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Jeongin was now sitting alone inside an empty room. His eyeballs are shaking as he glances around, his fingers are unpatiently tapping the table infront of him and his forehead was full of cold sweat.

"What will they do to us.." Jeongin  mumbles, he's feeling uneasy that he starting to scratches the table with his short nails and almost get his nails bleeding.

Not long after that, a man who turned out to be a police comes into the room. He shakes his head upon seeing Jeongin, he sits right across the younger and stops the younger from hurting himself.

"Calm down, young boy.. I won't hurt you, i only will ask a few question" the police says, staring at the boy who's trembling all over. Jeongin slowly lifts his face and faces the police.

"My name is Jeno, the head police" the police offers his hand, but there's no respond from the younger. Jeno smiles and takes Jeongin's trembling hand, he holds it tightly.

"Don't be scared.. I promise i won't do anything.."

"You're going to hurt me, don't you?! You'll put me in the jail?!" Jeongin snapped at him, his eyes are teary as he glares at the police.

"No no! I won't do that- i just going to have a simple talk with you about what just happened--"

"We.. don't w-want to go to the j-jail.." Jeongin stutters , he bites on his lips nervously.

"Young boy.."

Jeno looks at Jeongin confusedly. This boy looked different from any other person he ever met. He obviously see how the boy was having seizures and his eyeballs are changing along with his expression everytime he blinks his eyes. He felt an oddity in this boy. As if..

"We don't.. F*CKING WANT TO GO TO JAIL!" Jeongin suddenly yelled and he slams the table, causing the police to startle.

"I-- ARGH!! GO AWAY!!" Jeongin grabbed on his head as if he was in pain. Jeno quickly get up from his seat, holding the boy still.

"YOON OH!! Hajima!! YOU'RE HURTING ME!!"

"T-they're going to arrest us!"

"Kill him-- shoot him!"

"STOP IT, ALL OF YOU!!!"

Jeongin suddenly punches himself on his face and gets himself fell from his chair.

"Young boy, are you alright?!" Jeno asked worriedly but Jeongin still yelling as he felt an extreme headache before he finally passed out on Jeno's arms.

***

"Chan hyung.."

"Chan hyung! Wake up!"

"Bangchan hyung.."

Bangchan slowly opens his eyes as he starting to gain his conciousness. The peculiar smells of drugs and medicines pierced right into his nose as he woke up and the view of two familiar guys came into his eyes.

"Chan hyung!! Finally!"

Seungmin and Hyunjin who were standing besides chan's bed hurriedly hugs him as soon as Bangchan opens his eyes.

"A-aah you guys are heavy!" Bangchan whines and pushed the couple away.

"We're so worried!! You litteraly sleeping for more than two hours!" Seungmin says, pouting. It follows by Hyunjin nodding his head.

"S-sleeping.. Wait- is his.." Bangchan confusedly looking around "hospital?"

"Of course! The doctor told us that you got beaten and look at your face! So bad! The person who beat you is so bad!!" Hyunjin grumbles as he crosses his arms.

"Oh.. " Bangchan sighed as he looks up to the ceiling , he touches the wound on his face which still hurt by now.

"Hyung!! Did you remember the person who did this?? We should give him some lesson!!"

"Yes!! We can't let him just hurt our hyung like this!!"

Bangchan shakes his head, although his mind already had the answer.

"You really don't remember?? Or you had an amnesia??"

"I'm not, pabo ya.." Bangchan rolls his eyes "i know.. But- both of you don't need to know"

"Waae waee!! Tell us hyung!" Seungmin lightly shakes Bangchan but he still chooses to shut his mouth.

"By the way guys.. " Bangchan speaks "where is.. Jeongin?"

"Jeongin.." Seungmin and Hyunjin looked at each others "he was , on the room upstairs"

"Upstairs? What room?"

Seungmin gulped "the psychologist's room"

***

"Yang Jeongin.. Isn't it?"

A man with a long-white coat, sit across the boy who looked dazed out right now. the boy slowly lifts his face, there were dark circles under his eyes and he was glaring at the man with displeasure feeling.

"Who are you?" the boy asked lowly.

"Don't be scared.. we're just going to have a simple talk. My name is Jaemin, what about yours?"

"Jeongwoo .." the boy answers, he was looking down.

"Nice to meet you, Jeongwoo-ya.." Jaemin offers his hand but the boy gives no respond and he still looking down at the ground.

Jaemin puts his hand down and stares closer at the boy "Jeongwoo ya.. Who is Yang Jeongin?" Jaemin asked softly.

