It's been nearly a month since the incident and the relationship between them are going really well. Jeongin has became unexpectedly close with Bangchan and the couple are living their best relationship life.

Today is Sunday , and four of them are decided to hang out. It's more likely a double-date , although the oldest and the youngest were not in relationship. Seungmin, Hyunjin and Jeongin are already waiting in front of the bus stop, they waited for the oldest's arrival since he lived a bit far away from them. After waiting for nearly 20 minutes, Seungmin spotted the oldest running from the other side, waving at them.

"Hyung! You took so long!" Jeongin says , he pretends to sulk but then he failed when he saw all those sweat on the oldest's temple.

"I-i'm sorry! I woke up late!" Bangchan tries to catch his breath.

Jeongin quickly approach the older and wipes his sweat with his handkerchief.

"You ruined your handsome face.."

Bangchan smiles cheesily, staring at the younger with loving eyes. Jeongin stares back shyly "yah..stop staring at me"

"You look cute today, innie.." Bangchan chuckles, ruffles the younger's hair and gained a whine from the latter.

Seungmin and Hyunjin looked at each other, shaking their head with the intimacy of the two people in front of them.

"We're still here.. Y'know" Seungmin says.

"Both of you has becoming so close.. Hm? I'm waiting for the treat, chan hyung" Hyunjin giggles, it makes Bangchan glares at him.

"You don't even treat me when you dated Seungmin!" He pouts.

"It's because you're the oldest! How can you made a younger one pay for you??" Hyunjin replies.

"You--" Bangchan is about to curse but Jeongin immediately stops him.

"Hyungg.. stop it.. if we kept talking then we'll miss the bus" Jeongin pouts, he points at the bus which starting to approach the station. Bangchan takes a deep breath, nodding before they finally steps inside the bus , meanwhile Hyunjin only smiles triumphantly as he took his boyfriend to get on the bus.

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"Woah!! So tall !! "

Jeongin runs happily when they reached their destination, the Namsan Tower. It was quite crowded considering that it's weekend. Bangchan follows behind him, looking at the youngest with a smile. He tries to leveling their pace to prevent Jeongin to get lost.

On the back, Hyunjin and Seungmin are walking hand in hand. Both are walking slowly while enjoying the weather. Seungmin happily looks at the height of the tower, Hyunjin finds it really cute that he can't help not to pinch his boyfriend's cheek.

"We ever have a date here, minnie.." Hyunjin says. Seungmin tilts his head, confused "we did?"

Hyunjin nodded "i guess you didn't remember..but that's okay! It was the past, i'm glad that now we can come here as a couple" he tightens the grip on Seungmin's hand , staring at his boyfriend who already blushing.

"Shall we ride a bike ?"

"But i can't ride bike..jinnie.." Seungmin pouts.

"You can ride on the back and i'll be on the front~ come on.. just like the romance dramas.." Hyunjin giggles, it makes the younger blushing even more.

"f-fine..but don't let me fall..okay?"

"How can i let my boyfriend fall.." Hyunjin pokes his boyfriend's nose, giving him a peck on his cheek.

"Lets go then"

They parts way after saying goodbye to each others. Hyunjin goes to ride bike with Seungmin, meanwhile Bangchan goes inside the tower with Jeongin.

It was crowded and luckily, Hyunjin managed to rent a bike. He quickly gets on to tries it and it somehow makes him happy to ride a bicycle after a long time, plus..he's going to ride it with his lover this time. He helps Seungmin to get on his back, in standing position and told his boyfriend to hold on his back.

"D-don't ride too fast...Jinnie, i'm scared.." Seungmin says, and it gained a gentle nod from the latter.

"Don't worry baby, i will not let you fall. Hold me tight, i'll protect you"

Seungmin wraps his arms around the older's neck , embraces him tightly as Hyunjin began to move and ride the bike in normal pace. They're both smiling, enjoying the weather and the wind which blows into their faces as they moved , enjoying the view of the people, the couples who were walked passing them, and several stores can be seen along their way.  It was such a beautiful time for them.

Then Hyunjin parked his bike infront of a small plushie store. He take his boyfriend inside , and Seungmin looked really happy exploring that cute store. He looks around and his eyes spotted a doll on the upper shelf. It was a puppy doll and it somehow resembles Seungmin a lot. He quickly bought it and shows it to the younger.

"Minnie! Look!  I buy this for you! "

Hyunjin gives the doll to Seungmin and it brings a huge smile on the latter's face.

"It's really cute!" Seungmin squeals while hugging the doll tightly  "thank you so much jinnie! I love this!"

