Is this the last chapter?

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- hyunjin's pov -

My vision began to cleared as i gained my conciousness. I glanced right and left , hissing on the pain which suddenly comes when i move my body. And then my gaze locked over the brown-haired boy , who's having his head ducked on the hospital's bed, sleeping soundly.

I tried to lifts my arm, and placed my hand over the boy's head. I caressing his hair, and it gives me an instant smile.

"Hnng~ " Seungmin rubs his eyes, pulling himself up as he shifts his blurry vision towards me.

"Hyunjin!" He worriedly says, immediately getting up from his seat when he realized that i have awaken. He almost going to hug me but then he stopped himself. He looked shit, his eyes are swollen, traces of dried tears are all over his cheeks.

So what he did, is just staring at me with a painful look. He even kept some distance from me.

"I..i will go now.." Seungmin turns his back and he about to leave but i grabbed his wrist before he got to do so.

"Seungmin..." I softly called for him, but he doesn't turn around to face me. I can hear him sniffled.

"What are you..doing here?"

He slowly turns around, facing me with tears on his eyes but he quickly wipes it away "i'm .. i just about to leave.."

"Did you bring me here?" I asked, my voice is a bit hoarse and i cannot talk properly. Seungmin shakes his head "n..no.. Its Bangchan hyung.."

I nodded a bit, not swifting my eyes away from him. Just looking at him is healing enough.

"I.. I will call the doctor" he was about to release my hand but i hold him tighter, i shake my head "no.. Please don't leave.." I muttered, then i release his hand and open my arms instead.

"You don't want to hug me?" I chuckled, and he only stares at me , confused.

"B-but.. I think you don't want to.."

"Come here.. And give me a big hug, Minnie"

He quickly approaches me and hugs me. I scooped him into my arms , caressing his back as i hugging him.

"I thought i'm going to die when i heard this news, Jinnie.." He sobs , burrying his face on the crook of my neck.

I chuckled, lightly ruffling his hair "you loved me that much..hm, minnie?"

The latter doesn't respond on that, but i can feel him squeezing me a bit tighter and it makes me feeling a bit pain from my wound, but i letting it go.

After several minutes of silence, he slowly pulls away and gives me a blank stare. It confused me but i just stare back at him.

His expression suddenly changed.

"I did, but I'm going to unlove you, Hyunjin. That'll be the best for us.." His tone suddenly went cold and his words are surprising me. He turns around, wiping his visible tears on his eyes  "get well soon, Hwang Hyunjin" then he leaves, he really leaving me dumbfounded this time.

***

  - no one's pov-

Seungmin cries his tears out inside his room, again.

No matter how much he tries to resist himself, but it's just so hard. He loved the latter so much although he knew the latter no longer loved him.

The sky was dark and thunders can be heard from outside. Rain seems starting to poured down , it's totally matching with his feelings right now.

It's so..so hard to unlove him.

He burries his face on the pillow, his breathing hitched because of the non-stop crying.

Suddenly , there's a loud voice of shattering glass came from outside and it makes Seungmin arise from his bed. It turned out to come from the front door and it shocked the latter.

It couldn't be Wonpil.. What if it's a burglar?!

Seungmin grabbed a thick dictionary before he goes out to check, he steps out carefully and slowly because he's scared if something might happen to him.

He flinches when a tall guy appeared on his back and backhugged him. He was all wet, shivering from the rain.

Seungmin brings his dictionary down, his eyeballs are shaking as he already figures out who was the person even he hasn't turned back yet. His defense weaken and his eyes began to glisten, again.

"Please... Don't unlove me, Minnie.." The latter whispers, squeezing himself to the warm boy.

Seungmin let the dictionary he was holding fell to the ground, he was keeping his hands on his side, they were slightly trembling but he tries to kept his cold face.

"Why..? You don't love me anyway.. It'll be better so that i won't bother your life anymore, Hyunjin..." Seungmin asked firmly.

"Just.. Don't.."

Seungmin holds Hyunjin's cold wrists, just to make the older release him but Hyunjin turns Seungmin around instead and joined their lips together.

Seungmin was taken back by the kiss, he tries to pushes the older guy away but Hyunjin holds his nape so that Seungmin doesn't have any choice but let the older guy kissed him.

The kiss was gentle, the way Hyunjin dominate the younger's lips was really soft and it melts the younger into the kiss. Both are having their eyes shut, enjoying their short makeout session before Hyunjin pulls away from the latter, staring deeply at the younger who's now turning red.