"The other me"

Jaemin is a bit startled by his answer, but then he asked again.

"Then, who is this now?"

Jeongin slowly lifts his face, and it startles Jaemin when he saw the darkness on the boy's eyes.

"Yoon oh"

Jaemin gulped as he figures out already what he's facing right now, but he tries his best to stay as calm as possible.

"Can you tell me more about you?"

He asked and the boy shakes his head. The boy looks down while bitting on his nails, Jaemin can see that the boy is quivering although no one did anything to him.

"Who is this?" Jaemin asks again.

"W-why do y-you want to k-know.." the boy answers , his tone sounded like he was scared.

"I won't do anything, i promise.. Mind to tell me who's this?"

"I.N ..."

"Yang Jeongin , I.N , Jeongwoo, and Yoon oh" Jaemin repeats the name "so there're four of you"

The boy nodded a bit.

"How long all of you stay inside this body?"

Silence.

"You can talk anything, i will listen to you"

The boy suddenly gets up from his seat, glaring at Jaemin.

"You're so f*ckin annoying!!" he snapped at Jaemin and Jaemin only looked at him in silence.

"H-he'll definitely send us to the j-jail after this"

"I WILL BEAT HIM OFF!!"

"Shit-- can't find any poison"

Jaemin was taken aback when the boy infront of him starting to talking in different manner and different voices, his expression changes along with his eyes.  He shakes his head, calling for the staffs to hold the boy to inject an anesthetic to him.

"F*CK!! WHAT DID YOU DO?! LET ME GO!!"

"N-no injection!! I-i hate this!"

"Take that!! Don't let him inject you!!"

The boy struggles as much as he can and he yells again, in different voices. It creeps Jaemin out, he tries his best not to mess up and get the needle on the boy's arm , but it was so difficult coz the boy kept moving.

"Go away!! Go--Arghh!!"

The boy yells in pain when Jaemin finally succeed in giving him the injection. The boy starts to weaken, he's not struggling anymore and the staffs immediately takes him to the nearest bed.

Jaemin sighs in relief, he wipes the sweat on his forehead as he put the injection away.

"Hey, where's this boy's family?" Jaemin asks one of the staff.

"His brother.. was downstairs"

"can you call them into my room? I should tell them about this"

The staff nodded "okay sir"

Jaemin then gets out of the room and heads towards his office.

"I must tell his family, this boy...is dangerous"

***

Knock knock.

"Come in"

Two older boys who turned out to be Seungmin and Hyunjin get inside the office. They looked confused, and Jaemin invites them to sit.

"Are you guys Yang Jeongin's family?"

"Ah- y-yes.. I'm his cousin, and this is.. " Seungmin glances at Hyunjin "...a friend of mine"

Jaemin rests his chin on his arms, staring at both guys infront of him "i need to talk about your cousin.."

Seungmin gulped "w-what happen to Jeongin?"

"For you, how your cousin was like?" Jaemin suddenly asks.

"What do you mean by that?"

"I mean.." Jaemin takes a deep breath before continuing "his attitude, personality, the way he talked..or anything?"

Seungmin looks at Hyunjin before he faces Jaemin "actually.. He didn't live with us, he lived in Busan and he just came few days ago .. So far, i think..there's nothing weird.."

Jaemin lifts his brow when he saw a slight doubt in Seungmin's words "are you sure?"

"This morning.. Jeongin was acting a bit weird. He usually cheerful but.. this morning suddenly he talked differently as if he was a different person.. But, i think it was just my imagination.."

Jaemin chuckles "no..it's not your imagination. "

"Eh?"

"I was doing a short talk with him earlier, and i figured out that he had something called 'Dissociative identity disorder' or usually known as 'multiple personality disorder' "

"Actually this is my first time handling this kind of case. But-- from what i saw earlier..i can conclude that there are--"

"Wait"

Seungmin suddenly cut Jaemin before he managed to finish his words.

"What did you say? Multiple personality disorder?"

Jaemin nodded and it gains a laugh from the younger.

"The hell?? It doesn't exists!"

"Are you dumb?? Of course it exists!"

"No it doesnt! It only exists in movies!"

"It's not! It really does exist in the medical science!"

Jaemin rolls his eyes, he rubs on his chest in order to bring his patience back  to face this human.

"Minnie.. Let's listen to him first" Hyunjin holds the younger's hand, smiling at him. Seungmin sighed before he nodding "please continue, doctor-nim.."

Jaemin continues "when i talked to him earlier, i discover 4 different personalities inside him. There are Yoon-oh, I.N , Jeongwoo and Jeongin.."

