Kurt POV

I wrote with a sharpie in fancy print across my wrist.

Only one word.

Blaine

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Finn POV

I woke up to the annoying sound of my phone buzzing. Me and Rachel were all cuddled up on the couch. We fell asleep while watching grease again.

I grabbed my phone and blindly answered it. "S'ello." I said sleepily into it.

"Hi? Is this Finn Hudson?" A voice asked.

"Mhmmm yeah." I said trying to wake myself up.

"Yeah hi I'm Cooper Anderson. Blaine's brother..."

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Quinn POV

"Here. I got decaf. Your already shaking and well you know...." I said handing Kurt the coffee cup.

"Thanks." He whispered from the hospital chair.

I could only give a sad smile. I wanted to help but it was hard to right now.

"After this I never want to see anchor hospital again." Kurt muttered drinking the coffee.

"Sadly you'll have too." I said.

"Why to remind me." Kurt muttered through the cup.

"I think you should tell him." I said looking done at my feet.

Kurt looked down too. "He's already in the hospital he doesn't need anymore stress."

"Look I don't want to be a skank much longer. I'm tried of hurting. Puck... He's been helping," I confessed.

Kurt raised his eyebrow and looked at me. "How?" He asked.

"He said he didn't want me hurting anymore. Cleaning up would be the best thing. He said if I did I may have a chance to see her." I said.

Kurt looked understanding nodding his head. "Do you wish you kept her?"

"Sometimes." I replied honest.

Kurt nodded and looked down at his lap playing with his fingers. He nodded to himself and looked up to me. "I'll tell him. If he gets mad they can always drug him."

I smiled at his tease and have him a hug. "Remember he still loves you."

"It's a test of soulmates isn't it?" Kurt said.

I smiled and nodded. "Finally getting the hang of it."

He finally smiled back.

"Kurt?" Finns voice came from the door to the waiting room. I guess they just got here.

"Hey." Kurt said his voice quite.

"Cooper called me." He said coming over to hug Kurt.

"Are you ok?" Finn asked pulling of the hug.

Kurt nodded. "Once I see him alive in the bed I'll be better."

Finn nodded with Rachel at his side. She didn't say much. She only had a sad smile on her face. He face was red and tear stained. Easy to see she was crying.

They sat down in the empty chairs besides Kurt and we waited.

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Kurt POV

What felt like endless hours tick by.

I just needed to know he was ok and alive. Why was it taking so long.

Finn, Quinn, and Rachel were all with me. By my side

Just waiting,

Cooper came and saw us. I could see the bags under his eyes and the coffee wasn't doing much.

He sat across from me and we sat waiting for an answer.

"Blaine Anderson." The nurse called. Me and Cooper immediately shot up.

"What happened?" i asked sprinting over to her.

"Well due to the cut in his arm he lost a lot of blood and is sure a scar. We're still running tests on all the pills he consumed and we treated his neck wound from the rope well." She said.

"He's allowed visitors but the doctor wanted to speak with a Kurt. She has some important information." The nurse said.

"I'm Kurt. I can see him?" I asked.

She nodded. "I'm sorry but family will get to see him very soon." She said to Cooper. Cooper nodded and went back to his seat. I went with. Her to his room.

I froze when I got there. His olive toned skin looked pale for once. And his gorgeous curls were more of a mess. He looked lifeless. There was a huge bandage on his arm and neck. He had an IV running through along with other medicine, and even some blood.

I shakily walked towards him.

I stood besides his bed and grabbed his hand. I was careful since it had tubes on it.

"Blaine..." I said in barley a whisper.

"Are you Kurt?" A voice came from behind me. I saw it was the doctor. It was a tall women with brown hair and eyes.

"Yes. Is he ok?" I asked.

"Yes he'll be fine physically. Mentally were not so sure. We're hoping a therapist will help some what." She said.

I nodded at her looking back to Blaine.

"I wanted to call you first because well Blaine's scar on his arm really tells a story. I looked at Blaine's file and saw your name on list of emergency contacts first on the list actually. So I wanted to check your file. He doesn't know does he?" She said.

Damn it....

"I haven't had the courage to really tell him." I said looking to the floor.

"How much does he know?" She asked.

"Nothing." I said the words like acid on my tongue.

She nodded. "I think the sooner you tell the truth the sooner both you will get better."

I nodded and finally looked at her. "Thanks I'll try."

She smiled and walked out of the room.

I looked back to Blaine and my eyes kept wondering to his bandage. What was underneath?

My traced the lines in his hand with my finger tips.

"Hey." A weak said from the bed.

I jumped up a little at the sound.

He didn't stir like he was waking up he just opened his still gorgeous hazel eyes.

"Hey." I said softly back. "Why'd you do it?" I said asking what he asked me. Tears were clouding my eyes but I wouldn't let tears falls

"I made a deal with the devil and tried to get out of it the easy way." He said weakly and emotionless.

"What deal?" I asked.

"Wouldn't you like to know." He said almost smirking.

"I don't expect you to tell me. I mean I haven't told you so..." I said.

"Did they tell you why your the first one in here?" Blaine asked.

"I'm first on your list." I said.

"There's a reason for that." He said.

"You gonna tell me?" I asked.

"Better. I'll show you." He said. He sat up a little and started to unwrap the bandage.

"What are you doing leave it on." I said as he did it.

He said nothing and showed me the cut underneath.

He literally cut my name into his skin. It was bigger than all the other cuts on his arm. It was practically carved in. I was shocked.

My mouth hung open by the sight.

"Put.... Put it back on. It needs to heal." I said.

He wordlessly but the bandage back on.

"They always say leave a note." He said.

"So was that your idea of a note?" I asked.

"Better than yours..." He said.

"There was none." I said confused.

"Exactly." He smirked.

I looked to the floor at my feet. " how did we get here..... Look at us... We've made a god damn mess of everything." I said.

"No kidding." He scoffed.

"You ever think telling the truth is gonna help?" I asked.

"Look where it's gotten us." Blaine said.

I showed Blaine the words written across my wrist.

"Guess we both like words written across our skin..." He said.

A/N
Heyyyy
I promise with all my heart I will update very very soon!!!! And soon all secrets will be reveled. Hopefully you enjoyed this!!! I'm already working on the next update. It's hard though! Any suggestions Are appreciated!
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