the only thing that should matter for now. If...aa...Something happens today just let it pass without fighting. Please, Only think about Sanvi today. Remember you love her the most.
Love you💋

Okay if I was confused earlier than now I am totally lost. What the hell is wrong with her? I immediately called her but it was switched off. I don't know if she is still in the interview or she has deliberately switched her phone off.

Thinking of whatever could be the reason for this strange behavior I got ready. Remember that you love her the most and only think of Sanvi. Her words came into my mind repeatedly, and we left for the resort at which the lunch is planned.

Shehnaaz

I am going insane right now. I am already an overthinker and this situation is taking a toll on me. Right now I am at Anu's place. She is as usual cribbing about me not telling her about me and Sidharth but the thing is that I am not in the right state of mind to entertain her on this.

"Aur ab ye madam meri baat tak nahi sun rahi hai. Sahi hai bhai, sayian ji ke age saheli ka kya kaam." She sighed dramatically.

"Anu, I am already losing my mind here. I will make it up to you later for hiding this thing from you but right now, I have a bigger problem to deal with. I didn't want to do anything stupid but I think I did." I said anxiously biting my nails.

"Okay, okay first relax. Babes kuch galat nhi kiya hai tune. It'd just the first meeting. Shadi nhi ho rahi hai." She said calmly to make me calm too.

"No, no I should have told him earlier. What if they are also there? He despises my family for what they did to me. Two hearts will be broken because of me Anu. I hate myself right now." I cried. I don't want Sanvi's heart to break. I don't want Sidharth to hate me for all this. I should not have hidden this truth from him.

"Yaar aisa kuch nhi hoga. Tu relax karegi. There is nothing to feel guilty about here. Talk to him once he comes back. He is a very sensible and mature guy babes. He will understand you." She tried to explain me.

"Vahi to, he is the only one who is trying to understand me every damn time. Yaar agar vo log vahan hue to Sidharth lunch bhi nhi karega, vo das minute bhi vahan nhi rukega. This will break Sanvi's heart. He will hate me for this Anu. I...I just confessed to him. Mujhe to use yeh dikhane ka ya batane tak ka mauka bhi nhi mila abhi tak ki main usse kitna pyaar karti hoon. I wanted to cherish this phase. I don't know if I am ready for my past to come out this early. Usne agar mujhe chorh diya to main toot jaungi Anu. Ab aur himmat nahi hai mere andar." I sobbed. Why is everything so difficult for me only.

"Aisa kuch nhi hoga. Trust me. He's gonna stay with you forever. Uski akhein bolti hai yaar. Bohot pyaar karta hai vo tujhse. Tujhe hate karna to possible hi nhi hai." She said consoling me. I want to go back in his arms and stay there forever.

*

It's 8 'o'clock and I am standing in front of his building for the past one hour. I don't have the courage to go inside. I want to think positively but only negative thoughts are coming into my brain. My phone rang while I was trying to gather some strength. It's Anu.

"Kya hua? Kya scene hai vahan? Baat hui teri Sidharth se? The vo log vahan? Rishte ka kya hua? Bol na chup kyun hai?" She bombarded me with her questions but I hardly listened.

"I don't know," I said biting my nails.

"You don't know matlab? Tu ghar hi gayi hai na? Tu...Tu kahan hai Sana? Please koi pagal panti mat karna. Bata na kahan hai tu?" She asked anxiously.

"Uske ghar ke samne khadi hoon. Meri himmat nahi ho rahi andar jane ki." I cried.

"What the hell Sana. Tu Pagal hai. Accha let's do one thing. Lemme call him and see how's his mood. Then I'll tell you. Okay?" She offered. I just hummed. I am too anxious.

I am waiting for her call for the past ten minutes. Aisi bhi kya baat kar rahi hai ye usse.

"Shehnaaz..." I froze as I heard him calling my name from behind. Shit! Did she tell him that I am outside his house? I turned to look at him.

"Agar yahan walking ho gayi ho to andar chale ya poori rat yehi karne ka irada hai." He asked irritated. He is in a bad mood, matlab zaroor kuch hua hai.

"K...Kya irada, I...I was just about to come. I just arrived." I said stammering. I hate lying to him.

"Oh really, well my bad. I thought you are in a mood to walk like you were doing here for the past one hour." He said sarcastically. I am going to kill Anu.

"W...What do you mean?" I asked like a scared kid. Pyaar mein padne ke baat sab aise bheegi billi ban jate hai kya ya main hi koi special case hoon?

"I know you have been here for the past hour and were not coming inside...

"Hello, Sidharth?" Anu called him to check on his mood.

"Where the hell is your friend? And why the hell she is not calling or replying to any of my messages or calls?" He yelled irritated over the phone. He had been trying to reach her for the past six hours but she wasn't picking up or replying.

"Relax dude, she is okay. Why are you so angry?" She asked deliberately to know what is the reason for his anger so that she can inform Sana so that she can be prepared.

"Why am I getting so angry? Seriously? She left in the morning without telling me and then the whole day she didn't pick any of my calls nor she replied to my messages. She lied to me yesterday and I don't know the reason. The voice message she left for me in the morning doesn't make any sense. I am worried here and you are asking me why. Wait a sec...She asked you to call, didn't she? Where is she now Anu? I am coming to your place now." He ranted angrily.

"Wait...What? No, no no no wait, wait. Um...She is..aa...She is not here. She has...aa...Already left. She might reach there anytime soon." Anu stammered answering him. Her plan backfired on her.

"Where is she now Anu? I am asking you this for the last time. I know you know where she is." He warned scaring her a little.

"Um..."

"No um and aa and vo Anu. Just tell me where is she." He asked cutting her in between.

"She is outside your house." She said in hurry being scared of him.

"What then why is she not coming inside?" He asked confused.

"She is scared of your anger that's why. She has been there for over an hour now. Now bye, I have to go." She told him and hung the phone in hurry. She knew she is in trouble. Sana won't leave her.

Back to the present, Shehnaaz froze knowing this. She is going to kill Anu the next time she'll meet her. What is she gonna do now?

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