"So, you're saying there were like.. 4 person inside one body?" Seungmin raises his brow, looking at Jaemin with a weird look.

Jaemin nods and Seungmin bursts out laughing once again "that's dumb!" he scoffs.

Jaemin stared at Seungmin in annoyance, then he turned his gaze to Hyunjin.

"Your boyfriend is a dumbass -_- " Jaemin says , and Hyunjin can only letting out an awkward laugh.

"P-please continue.. Just ignore my dumb boyfriend" Hyunjin throws a soft gaze at Seungmin, caressing the younger's hair "you shouldn't cut him like that, baby.. It's about your cousin, we should listen until the end, okay?"

"So- " Jaemin continues " The first one is I.N ,  the paranoid one who has a large anxiety. He always get scared, feeling anxious of whatever happened around him.  Jeongwoo, he's cunning and smart, but not in the good way because he always try to hurt anyone he hate. Then, there is Jeongin, it's the cheerful person you guys known. Jeongin seems to be his normal self, he has a personality of a kid, innocent and childish . And the last one, is Yoon Oh. He seemed to be the dark side. His aura is very evil and he always wants to hurt those around him, he was short-tempered and dangerous. I'm worried the most about him.."

The doctor stares at the couple who looked confused "it might be hard for you to understand. But i just want to suggest if you agree for me trying to cure him through several therapies, at least he'll be able to control himself and his personalities"

Seungmin turns his face at Hyunjin before going back , facing the doctor "my cousin was not sick, why would he need a therapy--"

"He's not sick, but he has to learn how to control himself so that he won't hurt other people" Jaemin cuts him off.

"Hurt other people?? How does an innocent angel like him hurt people?? He can't even kill a single bug-" Seungmin laughed.

"Oh yea , he can't kill a bug but he almost killed his friend" Jaemin says, and it shocked the couple.

"What??"

"Don't you know anything?? I heard that he fought with his friend and nearly killed him if the police didn't come. The police brought him here to get consultation because of his uncontrollable personalities. And it turned out worse than what i've imagined"

Jaemin tells everything and the couple goes dumbfounded.

It means.. Jeongin was the one who did those terrible things to Bangchan.

"Are you going to leave him like this and continue hurting those around him? He had to learn to control himself, or else he would be very dangerous"

***

"Minnie!"

"Hey! Minnie- wait for me!" Hyunjin grabs on Seungmin's wrist which already walked ahead him.

"Minnie, are you okay?? Hey- are you mad??"

Hyunjin pulls the younger and makes Seungmin faces him.

"It's stupid , right?" Seungmin says, lazily stares at his boyfriend "you know, that doctor is a dumbass , he watched too much movies. I wonder how he became a doctor"

A little smile appears on the older's face, he wraps his arms around Seungmin's shoulder "there is only one way to find out though..."

***

  - Jeongin's pov -

I woke up inside an unfamiliar room, finding myself lying on a small bed. My head was feeling dizzy and my whole body is numb.

Looking around, looks like i was in a hospital room. The strong smell of medicines stinks into my nose as soon as i gained my conciousness.

I tried to move my body , but then my head hurts immediately from the effects of the anesthetic.  I took a deep breath, staring at the ceiling. I feel so empty and helpless.

I blinked my eyes couple times, gazing at three figures who were standing beside my bed. Three of them are staring at me , without saying anything for minutes before one of them finally opens his mouth.

"You looked so weak, Jeongin"

Jeongwoo says, coldly. He stares at me with a slight anger on his eyes.

"W-what will they do to u-us.. any thought?"

I.N asked , he was trembling and he can't stop playing with his nails.

"they probably will send us to a jail or something , or maybe a psychiatric hospital ?"

Jeongwoo answers, he crosses his arms on his chest while staring pathetically at me "what will you do, Jeongin? Staying here until they take you away?"

I looked away from them without saying anything. Honestly speaking , i was tired with everything.

"It because of you!"

Jeongwoo irritably pointed at Yoon Oh and it makes the latter slams the table infront of him "asshole!" He snaps.

"B-but.. w-who started beating Bangchan?" I.N stutters . Yoon Oh approaches them with a death glare.

"F*ck! Who's being a fool first?! It's him! He just saying nonsense and get in our way! If i didn't do anything , he will always tried to stop us!" Yoon Oh yelled.

"Shut up!" I snapped at them and Yoon Oh immediately turns his face to me.

"You shut up! All these shit happened because of you! You keeping those f*cking good boy image!"

