Jocelyn's POV

I am alone as my parents are long gone. I have finished my graduation 6 years ago. Now I work in a Law firm. I am always busy. I don't have any boyfriend or friends even. I don't like to share my time with anyone. Actually I prefer being alone. It's not that I can't be social but I prefer the time I have with myself. If you are asking me whether there is  a lack of proposals for me. Mind you, the people at the firm have tried asking me out but I always deny them because I know they cannot be a part of my life.

I have no social life. All I do is work late night at law firm win cases for my clients and thus keep my boss happy. I get invites from my colleagues I would say the eligible bachelors who think they can impress me, but all I do is deny them. My boss Mr. Ashley also asked me out when he was a bachelor 6 months ago but my consistent denial made him run out of patience.

Even still when I walk in his cabin he always looks at me with lust. I keep myself composed and keep my voice and body language unaffected by this looks and gestures. I know if I consent he would divorce his wife and marry me in the next instance.

Don't think I am bragging about myself. I know I am beautiful infact more beautiful than any lady in my city. I have been told many times not only by my colleagues, schoolmates and even my clients.  My salary is very high and I can afford to have a big home in country side where I have my peace. I have a garden and a swimming pool. Yes my life is luxurious. But I feel I am empty inside. I have no reason to live. Still I keep going on with my life. You know the feeling wherein you feel you can just go on... well that's me..

Many of my client even proposed me to marry them but all I could do was deny. I have never met a man who could make me feel complete. I never met someone with whom I would feel like sharing my feelings. I keep a diary in which I write my thoughts.

I spend my time reading books which I take from old library near my home. Actually it is an old library that lured me to this house and I find many books of my interest and that is also a reason I bought this house. You may say I am crazy that because of books I bought this house. But yes I am crazy about books, whether they are law books, fantasy but mostly I go for thrillers, they do give me clue about my cases sometimes. Also books is all I have wherein I live my fantasy of a strong detective, wherein I am a successful doctor who brings out the conspiracy of human organs sale... well to sum up I live each of the character.

 It was not like this when I was a kid, I had loving and doting parents. I used to have fun and I used to be social and had lots and lots of friends. In fact I was one of the popular kid during my high school but that all changed when my parents died and it was quite devastating to come back to an empty house, a house which used to be home and had warmth of love and happiness.  My life which was full of happiness, love suddenly drained and I became dry as desert and now I follow my monotonous schedule. I sigh and take my dinner and sleep in peace everyday only to face new challenges everyday....

Ethan's POV

I watch her everyday following the same routine. She lives alone, I have watched her since she was a child. She used to have a very beautiful smile but as she has grown from a baby to a graduate and a famous lawyer she has lost that beautiful innocent smile that melted my heart. 

I watch her every move, her every breath. I see her from far, I want to have her near me I want to make her my companion. But I have to wait for 2 more weeks till it's time to make her mine and then I will make myself known to her. This distance was killing me, the spell which has restrained me from going near her was going to expire, though I tried to approach her but the spell made me invisible to her. I saw her passing by and when I didn't get even a single look, not even a glance at me, it hurt me more than anything. An estranged look would have been sufficed, at least if she would have just stopped and looked back in a casual gesture, but no nothing she could not even feel my presence and here I lived just with her essence.

 Though this was to me for making her suffer and I think it was still less for whatever I made her suffer from but inspite of all this the only thing that keeps me going and one thing that makes me live is to have her love.  I watched her moving away and this made me realise that keeping my distance would be better than being near her not being able to show my presence was much more heart wrenching. Though I followed her as her shadow but from far, to keep her safe to keep her protected from the dangerous men who she made suffer when she provided enough evidences against them to prove them guilty. I knew she was doing the right thing but she was always putting herself in danger and that makes me stay more vigilant and I always made sure I was there till she slept and have her peaceful sleep.

 I had only one thing, one mission and that was to make her fall in love with me and then we will have life for eternity together. I am a vampire and I have been waiting for her for 5000 years. I cry myself to sleep every night when I don't see her in my bed. She is my beloved but she is also the woman who has denied me over and over and has not accepted me and was reborn over and over and found love with someone else. But this time I know I will not lose her because she is just for me. Now there will be no other lover. It's going to be me just me this time for it was promised to me by fate...

You would think I am going crazy but no ... last time when she found her love with someone else I was torn apart and I was going to kill myself then the heaven's angel told me to be patient for if I took my own life I would not find peace and if I stayed a while I will have her with me... He said even angels are blessing and praying for me. Once upon a time, I was a brutal force and it was her love that had changed me from ruthless killer to a Kind one.

I was shocked when I saw an angel appearing and telling me those things. The angel Fate was amused at my reaction and answered that I and her are meant to be together and whatever happened was the test of my love because her and me are bonded together and one day we will be together...

I did not believe him at that time but one small part somewhere hoped that whatever he told me was true. Fate has helped me many times when enemies have stricken me during my vulnerable state after loosing her...I didn't trust him then thinking he had some ulterior motive but after being followed by him for a century I have started to trust him. Once he even told me he loved being my guardian it didn't make sense to me that an angel loves to be shadow of the cold-blooded vampire. 

Today I am leaving out of vampire council's clutches, they have finally got the message that I would no longer rule the vampires and hence have crowned my cousin Alain Vondrak instead. He's my cousin but to the world, he's Alain Knight. They thought they will convince the aristocrat to get rid of me but Alain has rejected their idea of getting me killed. He is the second most powerful Vampire in the entire race and I know me being first, we will have a nasty fight and it will only lead to unnecessary bloodshed. So he let me be.. and second, he loves me more than anything in the world

 Here now I am dying to meet my darling and counting every second ... and irony is she is just unaware....