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          I ADMIRE Ryan tied to my bed. Her body completely spent from the multiple orgasms I've given her and to be quite honest, I could bury my face in-between her legs till the end of time. Her pussy is the sweetest thing I've ever had on my tongue and not to mention the beautiful way her body looks when she come apart for me. For us. But right now she's mine. Only mine. Her cheeks are flushed red, the hue of orgasm number three dusted across her skin. This woman is perfection. Perfection that was always in front of me, a forbidden fruit I never thought I'd get to taste. And now I've tasted her, I don't want to taste any other woman on my tongue.
   I lick my lips, still tasting her there, and trace my fingers along her thighs as her body tries to recover from her high, but her body betrays her as her legs shake with the after shock of pleasure. I couldn't help myself, and I reluctantly had to stop to at least give her a breather. Her chest heaves up and down, panting for air, and I move my hands up her body to the blindfold wrapped around her eyes, shielding her from the light. Blindfolds have always been a favourite item of mine in this room... well, any room that involves the sexy cries of a woman in pleasure. The body reacts differently when a sense is switched off to nothing and will heightening every one of the other senses.
   I tug on the loose knot behind her head, pulling the satin fabric away. Her green orbs are dilated in pure bliss and I watch her eyes blink, adjusting to the spot lights in the room. Her cheeks are flushed pink, the evidence of her orgasm coating her tanned skin, and my cock twitches as I notice her dilated pupils. I did that. I made her skin flush from her release and I can't help the playful smirk of utter achievement ghost my lips.

"I... think I need... a minute," she pants still.

"Only a minute?" I quip, brow raised in question.

"Yeah... gimme... a minute." I nod once, pulling back down her body until my face is level with her core again. Slowly I blow my cool breath over her heated core, sending her sensitive body into pleasure again with shocks. "NICO!"

"Need more than a minute baby girl?" I chuckle as I climb up her body, never touching her. Oh, but I would give anything to feel her soaked core rub against me, even with my underwear still on.

Her eyes are closed and I watch her body in awe. I've never seen any woman orgasm and look as beautiful as she does. Ryan is an enigma. A woman that makes me feel things I've never felt before and it completely puzzles me that this amazing, beautiful woman is mine. For years I've yearned for her, we both have and I denied both of us the chance to be happy with her, so she could be happy. But right now, in this moment as I watch her come down from her high, her eyes locking on mine, I never want this woman to not be by my side.
   Ryan is endgame, as Nat always says, and I agree. There is no one else for me but her. I will spend the rest of my life with this woman, even if we don't get the approval of those we hold close to our hearts. I never want to be without her. I never not want to hear her voice, to touch her skin, to feel her close to me. And I know Nat is the same. Other than my brothers, no one has ever made me feel more calm and grounded like she does.
   Slowly Ryan recovers. Her breathing evening out and her eyes still locked on mine, still laced with lust. I know I'm not done with her, but she can't possibly want more? She's come three times for me, not to mention the little burst of aftershock orgasms as well, she must be exhausted. I lower my head, capturing her lips in a heated kiss as I swallow her moans with my lips, dipping my tongue into her mouth so that she can taste herself. My hand travels up, gripping her hair in my tight grip as I deepen the kiss. My mind tells me to slow down, give her some time to recover, but my cock, Jesus, my cock is the hardest it's ever been.
   Reluctantly I pull away from her, sucking her bottom lip into my mouth and letting my teeth drag along the skin as I let her go with a pop. Instantly she pulls her lips between her teeth, the smallest of smiles on her lips as her eyes devour me hungrily.

"Tired?"

"Nope," she shakes her head.

"You sure baby girl?"

She doesn't hesitate, "yes."

I hover over her, looking at her in awe. I've pushed her tonight, never letting her calm down before continuing my assault on her body as I gave her orgasm, after orgasm. And I know I'm not done with her, and clearly neither is she. "You sure you can handle more?"

Her eyes twinkle, carnal desire floating between us. Me for her and her for me. Her lips quirk up, and she bites down on her plump bottom lip, sending my dick into a frenzy. "I can handle it, but I think you held back a little," she whispers blushing.

"You think I held back? Your hands are tied to the bed posts and your body is at my mercy, princess. I didn't hold back," I tell her, with the smallest of smirks.

"It seems like you did."

"Is that a challenge?" My brow raises in question. Her skin is a beautiful pink from her orgasm, and her breathing is slightly hitched. "If your challenging me princess, I'll make sure you won't be able to sit for a week," I wink, watching her tongue dart out to wet her lips.

"I don't want you to hold back in this room with me Nico," she whispers, her green jewels staring into my soul.

I did. I did hold back and this incredible woman saw right through me, even when blinded in darkness. That right there, only confirms the reason I can't be without her.

"You want the truth princess?" I ask her softly, my knuckles brushing her skin. She nods, slowly as her green marbles of desire stare right through me. Deep. "I held back because I don't want to scare you... I've only been myself with those I trust in this room."

Her face twists, almost a hurt, but that was not my intention at all. "You don't trust me?"

"I never said that princess... but," I hesitate, trying to find the right words to say. Swallowing thickly, I cup her cheek in my hand, the other caressing the skin of her hip. "There's things I want to do to you in this room you're not ready for princess, and as much control I have in my everyday life, sometimes I feel like I'm drowning when I'm with you. When it comes to you... to us, we only ever dreamt of you. Fantasised about you. We never thought we'd get to have you like we are," I whisper to her. "I trust you Ryan. I trust that you won't run when I tell you my darkest secrets. That you won't run when you see who I really am in this room, but that won't be tonight because I want you... all of you."

"Please don't hold back from me Nico," she whispers, pleadingly. "I don't know when I'll be ready for..." she trails off into a soft whisper.