"Do you think three of you can do it better than me?! It's because of me we got to meet Hyunjin, and makes him trust us. I made everyone believes that we're a good person , but what did three of you make of us?? Just a mess! Now people would see us as a jerk! Thanks to you!" I said angrily , gazing at three of them "all of you are insane!"

"I'm not insane! I-i'm the s-smartest between all of you" I.N says as he looked away.

Yoon oh crosses his arms "what does a good person get?? How long did we suffered just to keep the kind image?? I prefer to stay this way!"

I sighed, staring at him miserably "i'm begging you.. We've been together for years, have we ever fought?? You're just being selfish now"

"Being selfish is better than being weak, that's why i never liked you guys" Jeongwoo chuckled irritably.

"Please don't make more trouble" i stared at him.

"I'm not making trouble" Jeongwoo approaches me closer, he suddenly pulls on my collar and makes my body lifted from the bed.

"I'm getting rid of trouble"

He punches me hard in the face and four of us bounced off because of the blow.

I hissed as i pulled myself up, jumping off of the bed and at that time, i felt something heavy on my arm but i pushed it away and punched Jeongwoo back although i knew that four of us will get the same effect.

After that blow, Yoon Oh suddenly release a hard punch on my stomach and it makes all of us fall to the ground, hissing in pain.

Without giving any chance for me to get up, Yoon oh grabbed my neck and pulls me up by strangling me. He lifts me up to the air with his abnormal strength although he also felt the same way as us.

"Y--yoon..oh..yaa.." I.N struggles as he tries to release the tight grip on his neck.

"You're-- f*cking..annoying!" Yoon Oh stutters between his breath.

"S-stop.."

I groaned because of difficulty breathing "y-you'll kill us.."

but Yoon oh tightens his grip instead while letting out a smirk.

"Y-you know damn well we will all fall if you don't stop-" Jeongwoo stutters, starting to get suffocated by the tight hand around his neck.

Yoon oh only stares at us before he released his hand, looking at us with his eyes that had now turned completely black , then he kicks me in my stomach. Three of us are groaning in pain but Yoon oh doesn't seem to care as he kept on beating and kicking us with anger.

"W-what are you-- argh!"

He suddenly kicked me on my face and caused me a nosebleed.

"I-if you kill us, i-it will kill you too.." I.N cried, holding his stomach while continuing to grimance in pain.

Yoon Oh coldly gazed at us while wiping the blood out of his nose "is that so?"

He then approaches me, harshly grabbed my collar and forces me to stand up.

"You know how to end this"

Yoon Oh hisses on my ears "you can't fix us anymore. "

He releases my collar, walks to the table and takes a small cutter. He then hands it to me with force.

I stared at the cutter on my hand without any certain expression. I just felt empty right now , and i'm getting so tired of these things.

"If you can't fix it , end it. Right now"

***

  - no one's pov -

Seungmin and Hyunjin were just about to visit Jeongin's room when they saw Jeongin sitting on his bed. He was holding something infront of him , groaning. The way he acted as if someone else was pulling him up.

"Jeongin..?"

Seungmin slowly enters the room followed by Hyunjin on his back, approaching the younger when Jeongin suddenly bounces off as if someone was punching him hard.

"Jeongin! Stop it!" Seungmin tries to hold the latter's arm, stopping him from getting hurt , but Jeongin harshly pushed Seungmin's hand away and he punches something infront of him. Without even a second,  he immediately get another punch on his stomach and falls to the ground.

"N-no..Jeongin!"

Hyunjin quickly holds Seungmin who was about to stop the younger. Both of them are shaking their heads in disbelievement  as they watched the younger being lifted from the ground.

Jeongin was groaning in pain, his breath was caught as if someone was chocking him. His legs are shaking, he gripped on his own neck and he begs to be released.

"Argh!"

Jeongin's body just slammed to the floor and he started to yelled while holding his stomach. Loud thuds can be heard from Jeongin's body along with non-stop groaning voices, as if someone was hitting him countlessly. 

Seungmin's eyes began to tear up on the sight. Jeongin's hurting voices are filling his ears and it hurts him to see his younger cousin suffering this way.

"J-jeongin..." Seungmin tries to call him when the younger suddenly pulls himself up. He walked unsteadily to the table beside him. His hands are roaming there and he's taking a cutter.

Seungmin is sensing a danger as soon as he saw the cutter. Jeongin was staring at the thing for awhile before he pulled out the blade.

"End it"

The blade moves quickly into Jeongin's neck but Seungmin grabbed the blade before it touched his neck and get his hand bleeding.

