I'm not good at writting this kind of.. Ah - please enjoy ^^" i'm sorry if its a bit cringey xD

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Seungmin wakes up on his bed, the view of his usual room comes as soon as he open his eyes. He was alone, Bangchan seemed to went home last night.

"Argh..." He holds his head when he pulls himself into sit position, feeling pain because of the huge amount of alcohol he drank last night. He glanced at the clock and it passed morning already, which meant he's skipping school today. Wonpil must be off to wotk already.

Seungmin reached for his phone and see five missedcalls from Bangchan hyung along with a text.

°Chan Hyung°

["Seungminie! Are you awake???"]

["Don't forget to drink water first!"]

["You passed out last night! That was dangerous, Pabo! I won't let you drink again! "]

["I'm going to school, just rest at home today. "]

["I'll visit you after school."]

He sighed as he pulled myself up, ruffling his hair , reaching for his glasses and wear it in order to see clearly.

His eyes widen when he turned his head on his window. The house next to him, in the room, there's a familiar guy sleeping on the bed. He gets up and open his window at the sight.

T-that is.. Hwang Hyunjin!

Seungmin quickly jumps off of his bed and runs out of his room. Oh My God.. It's really Hyunjin! He's back!

He almost tripped himself on the stairs because he's running too fast, but he quickly sets himself straight and goes out of his house and runs next door.

Seungmin stands infront of Hyunjin's house, his eyes are glistening for some reasons. He's feeling nervous that he can feel his hands trembling when he's about to press the bell.

Ding dong.

He finally presses the bell, he clench his fists and he squeezed his eyes. His body was trembling in fear. After several months.. He was looking for Hyunjin, finally he founds him in his own house.

He can heard someone walked towards the door, groaning before he opens the door. The guy's eyes are widen in shock when he finds out the person who just knocked.

"K--kim Seungmin???"

Hyunjin was taken aback by the sudden visit of the person he's going to avoid for now.

"Hyunjin..." Seungmin begins to tear up with the presence of the guy he's been searching for months "i-it's..really you.."

"Oh no.." Hyunjin gulped his saliva "h-hey.. Seungmin.."

"Hyunjin.. Where were you? Why you just come back.. I.. I've been dying to see you.." Seungmin sniffled, he shoved himself into Hyunjin's chest and hugs him tight "i miss you..so DAMN much, Hyunjin!"

"E..err.." Hyunjin blinked confusedly , staring at the other guy. He never thought that he would meet Seungmin, since he also went home in secret. He even hides his car somewhere else, how did Seungmin finds out??

But deep in his heart, he's feeling happy to meet Seungmin again.

"Hyunjin.." Seungmin loosen his hug just to look at Hyunjin and he's a bit taken back by how cold Hyunjin looked right now. He's totally changed his appearence , he has a long blonde hair , tattos are all over his neck and arms, and piercings. He doesn't smile too .

"Seungmin..uh" Hyunjin slowly pushes Seungmin away "well..i'm happy to see you too, after a long time huh.. But i think we will not meet anymore, so you better take care of yourself "

His tone sounds really cold too.

Hyunjin was about to close the door but Seungmin holds it with his foot.

"Seungmin??"

"You're a fool, Hyunjin ah" Seungmin holds the door and opens it with force. Wondering how he get that much courage to do that. Seungmin forced himself inside Hyunjin's house, locking both of them inside.

"Seungmin-- what the f*ck??"

Hyunjin furrowed his brows .

"I've been looking for you for months...do you think i would let you go??" Seungmin walks closer to Hyunjin then grabbed the taller guy's collar. He brings their faces close to each others.

"Oh? What's this?" Hyunjin doesn't seem to budge , he still having his cool and glared at the younger boy "you're doing this now?"

"You have changed a lot, Hyunjin"

"Oh?" Hyunjin raises one of his brow, letting out a little smirk.

"But i don't care, no matter how much you changed.. I.." Seungmin stops at his last words, he nervously gulped his saliva.

"You?" Hyunjin's smirk getting bigger as he already figured out what Seungmin's going to say.

"I love you! You can laugh on me, you can mock me as much as you want! I know i ate my own words at the end, but i'm really serious.. "

Seungmin says with a lot of seriousness on his eyes. His cheeks are turning pink as he met the older guy's eyes. Hyunjin grins, but then he laughs hard.

"Hahahah! You ate your own sh*t!" He still laughing while holding his own stomach.

"F*ck- i know that! B-but this time! I won't give up just like that! Because i'm serious! I'm seriously liking you, Hyunjjn!"

"Isn't this getting old already? You rejected me back then,  what if i reject you this time?" Hyunjin gives out a mocking smile.

"I-i will make you fall for me again!" Seungmin exclaimed.

"How?"

Seungmin pulls the latter and crashes their lips together, which brings shock to the older guy. But Seungmin doesn't seem to care about his reaction, he moves his lips and deepening their kiss although he already turned into a boiled prawn at this rate. After several seconds, Hyunjin seemed to melts down into the kiss and he kissed Seungmin back. They moved their lips in sync and even eating each other's tongue.

