hey guys! okay so for the start i am sorry because i made you guys wait and then now gave small updates. but i am trying my best. 

updates agar chote honge to i'll try to update everyday. nahi to ek din chorh ke ek din pakka.

thore time ke lie jhel lo plz.....

so now lets start...

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it was 11 am. sana woke with swollen eyes and a headache with the whole crying and stressing. she was in no mood to go to college today. she sat got up. her back was paining with sleeping in a weird poster whole night. she did her morning course, made herself a black coffee and a simple toast. she settled herself near the window and kept thinking.

"i am definitely not going to go back. so i have to plan a little. yeah i can do it by myself. i don't need anybody. okay so 1st of all i need a bath" thinking so she got up and went to the bathroom. she got freshen up in nice neat clothes.

"okay so for the starters, i have a job to deal with my expenses. then i have a college to fulfil my dream. now about expenses. most importantly i have to save up for college fee and books. then come travelling ka kharcha. and food of course. ek jane ka kitna lagta hoga so i don't think food will be a problem. sabse zada lagega travelling ka kharcha. i have to have a vehicle of my own. naya to khareedne se rahi. i should look for 2nd hand. car is out of my reach so scooty. yeah scooty but where....ola yes...ola. where's my phone." she looked for her phone in whole house and found it under the bed of her brother's room but to her bad luck it was broken.

"damn. ise bhi abhi tootna tha. par toota kaise....yaar kya pareshani hai. mere sath hi aisa kyu hota hai. ab phone bhi naya lena padega. vaise kam pareshani thi ki ab aur kharche pe kharcha. chal koi ni office jate hue koi sasta tikau phone le lungi. ola rat mein check kar lungi aur ek bar bank me jakar pata kar leti hu abhi account me kitne paise hai. should i still send them money?but ab to vo apne pati ke sath hai meri kya zaroorat."' sana wondered becoming sad again.

in the next hour she was out of her house locking it. she 1st went to the mobile shop to ask if her old mobile can be repaired. to her bad luck it would cost her nearly same as the new one so she decided to buy a new one. this was an old model, cheaper than the one one she posed earlier. she put her sim card in that phone and switched it on. then she went to the bank to check her balance. and then she decided to have maggi in her lunch from nearby stall as she was not willing to go back home and make lunch.

all this while sid again went to her place before going to office to check whether she returned or not but to his utter disappointment the door was still locked. he frustratingly hit his hand on the steering and drove towards the office. anu on the other hand was hell worried as sana didn't came to college. she went to her place as she was not able to wait more but she found it to be still locked. she got pissed. she thought of going to her office but then remembered that her office hours start at 4 and it was still 2. still there are 2 more hours. so she decided to go at 7 when her office finishes as she can get time good enough to give her an earful for her behaviour. 

sana reached her office on time. she took a deep breath and went inside. she greeted everyone with a smile. every other day too she had a fake smile on her face but today it was becoming hard for her to pretend happy. she was keeping herself motivated and positive but as the day was passing by her moral was getting down. she was feeling low and vulnerable. she sat down in her cubicle and took few deep breaths to calm herself down. she took the files kept on her table to look at the work she had to cover up because of her leave.

sid on the other hand was sitting in his cabin totally oblivious to sana's presence in the office. he was only thinking about her that where was she and was she safe. all the bad thoughts came into his mind leaving him more tensed. he took few deep breaths and looked out of his cabin and then he saw her. she was sitting in her cubicle emerged in her files. he rubbed his eyes to make sure he was not just imagining but noo she was there for real. he took a breath of relief but the next moment his anger rose up. he called her in the cabin.

"may i come in sir?" sana asked.

"yeah" sid answered trying hard to keep himself calm. sana entered and stood in front of him. there was silence. sana looking at him to say why he called and he was well, trying to form a sentence to ask her all that going in his mind but also didn't want to shout on her. 

"umm..you called me to..."sana spoke breaking the silence and raising an eyebrow to question.

"where were you from friday?" sid directly asked not thinking again. listening to him sana's face became pale. she once again remembered the worst evening of her life. she took a deep sigh to compose herself.

"i was not well." sana spoke extremely low looking down not having courage to look at him lie on his face.

