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I was standing in front the enterance of Namsan Tower. A thick padding was wrapping around my body , and only my jeans are standing out.

It's a cold, windy day because it almost winter already. I was staring on my phone along the time, waiting for the phone call from someone.

It's so obvious right.. I'm waiting for Hwang Hyunjin.

Yesterday, Hyunjin suddenly called me at night. We're having a small chat through the phone because it's too cold for us to go outside. And Hyunjin asked me to have a date with him because it's been quite long since i went out with him. Of course i said 'yes' without any further thinking. And we agreed to meet at 10 am infront of Namsan Tower.

I hugged my padding tightly. I can't help but feeling nervous, my heart pounding fast , thinking that i'm going on a date with the person i loved. I'll definitely make a good memory today.

I even bring my mom's camera just for today's date. It's so damn hard to convince her to let me use her camera. I just want to take better photos of him and us today.

I started to shiver because the weather is getting colder by the time, so i decided just to call the latter.

No answer.

I didn't give up just like that and call him again and again until he answered.

After my ninth time of calling, finally he picked his phone up.

"Jinnie! Finally you pick up- gosh! Where the hell are you?? I've waited for an hour already!"

"Minnie, Oh God..i'm so sorry! I'll tell you later, now i'm rushing there! Please wait for few more minutes!"

His voice sounds tired and breathless as if he just ran for 100 kilometers. He hangs up right after that.

I sighed deeply as i stare at my phone. I guess i have no choice but to wait for him.

Few minutes has passed and i haven't see the sign of him yet. I stares on the people who're walking with their friends or their couple, and my lips turns into a frown. Where are you, Hyunjin?

Suddenly a pair of hands hugging me from behind. That person leans his chin on my shoulder and i know right away who is him.

"Hyunjin?" I turn my face a bit and glanced at Hyunjin who was leaning comfortably on my back. He smiles and squeezes me.

"I'm sorry.. I made you wait this long.." He sighed , his tone was filled with regret. I smiles as i turned around and facing him, looking at his face suddenly makes me forget how tired and cold i am right now.

"That's okay Jinnie.. I'm happy that you fulfilled your promise to come.." I ruffles his hair, but actually i fixing his hair which was a bit messy because of the wind, he must be rushing here.

Hyunjin grabbed both my hands and squeals "so cold! Minnie you're cold!! Lets go inside!"

He quickly pulls me inside and as soon as we got in, Hyunjin intertwines his hand with mine and shoves both hands inside his pocket.

"Is it warm already?" Hyunjin asked with a huge smile. His smile is so innocent, just like a little kid. I nodded my head a bit, smiling back at him.

Hyunjin suddenly pulls me closer and our faces are only few centimeters apart now. I quickly wake up from my daydream and my face turned red, my eyes widen as i looking at his face which was really close to mine right now.

"Minnie.. You're red.. Are you perhaps.. Having a fever?"

He whispers in such a husky tone. His forehead slowly leaning into mine as he closed his eyes "you're a bit warm though.."

I'm red because of you, idiot!

"I-i'm not!" I pushed him a bit and put some distance between our bodies. I can't hold it further than this.. This is too much for me already.

Hyunjin moves a bit away from my face, his eyes are guilty and his lips form a frown "i'm sorry.." He mumbles sadly while looking down.

I sighed, why do i make him apologize again?

"Jinnie.. please don't say sorry.. It's not your fault"

I cupped his cheeks and makes him look at me , ah.. Look at his well-proportioned face.. Damn, i'm falling again..

And without i realizing, i blushed again and Hyunjin saw it.

"Am i making you uncomfortable?"

He asked with a low tone.

I frowned "don't say that.. You're not, i'm just.." I played with the hem of my padding, looking down while pouting "i'm scared you'll have an issue with your girlfriend again.."

Hyunjin blinks, followed by a low chuckle and he circles his arm around my shoulder "but she's not even here, today is just for us.. Kim Seungmin, lets go up" he leads me to the elevator after saying that. It's true that she's not here, but..

It feels like you're giving me hope.. Hwang Hyunjin.

As the elevator goes up, the view of Seoul city are visible already. It's amazingly beautiful, although it'll be more beautiful at night. I lean my face and palms on the glass wall, staring at the beauty.

I was startled with a couple of arms wrapped around my waist. I know who were the arms belong to, and it feels like my heart is dropped to the ground floor. The beautiful city view can't entertain me anymore, i can only feel my heartbeat is going louder and my cheeks turning red for sure.

I hate this.. I hate it when Hyunjin does skinship with me. I can just push him away and punch him, but i didn't do it. My brain and my heart always said the opposite things. My brain telling me to stop, but my heart told me to go on.

But clinging into a false hope.. is hurting me so much. Until when i should hold myself back like this?

"Minnie, why you're spacing out?" Hyunjin asked softly, looking at my reflection on the glass. My eyes widen on the sight , Hyunjin was staring at me with an intense look. I cannot help but blush, looking down and tried to avoid his gaze.

Hyunjin let go of my waist as the elevator stops on the highest floor. He grabbed my hand, entertwining our fingers and pulls me out. I followed him, still looking down and blushing as i stare at our hands. I squeezed his hand a bit. It feels so nice..

My heart is beating uncontrolably.

We stopped infront of the large glass panel where you can litteraly see everything, the entire of Seoul city. It's really beautiful indeed. Hyunjin smiles in amaze, without releasing his grip, he was looking here and there. It feels like a real date.

Hyunjin might never notices how badly my heart is pounding right now, how nervous i am feeling right now, and how much do i tried to control my emotions and my feelings. I was so happy that i feel i might die.

"Minnie, do you want to know a secret?" he suddenly asked while facing me. His face lean close enough to makes my heart jumped out of my head.

"I feel the happiest..when i am with you"

He says, then he pulls his face away with a gentle smile on his face. His sharp eyes are looking at me, and his other hand suddenly goes on the top of my head and he pats me softly.

Meanwhile, i'm only looked at him, dumbfounded while trying to process what he said. I can feel my whole face is hot already.

"W-what do you mean..?" I asked him, stuttering.

He feels the happiest when he's with me.. Does it mean...

Kim Seungmin, please don't get your head high. You wouldn't want to get yourself fall into a false hope again.

Hyunjin smiles, he takes my other hands and tightly holds them. We're facing each other right now and he says,

"You're always here for me, in my happiness and sorrow.. You never fails to filled my day with smile, and i must admit that i can only be myself when i am with you.. You're really special to me, Kim Seungmin"

I dared myself to look at his eyes. They looked sincere and filled with love. Hwang Hyunjin.. Are you..

"Hyunjin- I ... " i blushed while looking at him, i was widely smiling and tried to control my words not to stutter "i..i think that way too.. You're really special to me, jinnie.."

I can feel a little tear formed on my eyes. What should i do.. I think i'm being too happy right now..

Hyunjin chuckles then he cupped my cheeks. He notices that i've teared up and he wipes my tears with his thumb. Then he pulls me into a hug, his long arms are squeezing me tight. I burried my face on his chest. My heart is going to burst right now, i guess he can feel my heartbeat now.

"You're the best, Kim Seungmin. I'm really happy to have you as my best friend" he says.

My eyes widen a bit. I can feel that my body froze for a moment.

"H-huh?"

Hyunjin pulls away from the hug, he gripped my shoulders and looking at me with a smile.

"Too bad , if you're a girl, i definitely will date you from the first time we met, minnie.."

I looked at him without blinking, my lips are slightly apart and i suddenly feels numb.

"It's a pity .. That you're a male"

To be continued.