His happy face makes the older cannot stop smiling. Seungmin was happily playing with the plushie, ah..it was so cute. Hyunjin pulls his phone out of his pocket and captures the moment without Seungmin knowing.

"Cute.. " Hyunjin mumbles softly as he stares at the photo he just taken and immediately made it his wallpaper. Seungmin is giving his life so much colour, and turned his dark life into a bright one. He's really thankful to have Seungmin as his partner.

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Seungmin keep hugging the doll as they continue their journey. Hyunjin can only smile, glancing at his boyfriend who doesn't seem to be scared to ride the bicycle anymore.

Hyunjin accelerate his pedaling when the road is getting quiet. He intends to take a detour back because his bike rental time is running out. But then he stopped when he heard the shouts of people coming from behind. He and Seungmin then looked back and were very surprised when a large truck at high speed broke through the sidewalk and drove towards them at high speed.

Unfortunately, they didn't have a chance to dodged and was immediately hit by a truck that casually entered the sidewalk.

Their bodies bounced far enough, but fortunately Hyunjin who was sitting in the front seat only got some pretty severe wounds on his arms and legs. But not with Seungmin.

Hyunjin didn't lose consciousness, and he was speechless as he watched his lover's body bounce quite far from where he is now. People started to come and help Hyunjin, but Hyunjin immediately stood up with a painful wound, ignoring those people and slowly approaches his lover's body.

His whole body was stiff, he could not express himself when he saw his lover's body which was now covered with blood coming out of his head, nose and mouth. His wound just now seemed numb, he could not help his tears. He fell down on the street covered in blood, and slowly caresses Seungmin's face.

"Hiks... Hwaaaaaaaaa!!!"

Hyunjin cries loudly, he took his lover's head on his embrace as tears continously flows down on his cheeks. People around him looked at him sympathetically, the man's sorrowful cries moved their hearts. They starting to called the ambulance, few of them are trying to calm the older boy but he cannot stop crying and screaming for the younger's name. He doesn't care that the blood was all over his shirt, all he care about is the life of his lover.

When the ambulance come, Seungmin was being rushed into the ambulance with Hyunjin who came in and sat beside him. A nurse who was there is giving Hyunjin a few treatments with his wounds, but Hyunjin didn't give a fuck with that. He sobbed as he was holding Seungmin's hand along the way.

"Why.. why... I just want to have a beautiful.. date with you... Why..."

Hyunjin bites on his lips, his tears are flowing down again as he looked sadly at his unconcious lover.

"It was my fault.. I..i'm the one who suggested to ride a bike.. I.." Hyunjin cried out, he gripped on his hair tightly. The nurse quickly stopped his action and tries to calm him.

"Young boy..don't blame yourself.. This was a fate..we never knew what would happen.. It's not your fault.." The nurse says.

Hyunjin shakes his head, he sniffled as he tightly holds his lover's hand. He's sad.. his beautiful date plan has turned into something terrible that he would regret on his entire life. Is it really the fate..?

Why is fate must be this cruel ?

"Oh..and by the way, this must be belong to your boyfriend..someone found it lying beside his body.." The nurse suddenly hands him a puppy doll which he bought for Seungmin a while ago. Now it's dirty and it stained with blood. The glass eyes of the doll looked like they were crying.

Hyunjin hugs the doll tightly, he cries his tears out as  and his tears began to wet the doll. He couldn't stop crying and it was difficult for the nurse who was trying to treat his wound, so the nurse just let him crying. The nurse knows so well how sad and devastated Hyunjin must be feeling right now to saw his lover dying before his eyes.

"Minnie.. i'm sorry... you have to be okay..."

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As they arrived at the hospital, Seungmin is being taken to the operation room right away. Meanwhile, the nurse is taking Hyunjin to another room to take care of his wounds.

Hyunjin is still crying as he seperates way with Seungmin. He kept on praying that Seungmin would be okay. He doesn't care about himself, the most important thing for him is that the person he loves is safe and well.

Jeongin and Bangchan who were still enjoying themselves without any clue about what had happened, they almost passed out when they heard the news from Hyunjin, especially Jeongin. They immediately took a taxi to the hospital where Hyunjin and Seungmin being taken to. Jeongin cries, knowing that his cousin was the main victim in this accident , Bangchan tries to calm the younger although deep inside he was about to cry as well. He was so worried about Seungmin and it almost getting him into tears.

