
~18~ " Disadvantage "
I'm sorry for taking quite long to update! > <
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After they asked where's the hospital Seungmin taken to, Bangchan and Hyunjin quickly took the taxi to go there.
Their journey was totally quiet. No one said anything at all . Both of them are in deep thought and their words just swallowed by their worriness. Hyunjin's knees can't stop shaking, he was bitting his finger as he looks out of the window, hoping that he can reach the hospital quickly.
Meanwhile, Bangchan only stays silent with his eyes shut. His heart is pounding so fast as it filled with worriness. He knew about the disease and how bad it can be, especially seeing his condition now.
He might not survive.
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Few times ago..
"Kim Seungmin has been taken to the hospital and the teacher who companied him there said that he's now in critical condition"
"Oh God- WHY?? HOW?! Minnie has never be sick before!"
"The students who're happened to saw him said that he was coughed bloods along with flowers. It was a flood of blood and flowers before you came here, and the boy was unconcious after that. That's why the ambulance took him"
"FLOWERS?!" Hyunjin asked in disbelievement "HOW DID SOMEONE CAN THREW UP FLOWERS?!"
"You never heard of Hanahaki disease, Hyunjin?" the class president asked and Hyunjin shakes his head.
"What the hell is that?!"
"Well- it is.."
"T-that's not important right now!" Bangchan suddenly cut his words before he could tell Hyunjin further.
"Hyunjin! we have to go to the hospital now!! I'll explain all later!" Bangchan hurriedly pulls Hyunjin's wrist, running towards the street and caught a taxi heading to the hospital.
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As soon as they reached the hospital, Bangchan and Hyunjin hurriedly sprint inside. They asked the nurse where's Seungmin's room and rushes there.
As they get there, Wonpil and a male teacher were already there. Wonpil can't stop looking inside the room, his legs are nervously stomping the ground until he doesn't even realize that Hyunjin and Bangchan are getting there.
"Ah, Hwang Hyunjin, Bang chan, you are here" the teacher get up from his seat as soon as they arrive.
"How..how was his condition.." Hyunjin tries to catch his breath, holding his knees.
"We don't know yet, Mr.Hwang.. But since you're here. I think i have to take my leave, i have to report to the school and i still got a lot of work.. Please take care of the rest" the teacher says and they nodded their head.
After the teacher leaves, Wonpil goes to them. He angrily glares at Hyunjin and suddenly he gives Hyunjin a hard slap which almost makes he fall to the ground.
"YOU JERK! you still have a ball to come here?!!" Wonpil snapped at him.
Bangchan quickly holds Hyunjin still so that he's not falling, meanwhile Hyunjin looks down with a sad look.
"H-hyung.. I..i just want to see minnie's condition.. I'm worried sick about him" Hyunjin stutters.
"You?? Worried?? Tch " Wonpil almost spit on the ground as he crosses his arms on his chest "This happened because of you HWANG F*CKIN HYUNJIN, BECAUSE OF YOU!"
Wonpil rakes his hair back, veins are visible on his temple as he groaning. He looked really mad and sad at the moment, if only they're not in hospital right now, Wonpil won't be hesitate beat Hyunjin until death.
"Hyung.. But-"
"Don't you dare say a single word to me" Wonpil says coldly. Then he sits on the long bench , facing down with his arms supporting his head. He looked stressful, he must be worried to death as he's love his brother so much.
"Hyunjin.." Bangchan whispers to Hyunjin, comforting the younger who seems about to cry.
Hyunjin begins to tear up, he covers his face with his palms as he silently cry. Bangchan brings him closer and hugs him.
"Hyung.. I.. It was my fault... " he sobbed.
Bangchan didn't say anything to that. Because it was the truth. Seungmin was dying to love this guy, he didn't even give up on loving Hyunjin even he got hurt every single time. He knew that loving Hyunjin was killing him , but he still choose to go on.
I never met someone who fight for his love as much as Seungmin did.
"It's not late yet to apologize.. Hyunjin" Bangchan says softly "you still have time to return his feelings.. You're the only one who can heal him"
"But hyung- he's dying.. How can someone like me-" Hyunjin mutters sadly.
"When a person who suffer a Hanahaki get his feeling returned, then the disease will dissapear.." Bangchan smiles, caressing Hyunjin's shoulder "because this disease was caused by his one-sided love towards you, Hyunjin"
Hyunjin stays silent upon hearing that, then he turns his face to face Bangchan.
"Hyung.. Is that mean, you knew about his disease..all this time?" Hyunjin's face suddenly goes darker.
Bangchan gulped his saliva, cold sweat is dripping from his temples "yes.." he nervously mutters.
"...and you didn't tell me?" Hyunjin continues.
"I'm sorry...i just.."
Hyunjin smiles bitterly as he leans his forehead on the wall "i understand... no need to say more.."
It's because we're not in good term , and you suffer this disease , because of me. It's all my fault..
Hyunjin sniffs "i'm sorry..Minnie.."
Please come back to me..
Not long after that, a doctor comes out from Seungmin's room. Wonpil quickly get up from his seat and goes to the doctor.
"Are you his family member?" the doctor asks.
"I'm his brother, doctor.. How's my little brother??" he asked worriedly.
"Your brother.." the doctor sighed "you knew that he has Hanahaki , right?"
Wonpil nods slowly.
"The flowers had grew faster than the usual case and it filled his lungs until his throat. We suggest to do an operation as soon as possible" the doctor says.
"Anything- i will do anything for my brother! Operation or anything, as long as it can keep him alive..please do your best, doctor-nim" Wonpil doesn't even spends a second to give the answer. He loves his brother so damn much and he will take any risk for his brother's life.
The doctor nods his head "of course, we"ll make sure that he will stay alive" he says before he leave us.
"Eh..?" Bangchan's eyes widen with Wonpil's quick answer. Meanwhile, Hyunjin wipes his tears away, his eyes are full of new hope.
"Hyung- the doctor said he'll make sure.. Minnie is alive, he won't leave us" Hyunjin blooms a smile, rubbing his swollen eyes as he goes closer to the room to see Seungmin. But he doesn't dare to come in because Wonpil was already inside.
Bangchan frowns as he taps Hyunjin's shoulder, his eyes are staring on the unconcious boy inside.
"Hyunjin.. The operation will save him..but.." Bangchan deeply sighs, looking at Hyunjin who was now looking at Bangchan with curious look.
"But..?"
"It will be disadvantage for you"
Hyunjin furrows his brows "what do you mean?"
"The flowers..are his feelings. When they get removed from him, it means his feelings are also removed from him"
Hyunjin's eyes widen at that.
"And it means.. He will forget all his feelings towards you"
To be continued.
For the next part, i'll bring you to Hyunjin's past ~
Next part >>>>>> Forget me not (Hyunjin)
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