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shehnaaz

"Tu kyun yeh sab kar raha hai. Mein tere lie theek nahi hoon. Tu bilkul perfect hai aur mein, mein to normal bhi nahi hoon." I whispered closing my eyes and resting my forehead on his chest. He took me completely in his embrace hugging me tightly.

"Perfect koi bhi nahi hota shehnaaz. Tu abhi mujhe jitna janti hai us basis pe bol rahi hai. Mere andar bhi kamiya hai. Mein bohot possessive hoon apno ko lekar aur special apni mom aur tujhe lekar. Mujhe jaldi gussa nahi ata but jab ata hai to bohot bura ata hai ki control karna mushkil ho jaye. Aur bhi kamiyan hai mujhme. Aur kisne kahan tu normal nahi hai. Tu bilkul normal hai aur mere lie ek dum perfect match hai. It's just you have suffered a lot, isilye you don't feel normal. Tujhe pata hai, mujhe abhi tak nahi pata ki kab, kyun aur kaise tu mujhe pasand ane lagi. Bas itna pata hai ki tu jaan ban gayi hai meri, kab... pata nahi. Jitni meri family important hai na mere lie utni hi tu hai. Tere sath sirf baithna bhi mujhe bohot sukoon deta hai. Teri smile meri sari thakan mita deti hai. Main apni poori life tere lie intezaar karne ke lie ready hoon agar tu aj haan na bhi bolti hai. Mein tere sath apni is imperfect life ko perfect banana chahata hoon. Bas tu chahiye." I had tears flowing down my eyes listening to him. He is so pure and so humble and so perfect. I don't know if I truly deserve him or what I have done to get him. But what I know is today I want to be selfish. Mujhe isse door nahi jana. I hugged him tighter. Yeh sahi kehta hai darke pyaar karna nahi chora jata. I looked up at him and he looked down at me. He wiped my tears with his fingers.

"So?" He asked. I am scared of the future but I want this. I will not hold back. Real sana to sirf pyaar chahti hai na to ab mil raha hai. Ho sakta hai yeh bhi mujhe chorh de jab sab kuch pata chal jaye but tab tak I want this happiness.

"Abhi bhi bohot kuch hai jo tujhe nahi pata mere bare mein aur mere past ke bare mein." I said looking up at him, keeping my chin on his chest and still hugging him just to let him know ki there are still things so that when things will come out he won't be feeling cheated.

"Pata hai. But mai tera present aur future banna chahta hoon. I just want you to bhi happy and healthy. Agar mujhe sach bata kar aisa hota hai to jab tera man kare tab bata dio. Aur agar sach na bata kar aisa ho sakta hai to bhi mujhe koi problem nahi hai. Kisi bhi past ki bat se humare beech kuch nhi badlega. I promise mein hamesha tere sath khada hounga. Bhale hi tu galat ho, tujhe dant kar, gussa kar ke tujhe right way dikhaunga but tera sath nahi chodunga." He said again looking into my eyes. His eyes held determination to fulfill his promise, softness to let me know that it's okay to not tell and love as usual.

"Tu thak gaya to mujhse. Mujhe bohot zada time lag gaya samajhne mein aur reciprocate karne me to." I asked. I want to let out my insecurities before saying anything.

"Tujhe jitna time lena hai le. Bas mere sath reh. Mere pass tu hogi to mein kitna bhi intezaar karlunga tujhe vo teen words sunne ke lie." He said again with the same determination in his eyes.

"Agar maine kuch ulta seedha kar diya gusse mein ya zid mein to". I asked and he chuckled.

"To mein tujhe datunga aur shyd punish bhi kar sakta hoon par sath nahi chorunga." He said kissing my nose.

"Tu koi mera teacher hai jo mujhe punish karega." I said pouting looking at him.

"Don't pout. Mera kuch karne ka man karta hai aur specially abhi, you are looking so cute ki man karta hai kha jau tujhe." He whispered looking at my lips and then in my eyes. I blushed which is so unlikely of me. Smiling I dig my face in his chest. He chuckled and placed a kiss on my head.

"I know you have insecurities and it's okay to have those. But kabhi bhi un insecurities aur doubts ko apne andar mat rakhna. Bat karna mujhse, bat bhi nahi to jhagda karna par apne andar mat rakhna. I promise mein teri sari insecurities ko door kar dunga." He said hugging me tighter. He already knew my answer. I am right now feeling blessed.

"Tune abhi tak answer nahi diya." He whispered.

"Abhi bhi bolna zaroori hai. Tujhe nahi pata." I whispered.

"Pata hai. But phir bhi sunna hai tere muh se." He whispered. I pulled my head out of his chest and looked at him. He looked at me expectedly. His eyes, damn I always get lost in them. He just kept looking at me waiting for my response. I wanted to answer but nothing came out of my mouth so I tip-toed and moved closer to his face and slowly put my lips on his taking him by surprise. I kissed him slowly but he was not responding and I can understand that he did not expect this. After few seconds he responded with some softness. We broke the kiss when we were breathless. I was feeling too shy to look at him so I just hugged him hiding my face.

"I guess that's a yes." He whispered after few moments. I just nodded a little. He tried to break the hug but I don't let him. So he hugged me tightly.

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