"Minnie.. I'm.." Hyunjin caresses the younger's cheek, but Seungmin gives Hyunjin a hard slap on his cheek as he gritted his teeth.

"W-what else do you want, Hyunjin??! Why.. Why you came by the time i want to forget you, why you making it hard for me.." Seungmin cannot holds his tears back, he sobbed infront of the older guy.

"I love you so much, Hyunjin and it hurts me! You knew this and you--you.. " 

"Minnie ..please stop it.." Hyunjin pleaded.

"No! Its you! Please.Stop. this! Please stop being nice to me, please stop seeing me and please stop coming into my life just when i'm about to forget my feelings for you" Seungmin cries.

"I just want you to stop being this way.. Please stop pretending that you care , because everytime you do, it just make me harder to move on from you. It just remind me of how stupid i was..."

Hyunjin cupped the younger's cheeks, his thumbs are wiping the latter's tears which already flooding on his cheeks.

"I'm so sorry, Minnie.."

Hyunjin mutters, his tone is full of sadness.

"I'm sorry that I broke your heart, i left you and letting you searched someone like me.. A fool who didn't know how to appreciate someone.. Someone with tons of obtacles , someone who will never be perfect for you.." Hyunjin says. He, himself tries to hold the tears on his eyes.

"I was wrong.. From the first. I shouldn't have hurt you , i made you go through all of these. I shouldn't have done that.. I'm sorry, Kim Seungmin.. No matter how much i tried to forget you, to forget my feelings, to control myself not to fall for you.. I can never do that.." He continues, pressing his forehead on the younger's.

"I'm sorry.. I'm sorry for everything.." Once again, he closes the gap between them. His lips was moving softly against the younger's as if he was taking care of the most precious gem .

After few seconds, he breaks the kiss , looking at Seungmin who's now looking at him with confused eyes. His cheeks are as red as apples. Hyunjin plants a soft kiss on the latter's forehead as he caressing the soft and warm skin of Seungmin's cheeks.

"You are the one..and only person who ever made me felt this way, Minnie.. During all the years we spent, i can't forget how much i loved you.. And now i know, that i could never let you go..."

Seungmin sniffled, tears began to wet his cheeks again and his heart beating faster and louder , as if it'll jumped out of his chest "w..what do you mean by that..?" He asked, his voice is getting softer by the end of the sentence, indicate that he'll cry anytime soon.

"What i'm trying to say.."

Hyunjin leaned in and gives Seungmin a healing smile.

"I love you, Kim Seungmin.. "

Seungmin's can feel his heart is beating even louder and it's about to explode. His lips are slightly parted as he stares at the older guy in disbelievement.

"My love, Minnie.." Hyunjin chuckles , staring back at the younger guy who's now crying his tears out. He cries louder than before, his face is all red and he's breathing uncontrollably.

"I..i..love you too.. Jinnie.." He sobbed "i love you so much, so much.."

Hyunjin smiles, the most gentle smile he ever had before. He caresses the younger's hair, pulling him into another hug and let Seungmin cried on his chest.

"For all the years we spent together.." He whispers "my feelings for you can't never change, Minnie.. I've loved you long enough just to hear this came from your mouth.." He tightens his arms around the younger.

"Thank you for coming into my life, Kim Seungmin"

Hyunjin takes a deep breath, his heart beats uncontrollably fast as well and it makes his voice stucked on his throat. It'll be too soon to say this but..

"Minnie.. Will you.."

Hyunjin gulped, he pulls away from the hug and stares at the younger guy properly , who was waiting for Hyunjin to finish his words.

"Will you.. be mine , this time..for real?"

Seungmin's lips was pulled upwards, he sobbed as he couldn't believe what he just heard. But he was smiling, the brightest smile Hyunjin ever see in his whole life. The smile that fulls of life and love.

"Yes! " Seungmin sniffled, wiping the tears on his eyes and jumped to hug the latter. Hyunjin letting out a soft laugh as be lifts the younger guy on his arms. They're hugging each others tightly as if they just met in 10 years.

***

The waiting and the Pain has now paid off.

Loving someone is not always beautiful, it's not always comfortable. There'll be times that you feel hurts , it even break your heart. But if you have faith, and never give up , it'll change you. Love can change you, it'll make you stronger.

And you have to believe .. That every story might not have a happy ending , but you can change it. It'll never be too late to change things , because once you get into it , it'll leave marks on your heart. It won't dissapear , instead it'll turned into memory.

Having faith on yourself , that you'll have your own happy ending. Although it might took some time. Because every person , deserves to be happy on their own way.

End ?

Of course not  😏 author has too much idea on her head XDD