"really. so i guess you would be at home taking rest then. am i right?" sid asked leaning forward on his desk.

"uhh..yeah..i..i was resting. yeah." sana stammered. now sid's anger was on its peak because now she was lying on his face and he hates lies. he got up, went towards her and stood dangerously close to her. sana's breath hitched. he was looking so dangerous in anger as if he will kill her. then she looked at his veins popping out of his neck. he is so damn hot when he is angry.

"wait what the hell are you thinking sana. hot really hot. han matlab hot to hai but abhi vo gussa hai. par gussa kyun hai. aur mai ise kyun bata rahi hu ki mai kahan thi. uggh..this man is going to make me crazy...by his hotness...wait no no get back on track. no hot..." sana scolded herself looking at him. she was lost in her own thoughts and was making faces while thinking.

sid was looking at her. her expressions where confusing him but god she was looking so cute. he felt like eating her. he bit his cheek from inside to stop himself from smiling at this little munchkin. he remembered that he was angry. so he held her forearms tightly bringing her more close. his this action brought her back to reality. 

"i know you are lying and you very well know i hate lying. so now you are going to tell me the truth that where the hell were you and why did you took the leave saying you were not well." sid spoke looking directly into her eyes. he was glaring at her. anybody would get scared with the intensity he spoke at way he was looking at her. but it was sana. and she was not in at all in the right frame of mind. she looked at him with equal anger now. 1st reason was he made her remember that night, all the accusations, all the hurt and that she is all alone now. and second by thinking who the hell is he to question her. because of her anger she was not able to see the care behind his questions. she just thought that she will not allow anyone to control her and order her. 

"who the hell do you think you are?" she questioned him looking straight into his eyes. he eyes were spitting fire. her question made him take a step back. he was not expecting this. yes nothing was okay between them but he was hell scared for her. he care that's why he questioned her.

"why the hell do you think you can question me. i am your assistant, you know what that means that you are my boss. and this what we share is a professional relationship so you don't have a right to ask me a personal question. now if you are done with the interrogation can i go. i have work to do." sana said looking into his eyes. to say he was hurt would be an understatement. he is her friend and he cared. can she not see that.

"i...i..am your friend. i..was scared for you..i..i.." he struggled to speak. he was not able to think at all. the sana he knew was not this insensitive. how can she ask who was he.

"ooh..well then look i am okay. so don't get scared for me. i can take care of myself. okay.." sana said casually. well she broke his heart more than before. he was at her place for bloody 5 hours and she..well he don't have words. his eyes felt heavy. he turned his back towards her so that she can not see his tears that were threatening to fall down.

"you can go miss gill." he said and she went out. as soon he heard the door getting closed she closed his eyes tightly and a lone tear fell from his eye. he wiped it as quickly as he could.

sana on the other hand was hell angry. she was not thinking straight. the night and the hurt were again and again coming back and clouding her thoughts. she tried everything to calm her nerves. she drank water, took deep breaths tried to divert her mind but nothing worked. so she went to the washroom, closed that door and punched the wall hard. the wall was of brick structure so it tore her knuckles. she punched again and again and now the blood was flowing out of her hand. she calmed a bit but was still breathing heavily. it was taking a toll on her. all the anger and hurt of so many years was now erupting from the corner of her heart since that night and today she felt like she would burst with the heaviness of her heart. after half and hour she came out, calm to a greater extent. she washed her hand that was now stained with dry blood. he wrapped her handkerchief around her hand and walked out.

aryan one of sana's colleague saw her bloody hand and gasped.

"ohh my god what happened to your hand." he gasped.

"uhh..nothing. just a small injury.  

"small..its not small..look at the blood. come with me.' saying so he dragged her to his cabin and started doing her bandage.

meanwhile sid was also passing by his cabin and saw them. 1st he was hell angry that sana was with him but as soon as his eyes went to her wound he got worried. his hand went to the door knob but he stopped himself.

"what am i doing. she don't even consider me as her friend. and anyways she is with her friend. she don't need me" thinking so he went from there with a heavy heart.

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okay....don't worry in dono ke beech sab theek ho jayega aur sana kyun itni hurt hai pata chal jayega. age ke updates mein.

yeh wala pehele wale dono se bada update hai. i am trying my best guys.

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