OmG! This story goes longer than i expected! I only expect it to be 12-13 part hahaha~ i hope you still enjoy it! ^^

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"What are we?"

Hyunjin's eyes rounded in surprise upon hearing my question.

"Minnie.. "

"It's weird! It just so weird! Why did you treat me as if we ever been in love before?? Why did you act like we were a couple , i don't understand!"

I pushed him away, walking a bit further from him.

"Minnie..i can explain.."

"I don't even have a feeling for you, but you made my heart felt funny! I don't want.. I don't want this-- you said we were friend but .. Is this even called as 'friends' ??"

I'm aware how red my face has become, i'm feeling angry but my heart flutter at the same time. I just feeling so confused, i don't know myself and i'm being lost.

This question kept going round and round again inside my head "What exactly happened to me and Hyunjin ?" I knew we have been friends for a long time but.. I never had a serious feeling for him besides being a friend. But why he kept talking as if we ever had feelings for each other? My head is really hurts just to think about that.

"Minnie-- please listen to me first!" Hyunjin approaches me and tries to grab me , but i quickly avoids him.

"I just want to make friends but you made it so weird, Hyunjin! I don't understand what's going inside your mind-- i don't understand this situation. I hate it.. I hate it so much!"

I make a way through him and running towards the exit. I shouldn't be here at the first time, everything just messed up and i completely lose my mind. Everything about Hyunjin is weird, everything has been weird since i started to attend school again, especially since i met him. I shouldn't be with him from the first place.

I just about to grab the doorknot when a pair of arms wrapped around my waist. It was tight enough to make me pulled back, and behind me, Hyunjin was burrying his face on my shoulder.

"Please..don't go" he muttered , tightening his arms around me "please don't go again... "

I shake my head, grabbing his arms and tried to loosen his arms around me "let me go, Hyunjin. I don't want to hear anything right now-- i don't want to go further- "

"No! Please..please just listen to me this once!" Hyunjin cries "i did all of these because i love you! I love you so much Kim Seungmin and i'm going crazy! I can tell you everything-- "

"HWANG HYUNJIN!!"

I snapped at him.

"I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO YOU RIGHT NOW ! Can you just let me go?!"

Hyunjin looked a bit startled but then he shakes his head, instead of letting go, he tightening his hug "no.." he sniffs.

"My head hurts, Hyunjin.. I need to clear my mind.." I sighed while holding his shaking arms which still wrapped around me. But Hyunjin still hasn't give up and doesn't let me go.

"What..are you going to say?" I asked. I'm tired, i feel dizzy and i don't want to argue further. Hyunjin lifts his head, he finally loosen his hug and turns me around to face him. I faced him , looking down, but i can tell how messy he looked right now. His eyes are red and traces of tears are on his cheeks.

"You really.. Don't remember anything about our past?" He asked when both of us finally sit down on a small platform near the exit. I shake my head without looking at him "i only remember that we used to be friends.."

"You used to love me, minnie.."

I raised one of my brow, turning my head at him "pardon?"

"You used to love me, for years.. But i hurted you" he continues, our eyes are meeting each others.

"I don't understand what did you mean by that, Hyunjin.. I used to love you? But why can't i remember anything? My brother never told me i had an amnesia.. And if i got it, theres no way i remember that you-"

"You had hanahaki, minnie!"

I went silent upon hearing that. Hanahaki..? The disease caused by one-sided love?

"I hurt you and i made you suffer, Kim Seungmin! It was all my fault- i'm the one who should've suffering, but you..you took it all for me. You had it because you loved me but i dated someone else, i was a fool.. You undergo an operation because of me.. I found out my true feelings at the end but it was too late.. It's my fault.." His shoulders are shaking as he talked, holding his tears while looking down.

"You lost all your feelings towards me, but.. i don't want to lose a chance again.. i loved you, Kim Seungmin.. Although you didn't love me anymore, i want..to go back to how we used to be.. loving each others genuinely.. i want to make you fall in love for me aga--"

I placed my hand on his thigh before he could say further, slowly get up from my seat.

"That was enough.. I have heard enough..." I muttered.

"Minnie..?" Hyunjin looks up at me, he holds my hand and i didn't avoid it this time. I just let him intertwines his hand with mine.

"That was.. The saddest drama i ever heard"

"H-huh?"

I looked down at him, release his grip from my hand.

"How would i supposed to believe that.. You're talking about a sad soap opera.."

"N-no! Minnie! I was telling you the truth!"

"No, Hyunjin.. I can't think of anything right now.. Please let me clear my mind for now.. "

"M-minnie!" Hyunjin took my hand again, he clings on it while looking at me with teary eyes "y-you have to believe me..i really told you the truth"

"Hyunjin.." I took a deep breath, locking our eyes together.

"I don't know if i should believe you or not.. I really can't think of anything right now. And.. You said you hurted me in the past, if we go back together.. You will just hurt me again, right?" Hyunjin quickly shakes his head.

"I will not! I gave it all to make you mine again, minnie..how could i hurt you again?? I rather die--"

"You shouldn't say that so easily, pabo. You never know the future" i cut him off.

"I think now i understand, why my brother forbid me to be close with you"

I released his grip on my hand, then stared at him.

"We better, stay away from each other from now.. " i said lowly, and it makes the latter stands up immediately. His eyes widen in shock.

"W-what..?"

"What happened in the past, is a past.. And now it's all in vain. Let's just live by ourselves starts now.. We better not to remember the past anymore. It's all over, Hwang Hyunjin"

"N-no..minnie.. Wait-"

"You better stay away from me, or i'll be hating you for the rest of my life" i glared at him before i walked out of that place and leaving him alone. Hyunjin doesn't follow me this time, he just standing there until i make it through the door and closed it.

I don't want to know anymore, i don't want to get involved anymore. I don't care about him anymore. If he hurt me in the past, i never knew if he would hurt me in the future. I better get out of this before i really fall for him.

"Goodbye..Hwang Hyunjin"

***

My eyes fixated to the ground as i went down the stairs. My mind is going blank, and i feel tired for some reason. My brain barely processed anything right now.

How am i going to go home? I sighed as i reached the ground floor. I don't even know this area..

"You're done?"

I was startled by the voice came from my back. I turned around and Bangchan hyung was standing there, leaning on his car.

"H..hyung..what are you doing here? How did you get here.." I hoarsely asked.

Bangchan smiles a bit, he approaches me and lightly taps my shoulder.

"Let's go home?" He says.

"Hyung..you didn't answer my question.."

"I'll explain to you later, babe..now let's go home first"

I looked down without giving him any response. Bangchan sighs deeply, he grabbed my wrist "Seungmin.."

I slowly lift my face, looking at him , teary eyed "hyung..."

Bangchan pulls me into a hug, rubbing my back "don't cry.. Seungmin. Don't shed tear for him anymore.. He doesn't deserve even your single tear "

"I..never thought that i would be close with the person who hurted me.." I sobbed.

"That's why..you should completely stay away from him now. You knew everything now, and it's the right time to end everything" Bangchan pulling back a bit just to wipe my tears away with his thumbs and i respond him with a nod.

"Let's go home now, Seungmin..before it get dark "

I nodded once again, then i looked up to the top of the building. Hyunjin hasn't come down yet.. Is he..okay?

"Seungmin..let's go"

Bangchan gets inside the car and starts the engine. I sighed, shaking my head before following him and get inside his car as well.

Maybe I should forget Hyunjin.

To be continued.