sana remained there for next 2 days. these two days were the best days of her life so far. she forgot her pain and loneliness. she laughed, giggled and enjoyed. its weird sometimes we get the belongingness among the people we don 't know. strangers make us feel less lonely and less sad. same was happening with her. the love, the affection she was yearning, she got it here. but however at night everything comes back. her fears, her pain, her sorrow and the most hurting was the reminder that her mind gave her that she had to go back, she can't be here all her life. she can't cut off from the world like she did for these 2 days. she have not talked to a single person out there as if she didn't knew anyone. today is the last day, in fact the day was almost over. in some hours she had to go back. now there can't be any excuse or any reason to stay over there. 

on the other hand when sid came to know that sana is not well and will not be coming to the office, he got tensed. keeping all the anger aside he called her multiple times but she didn't picked up. he got more worried and at last went to her home but it was locked. he didn't understood what was happening. if sana was not well she should be at home talking rest instead the house is locked that means nobody is at home. he waited there for 5 hours hoping that someone would come and would tell him about sana but no one did. he went back disappointed only to come back next morning. the door was still locked. he asked the neighbours about her and her family and then he came to know that they all have moved out but nobody knew where. he was very confused that if she had to take a leave to move out of the house why would she say that she is not well and why the hell would she not pick up the goddamn phone. he again dialed her no. but this time it was switched off. he threw his phone in anger on the wall causing it to shatter into pieces. at last he went back having no other option to wait for monday and see if she comes back to office or not.

similar was with anu. she was tensed. she of course knew what all happened as sana's brother told her and see whether his sister was all right or not but sana was missing from past 2 days. she called her but karan(sana's brother) told her she do not have her phone. he told her that she called on that night but now she had blocked her own no. from that phone so that nobody could approach her. she also visited her house everyday in order to know whether she returned or not. she was hell angry with her best friend as if she came in front of her right then she would kill her with her looks.

it was 8 pm and time for sana to take the leave. everyone was sitting in the living area.

"umm...i think i should take your leave now" sana said getting up and so the others.

"it was lovely having you here with us. do din itna masti kiya sabne. bohot maza aya. ati rehena beta." one of the elder lady said.

"ji zaroor. mujhe bhi bohot accha laga yahan pe." sana said hugging her.

"hamesha aise muskurati rehna." the lady said caressing her hairs and kissing her forehead. sana hugged her getting emotional. these 2 days whenever they both were alone sana used to lay in her lap and she brushed her hairs. those moments were the most peaceful moments of her life till date. the motherly care which sana wanted, she got it from this stranger lady.

"areh..pagal bacchi aise emotional thodi hote hai. hum phone pe bat karenge na. aur jab chahe jab mil sakte hai. tu bas ek awaz laga dio turant tere pass aa jaungi." the lady said wiping her tears. she also grew fond of sana. she could see the sadness in her eyes and also the calmness when she kissed her forehead or just caresed her head. 

"areh phone se yaad aya, app apna hone do." sana said slapping her forehead. she took her phone and unblocked her no. and saved it with her name.

"maine apna no. isme save kar dia. ab app mujhe call karna. okay." sana said giving her the phone back. everybody smiled at her cuteness.

she was dropped to her home by the ladys driver. upon reaching her home she saw the locked door. her face fell. she was expecting her so called family to at least not go till they get to know that she is okay. she was out for 3 days now without having contact with anyone but as usual her expectations were broken. she cursed herself mentally to expect anything from them. to hope they would actually care. to hope everything can be alright. sighing she opened he door with the spare key kept under the flower pot.

she entered the now empty house. she looked around waiting for some emotions to come but nothing came as if there's nothing in her. she didn't have any idea what she would do now. would she be able to live alone. lot of things were going on in her head. she sat down on the sofa with her head in her hands. a few tears escaped her eyes. why was she crying? is this because she is alone or because she is hurt. both of the reasons were there but right now she was crying out of her helpless state. she wants love but she is afraid of it. she wants to trust people but she is afraid of it. she want to move ahead in life but she was trembling. she wants to take some support but was afraid of falling again and again being left alone and having none to pick her up. she wanted to give up. she was wandering where did she went wrong to face all these. why can't she be a normal young adult of 21 and enjoy the life. she kept crying almost the whole night curled up within herself on the sofa in an empty house. sleep took over and she slept in the same position on the sofa with a tear stricken face. 

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