As soon as they arrived at the hospital, they rushed into the room Hyunjin mentioned. They finds Hyunjin sitting on the bed, staring blankly at the ground while still hugging the doll tightly, with a nurse beside him , cleaning and treating his wound.

Jeongin enters the room followed by Bangchan on his back. Hyunjin lifts his face, gazing at them with an empty look on his face before he slowly burst into tears.

"I'm sorry.. I'm sorry..." he mumbles that word again and again as he cries. Two figures infront of him quickly gives him a warm hug . Jeongin was crying along with Hyunjin , meanwhile Bangchan who was holding his tears all along , finally break into tears as well.

The three of them felt sorrowful, how could they not? They planned to go on a date after a while. today should be a day where they have fun, even have prepared everything. But what? The fate said otherwise .. unexpected event that never occurred to them and a person who is very important in their lives is the victim.

The nurses there who're happened to see those three crying figures quickly give them three glasses of water . They tried to calm those three, telling them that Seungmin would be okay because a great doctor was handling his operation.

But then, they suddenly got a news that patient Seungmin lost a lot of blood due to the big wound on his head , and  needs an urgent blood transfusion. His blood type was A , it was different from Hyunjin's and Jeongin's. But luckily, Bangchan has the same blood type as Seungmin's and he's willing to give his blood to the younger. Meanwhile, Hyunjin already lost his conciousness minutes ago due the news and the nurses are made him lying on the bed.

After the blood transfusion process, Jeongin and Bangchan are now sitting infront of the operation room in silence until the clock ticking voice can be heard clearly. Even the sight of people passing by didn't distract them from their deep silence.

"Jeongin ah.. are you okay?" Bangchan breaks the silence between them. He holds the younger's hand, and realized that Jeongin was trembling.

"He will be okay.. let's believe in Seungmin, and the doctor.." he continues.

Jeongin takes a deep breath before he finally opens his mouth.

"What if he lost anything else.. Besides blood..?"

He asked pessimistically. His tone was very empty as if he had given up on this.

"Ever since i lost my parents.. I thought that i've lost everything.. no one accepted me and taking care of me sincerely.. but Seungminie hyung... he cared for me more than anything , he never upsets me, he gives me everything i needed.. Although i upsets him, i even tried to steal his boyfriend but he never get mad at me.. If he's not survive.. " he sobbed as he looks down .

"i will lost everything that meant a lot to me..once again"

Jeongin cries silently , it was such a painful cry which shed Bangchan's heart into pieces. It showed how much he loved and appreciate his hyung who always cared for him more than anyone.

"If only i can do anything to make him survive..I will do it.. I will give everything , i will give my organs if he needed.. just..i want him to live.."

"He will survive, Jeongin.. Don't worry.." Bangchan says, trying to comfort the younger although deep down he was feeling uncontrollably worried about the latter. He tightened his grip on Jeongin's tiny hand "i know you're worried..but Seungminie is strong.. There's no way he'll leave his one and only cousin whom he loved so much.. lets have a faith on him.."

"What will faith do? It won't cure Seungmin hyung..." Jeongin coldly says, he looks away with an empty eyes.

"But at least..you can have a little trust on your own cousin that he won't die just because of this accident"

"I don't need that! I need a definite answer!" Jeongin raises his tone at the older. His expression looked a bit mad, a slight anger can be seen in his foxy eyes.

"I know, Jeongin. But what can we do now besides waiting for the answer?? Please..stop being like this" Bangchan pleads and the younger doesn't responds further. His head is hanging low , tears are flowing down his cheeks as he covers his face with his palm.

It was not long after that when the doctor suddenly comes out from the operation room, still in his operation suit. He taking his mask off then approaches us.

"Are you the patient's family?" The doctor asked and two figures who were sitting on the long bench immediately gets off of their seat , both nodding their heads.

"The operation goes well, thank you for donated your blood , it helps him a lot and now his condition is getting better"

Jeongin and Bangchan both sighs in relief, at least they knew that Seungmin was alright. But the relieveness soon turning into sorrowness as soon as the doctor continues his words.

"But.. as you know, his head was badly injured and he had a concussion. However, don't worry because we have already dealt with it, the problem is that the impact on his head disturbed some of the nerves in his head and .."

".... are you serious?"

Jeongin's legs are getting numb, he immediately fell on his knees onto the floor and Bangchan immediately get a hold of him. His eyes are filled with tears , again as he cried for the umpteenth time.

Just at the right time, they heard something falling nearby. Their eyes widened when they noticed that the puppy doll was the one fell, and the one who knocked it down was standing there with tears running down his cheeks.

"Hyunjin.."

To be continued.