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Well, this is the 1st chapter I have written in the form of POV. Tell me if it's good or the previous one was better?

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Sidharth

We both were sitting in the doctor's cabin waiting for her. We came late so she went on round and now we are sitting here for past 15 mins, all thanks to the girl sitting next to me. I looked at her and she is..what the hell is she doing? pricking a thread from her jeans? That too with this amount of concentration. I clear my throat to gain her attention but no...she is busy doing the most important work of hers.

"Kya kar rahi hai, baby?" I ask her but no reply. I looked at her confused and slightly irritated. I pinch her on her waist to gain her attention. she yelped and looked at me confused by my action and anger.

"kya hai?" she asked in anger.

"Din hai" I answer her and at the same time smacked myself in mind for such bad humor. she looked at me irritatedly. But much to my luck doctor entered the room as she was about to say something. 

"Hello Dr." I got up quickly and treated the doctor sighing as the yelling session is delayed.

"Hello, Mr. Shukla. how are you?" Dr. Shikha greated him, totally ignoring Sana. Sana noticed this and shook her head. 

"I am good, thank you Dr. Shikha but plz call me Sidharth," I answered her smiling.

"Okay, so we need to perform some test before we discuss further." Dr. Shikha said to me. I have understood that she is ignoring her but I don't understand the reason.

"Apka ignore karna ho gaya ho to can we talk now?" Sana asked her but got royally ignored. She called the nurse in asked her to take Sana for the test.

"So you are not gonna talk?" Sana asked and still no reply.

"Fine mujhe koi test nahi karvana. I am going." She said and got up and I looked at her shocked and the Dr. shook her head as if this was normal for her.

"Sana ye kya bat hui. chup chap ja kar test karva. gadho vali bat mat kar abhi." I said getting up from my seat and standing in front of her.  But she was adamant and didn't move an inch but stood with her arms crossed across her chest.

"Go and take the test, we are gonna talk afterward." Dr. Shikha said still not looking at her and busy in her laptop. I looked at Sana. she looked at Dr. Shikha for a moment and then went for the test. what the hell was going on here. I didn't get it, but anyways I sat back on my chair as I wanted to talk to Dr. Shikha about her further treatments. 

"Dr. What's her status? I mean I don't want her to take those anti-anxiety pills and all. They are not good for her health and I don't wanna take any chances with that." I said to her anxiously.

"I know Sidharth. But we can't just stop the medicines. She needs it and more than needs, she is highly addicted to it. Suddenly band karne se problems kahi had tak badh jayegi." The dr. Sighed.

"She is addicted so if we stop then she'll have withdrawal symptoms, right? I'll deal with that but just...I can't see her taking pills and all to calm her mind." I say frantically. I just can't stand the fact that she is on those goddamn pills.

"I can understand what you are feeling right now. But you have to understand that it is not possible. Physical withdrawal symptoms se deal karna fir bhi easy hoga but mentally and emotionally usse problem hogi. She'll react the worst in all the situation that irritates her whether it's small or big. She'll assume things and react to them. Mood swings, irritability, restlessness. The worst problem with her is that she doesn't talk. She keeps things to herself and that becomes a problem. She'll, again and again, think about her past, and god knows what is she capable to do this time. Last time she barely survived." She said but it was a shocker for me. She barely survived, Matlab. Did someone harm her or did she harm herself? What did the hell happen? She hasn't told us this. She is still hiding things. I knew that the reason for her this condition is not just her drifting family and I was okay with her not telling me till she is not comfortable. But this...She ba...Barely survived. I am feeling as if someone choked me. I want to know what happened, but nothing is coming out of my mouth.

"Sidharth...Sidharth...Are you all right." She asked with concern. I took a deep breath and nodded. I sat straight. I have to know this.

"Dr. What do you mean by, she barely survived? Wh...What happened?" I asked and she looked at me in confusion.

"You don't know?" She asked and I shook my head in denial.

"Ohh...I thought she told you everything. But if she haven't then I..." She muttered but I cut her in between.

"I know all policy and rules but please tell me. I have to know. I don't wanna ask her because she'll again think about everything that happened and will be affected. So plz plz tell me. I really need to know." I pleaded in front of her. She looked at me for a moment and then sighed.

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