Jeongin endlessly rebelled and tried to hurt himself with those cutter. Seungmin's grip began to weaken as he starts to lose blood.  His strength made Seungmin's hand almost being cut in two , but Hyunjin quickly helped him and managed to take the blade away from Jeongin's hand.

Jeongin throw a deathly glare at Seungmin, he stares at the older with his fully black eyes and it scares Seungmin out. Jeongin immediately tossed Seungmin's hand away and slapped him hard on the cheek.

"Jeongin!! What are you?!!" Hyunjin immediately grabbed Jeongin to prevent him from going any further but his action makes him received a heavy blow on his face and knocked him to the ground.

"Get rid of him!"

"Now is the time!"

Jeongin pushed Seungmin forcibly and started chocking him. He put his hands around the older's neck while staring at him who was groaning in pain and began to run out of breath.

"J-j..jeongin-- s-sthapp.."

Seungmin squeezed his eyes as he tried to speak but his voice hardly come out because of dificulty of breathing. He holds the younger's wrists, staining them with his rose-red blood and hitting them to make Jeongin release his neck but it just makes the younger smirked.

"I--i love you, jeongin.." Seungmin whispers between his breath, tears are flowing down from his eyes as he tried his best to grasp for air.

"Do you think love can help you?? He's lying, everyone's lying. "

"No one truly loved you. They're all lying"

"End it now. It's the best solution"

"You have no one, no one will love you"

Hyunjin was taken aback when he heard several different voices came from Jeongin mouth. Multiple personalities disorder.. so this was it.

"End it now!!"

"YANG JEONGIN!!"

Hyunjin harshly grabbed the boy and gives him a hard punch on his face. The boy immediately released the younger as he groaning in pain. Seungmin is coughing hard while holding his chest and Hyunjin quickly helps Seungmin and makes him goes on his back.

"Y-yang Jeongin.. Can you hear me??" Hyunjin's voice was trembling as he slowly approaches the younger.

Jeongin turns his gaze at Hyunjin who was now grabbing his shoulders. The dark side still dominating him and his eyes. He stares at the older with an empty look.

"It's all too late"

"You should kill seungmin, there's no going back"

"Kill him!"

"Get rid of him!"

" Stop it! SHUT UP!!  Don't tell me what to do!" Jeongin grabbed his head and  yelled , trying to get rid of the voices on his head.

Seungmin braved himself to approach the boy, his eyes filled with tears as he holds the younger's hand.

"Jeongin- c-can you hear me?? Look at me"

Jeongin slowly turns his eyes on Seungmin, looking at him miserably. He looked like he's about to cry but the darkness won't leave his eyes.

"Only me can help you. You don't need anyone else"

"You have to trust us"

Jeongin shakes his head frantically "i'm the real jeongin! I told you to leave me alone!!"

"There's no way you can fix this"

"You're stupid, you're weak, you can't do anything"

"There's no way you'll find happiness"

"Leave me alone!" Jeongin yells.

"You weakling"

"Weirdo"

"LEAVE ME ALONE!!" Jeongin screams on the top of his lungs. He crouches down and bangs his head on the floor which immediately being stopped by Seungmin.

Jeongin was about to get up when he's suddenly being lifted to the air. He gripped on his own neck, tears drolling from his eyes as he couldn't breath. Seungmin and Hyunjin quickly grabbed the boy, trying to make the other him release the boy but it was in vain because of the tremendous power.

"S...eungmin..hyung..." Jeongin chokes a cry "h-he..lp..me.."

Seungmin gets up on his feet , cupping the boy's cheeks to make them faced each others. He was trembling but he softly caress the younger.

"Jeongin..listen... y-you might think that you have nobody.. You might think t-that you can't be happy.. But that was wrong. You have me, you have wonpil hyung , we will never leave you.. We will always stay together.. Everyone, deserves to be happy.."

"Please come back.." Seungmin mutters sadly , he pulls the younger into a tight hug and slowly.. Jeongin's eyes began to turns into normal. Seungmin sniffled when he felt a pair of arms are wrapping around him.

"Seungmin hyung.."

Seungmin pulls away from the hug , he can't resist his tears when he finds out that his cousin has turned into normal.

"Hyung is a crybaby.." Jeongin softly chuckles. His appearence is messy, the corner of his lip is bleeding but it doesn't stain his lovely smile. Seungmin cannot help it but pulling him into another hug.

"Hyung.. I'm sorry"

Seungmin shakes his head "no.. I'm sorry- i should've realize this earlier.."

"The most terrible poverty is loneliness, and the feeling of being unloved." - Mother Teresa

To be continued.