Hyunjin corners Seungmin to the nearest well, pinning him there without breaking the kiss. Seungmin releases Hyunjin's collar and wrapped his arms around Hyunjin's neck. Both are pulling themselves closer for their wet, messy kiss. Hyunjin tilted his head a bit just to get a better access of the younger's mouth, he bites Seungmin's lips, exploring the younger's mouth in no time. They're kissing like there's no tomorrow.

The kiss lasted for more than few minutes and breaks when they started to ruin out of oxygen, they meet each others eyes with a thin thread of saliva connected their lips when they pulled themselves away.

"Wow.." Hyunjin smiles a bit, he stares deeply into the younger boy "it's been six months and you've become a great kisser..huh"

Seungmin cannot say a thing, only a heavy pant can be heard from him. He's looking at Hyunjin with hazzy eyes, his cheeks are turning red and his lips are a bit swollen because of the rough kiss. But Hyunjin finds it really sexy.

"I--i always wanted to do it with you... Jinnie"

Just because I loved him too much that it drives me crazy.

If only i realized it sooner.

I wonder if he knew that he's all i think about every day.

Hyunjin is taken aback by his sudden confession, his feelings which almost forgotten is coming again. He remembers how much he used to love this boy, and still loving him despite on what he's been through.

"Jinnie.." Seungmin wrapped his arms around Hyunjin again, he almost cried as he stares right on Hyunjin's eyes.

I wonder if he still loves me the way he did before.

"i love you.." He confessed and at the same time, Hyunjin leans and kiss him again, a soft and gentle kiss this time. Both are tilting their heads in order to access each other's mouth. Seungmin's has his hands on Hyunjin's nape meanwhile Hyunjin is having his arms wrapped around Seungmin's waist.

He has changed so much and it scares me.

Their kiss slowly turns into a rough one,  Hyunjin tightly holds the younger's slightly arched back. Seungmin's warm and soft lips following Hyunjin's skillful lips without losing their pace with a muffled moan escaping from his lips.

"God..no--" Hyunjin pulls away when he notices that Seungmin starting to moan. He can't do it further, this was a bad idea. No matter what happen, he can't go back to his past , he can't bring back his love for the younger boy. Hyunjin is now living a sinful life, it's too late to come back now.. and if Seungmin knew everything..

"Seungmin, I--"

Hyunjin's words muffled when Seungmin cupped his cheeks and plants a tender kiss on the older's lips. He pulls away after few seconds and he finds out that Hyunjin was staring at him , his cold eyes has slowly turned back into how it used to be. Seungmin secretly smiles between the kiss.

"Hyunjin.." Seungmin called the latter with much sweetness, he breaks the kiss just to hear the latter's voice.

"Hmm?" Hyunjin hummed as the response, his cold face has now turning warm. He can feel the slight blush on his cheeks as he stares into the latter.

"D-do you feel anything?"

Seungmin asks in between his breaths, their faces are only few inches apart as he pressed his forehead against the older, both are staring deeply into each other's eyes.

"What does that supposed to mean..?"

Seungmin caress the older's cheek "i'm talking..about us.." he leans in and gives a single peck on the older's lips.

"I..."

Seungmin waits for the answer.

"I'm..sorry..."

His short answer feels like a knife stabbing right into Seungmin's chest.

"Is it...impossible for you to fall for me again?" Seungmin asks, his voice was shaking and it gained a little nod from the latter.

Hyunjin saw how Seungmin is looking  down,  holding back his tears and ended up looking at Hyunjin with glistening eyes. He managed to put on a sad smile, without he realizing that his tears has flowing down on his cheeks.

"It's all over, Hwang Hyunjin"

"You better stay away from me or i'll be hating you for the rest of my life"

"I never thought that i'm close with the person who hurted me"

Seungmin cries harder as all their past images came back. As if all of these are meant to happen. He rejected Hyunjin and he get rejected by Hyunjin.

As if there'll never be a happy ending for them.

"T-that's okay..." he mutters, cupping the older's guy's cheeks once again and plants a soft kiss on his lips before he takes off his hands from the older guy. He lightly pushed Hyunjin to move back and makes a way through him. His heart aches so badly that he can't stop crying , and Hyunjin didn't do anything to stop the younger.

he has known the pain.

*** Last night ***

["What?? So you're going home to meet your crush??"]

Hyunjin heard Lucas laughing that has taken him aback.

["Wow- you really got balls man. I thought you won't dare to face him again"]

He gulped his saliva "at first, i think that way.. But you know, i can't forget him even a bit. Despite all the months i spent with you, it just getting me to miss him again and again, yet i'm too scared to call him"

["That was crazy , it will not work out like what you planned , man" ]

"What do you mean?"

["Don't you realize your position now?? Did you think you still a healthy and happy high-schoolers?? You're a dealer, man! You're fugitives!"]

His eyes are widen by that.

["If he knew about this, about you, about us. It'll be the end for you and me, we'll be ended in the prison for the rest of our lives!"]

"But-- what if he didn't tell anyone or the police? He can keep it a secret--"

["If our information and identity leaked to anyone else, i don't care if he's your lover or shit.. I will kill him then i'll kill you. "]

To be continued.