hey, guys half-century porri ho gayi. this chapter 50. thank you all for your love and support. be with me like this forever. I love you guys.....

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"I am also coming with you." sid said to Sana who was shocked to hear that.

"what? but why? no, there's no need for you to come. I'll go by myself." Sana exclaimed.

"I haven't asked you. I am telling you that I am coming with you," he said.

"But.." she was about to deny again but he kept his finger on her lips. 

"you are well capable to handle yourself, yehi kehena chahti hai na?" he asked still keeping the finger on her lips. she just nodded looking into his eyes. he was close to her and she was a little intimidated by his looks.

"yeh to humne apni akhon se dekha ki tu kitna khayal rakhti hai apna. and other than that, I am not letting you face anything on your own anymore. tere lie trust karna easy nahi hai, I get it. so I'll win your trust. I know you are not going to ask for help so no more requesting you to let us help you. I don't want you to take those pills anymore and I want you to be happy so I will do that. whether you like it or not." he said and removed his finger from her lips.

"no, you are not doing any such thing. tu mujhe khush dekhna chahta hai aur mai tujhe. thank you so much for all the things you have done for me and the one you are willing to do but I can't let you do that. I don't want you to be unhappy because of me." Sana said as soon as he removed his finger.

"what do yoy mean by that?" he asked confused by what she was saying. why would he be unhappy helping her?

"because you have feelings for me. you said you love me and by doing all this you will never be able to forget me. I am not capable of loving anyone. mujhse nahi hoga. mujhe dar lagta hai in feelings se." sana said. her eyes welled up slightly. she so wanted to be normal. she wanted to trust people and she wanted to enjoy this feeling of love as she knew she also has feelings for him but she was not able to.

"then don't love me. I am not asking you for anything. but I am not leaving you just because you can't love me, now. abhi you are not emotionally fit isiliye you believe that but I know mere pyaar mein aur mujhme itna patience hai to wait for you to come back to your real and normal self. I know you will also fall head over heels for me one day and I am ready to wait for that day. and I promise I will never again say that I love you after now till you are comfortable to listen to it." sid said tucking a hair strand behind her ear. tears that were till now in her eyes, were flowing down her cheeks. she was so overwhelmed. she has totally melted with what he had said but was still scrared and her fear was justified keeping her condition in mind. 

"I don't want to see tears in your eyes ever." he whispered coming close to her and wiping her tears. they both were lost in each other's eyes, standing close to each other. anu felt awkward standing there so she coughed to bring them back. they both came out of the trance and looked away feeling awkward. they totally forgot that anu was standing there.

"I am also coming with you guys." anu announced.

"nahi please anu, tu kitni excited thi is trip ke lie. please mere wajah se don't do this." Sana requested.

"yeah, anu you should stay. vaise bhi its yours and Kushal 1st trip together.  just enjoy ou guys." sid said making Sana shock and anu bite her lip.

"together matlb. chal kya rha hai anu." she asked.

"vo...sana..actually me and Kushal are dating." anu told her making her gasp in shock.

"tu kitni kamini hai, mujhse gussa ho rahi thi ki main tujhse cheeze chupati hoon. tune bhi to itni badi bat chupai." sana whined.

"aur Kushal to Sidharth ka dost hai na, tu kaise janti hai use." she asked suspicious. sid and anu bit their lips as they were caught. they looked at each other and decided to tell her the truth.

"vo actually Sana, we met each other before the trip and this trip was our plan." sid said.

"plan, kaisa plan," she asked. they both sighed and told her everything from start, how anu contacted him and how they made the plan and how kushal and Vikas were included in the plan, and how anu and kushal met and started to talk and now dating. 

"Vikas and Kushal know about me and my problems," she gasped.

"umm...yeah but not everything but yes they know some things. and believe me, they are the nicest people I have known." sid said.

"This is unbelievable. anyways i am so happy for you baby. Kushal is really nice." Sana said and hugged anu. anu and sid both took to sigh of relief.

"and he is right. you stay here and enjoy. i will be fine." she said breaking the hug.

"allright but promise me sana, no more secrets between us." anu said keeping her hand forward. Sana smiled and kept her hand over Anu's saying promise.

"Mujhe bhi" sid said forwarding his hand. he said it so cutely that they both chuckled. she kept her other hand over his promising of no secrecy from now.

"chalo ab nikalna chaihye tum dono ko nahi to flight miss ho jayegi." anu said.

"are but iski packing.." Sana said.

"vo to kabki ho rakhi hai. abhi tak to bags cab mein bhi pohoch gaye honge." sid said grinning.

"matlab sab planned tha na. abhi bhi kuch hai ki bas ho gaya" sana asked.

"nahi bas. sab pata chal gaya ab plan ki zaroorat nahi. ab bas sab kuch happy karenge sath mein." sid said grinning and took her hand and pulled her out of the room along with her. Sana chuckled at his behavior and thanked him internally to stand by her. she was for the 1st time in these many days thinking that everything will be alright. she will be happy. with this thought they went to the airport.

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I know chota hai but please isse kam chala lo abhi ke lie. mere semester exams ahi and teachers to zada padai hai khudh hi padhna hai.

anyways ab se slowly inki love story start hogi. i will try and add as much sidnaaz moments I can. tell me how was it?

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