"Sex?" I tease with a smirk and raised brow. She nods slowly and continues.

"I don't know when, but... I don't want you to hold back because we're not doing that," she smiles and I'm reminded just how pure and innocent she really is when she can't even say the word.

"You sure you can handle me, princess?" I whisper.

"Always. I want you to be yourself with me Nico, if this is what you like, then show me. Teach me," she says, her gaze never leaving mine.

Placing a gentle kiss to her lips, I get up off the bed as she watches my every move. Slowly I unbutton the red dress shirt I wore to dinner, stripping the material off my shoulders and away from me as I pile it next to her clothes on the floor. Standing in just my black tank and black boxers, I watch as her body wriggles with a hint of excitement at my nakedness. The black tank I'm wearing acts as a shield, a safety blanket I keep on in this room. I've only ever been topless in this room once and that one time taught me to never be fully naked while in the heat of the moment, unless I'm behind them at all times. Naked and horny means roaming hands. Hands that will feel my secrets etched over my skin that I tried so hard to cover up with tattoos but, pretty pictures inked into your skin only disguises the physical  scars. I can still feel them. They can feel them, and I hate the questions that women ask when there's a slip of a hand.
Staring down at Ryan, I thumb the rim of my boxers, pulling down at the sides as my cock springs out, standing to attention. I watch her, my eyes never leaving hers as she takes me in, appreciating my body as I stand naked in front of her with nothing on but my tank to cover me. That small voice in the back of my head whispers words I try to block out. Words I hate hearing. Especially with Ryan in the room.

"She likes what she sees, but will she want you once she knows the truth?
Once you reveal the marks you have on your body, will she still look at you the same way?"

I push those thoughts into the darkness, completely trying to erase his voice from my mind that seems to creep in now and again. Closing my eyes I count silently, my fists balled at my side. A small groan sounds out, snapping my attention back on her, the voice within gone. She's still raking her eyes over my body and just like magic, I instantly relax under her stare.
Stepping towards her, I carefully place each knee on the bed, making the mattress dip next to her left hip. Without a word, I straddle her body, enclosing her between my legs while peering down at her. Her chest rises and falls with every breathe of anticipation between my knees and I hover over her stomach. I swallow thickly, trying to bring control back to my body, otherwise I'll pin her down and take her for myself, like some crazed Alpha wolf. Not only will Nat kill me for taking her virginity but, she's not ready.

"If I untie you, will you be a good girl for me, princess?" I whisper, the hoarseness to my voice clearly there.

"Yes," she nods.

Slowly, one wrist at a time, I untie the knots. She relaxes her arms, stretching up as she's released from the ache of being in one position for too long. "I said before, that safe words are important," she nods and I smirk, letting go of the fact that she didn't answer me verbally. "We all have our hard limits Ryan and one of them for me is touching," I say, my voice shaking slightly.

"Touching?"

I swallow the lump in my throat, wanting to reveal myself but I can't, not just yet. I nod once, my face emotionless as I speak, but try to keep my voice soft. "I don't like being touched on my lower back or stomach, that is a hard limit for me." Her eyes twinkle, not her usual look of desire, lust or even the look she gives me when I know she craves my touch but, it's confusion and dare I say it... sadness. "Can you do that for me princess? Not to touch me?" I whisper.

"I promise not to touch you," she nods, her words like a velvet whisper.

"Where princess?" I ask, making sure she remembers where.

"Your stomach and lower back."

"Everywhere else is fair game," I say as I pull her hands in mine, flattening them on my thighs. Bending down I kiss her lips softly, peppering kisses to her ear, "if you can't speak and need to stop, tap me three times to signal 'red,' do you understand?"

"Yes," she says with a breathy moan.

Reaching behind me, I run my fingers through her folds, a deep grunt echoing from my chest in approval at how wet she still is. I collect her juices, completely coating my hand and my mouth waters remembering the taste of her on my tongue. Her back arches, her nails digging into my thighs as I play with her shamelessly while pinned below my body. Her eyes shut and her teeth trap her bottom lip in the sexiest way, making my cock impossibly hard. Snatching my hand away, I fist myself, moving up and down slowly as her eyes study my actions. A groan passes her lips and I smirk down, watching her watching me in fascination.
My cock glistens from her arousal, sleeked as I pump up and down slowly. All I want do to is bury myself inside her, feel her walls tighten around me, flesh on flesh while she screams my name. Only, we both made a promise. Nat and I promised each other we would be there together with her when she was ready. That Nat would be the one to take her first, but only if and when she was ready.

"Push your breasts together," I say, my voice laced with sex and my hard cock twitches in my fist. She does as she's told, pushing her delicious mounds together to create the most perfect valley for me to slide into. With my dick coated in her juices, I stop my hand moving up and down and push my tip between her breasts. A sigh of approval leaving my lips, "fuck."

Her eyes are trained down on the sight before her, my dick pushing through her cleavage until the tip peaks out at the other end while I play with the peaks of her pebbled nipples. Pulling back, the tip of my dick completely disappears until I push forward again. I can't help but imagine the feeling of being inside her, this giving me a taste of what she'll feel like. Wet, hot and incredibly tight. Something only my fingers have experienced, even if I haven't been that deep inside her yet. A moan slips my tongue as I continue to push and pull between her chest and I want nothing more than to fuck her tits faster, harder but that little voice in the back of brain tells me to hold back. Hold back just a little. A lot of what we've done has been her first time and this is all still so new for her.

"Don't hold back," she whispers and I lock eyes with her. "Don't hold back Nico, I'll say the safe words if it's too much, I promise."

My brows furrow. I'm not sure if it's from her words or the fact that I'm fucking her chest, feeling her skin around my dick in pure bliss, but I nod. My breathing increasing in excitement. "Okay," I manage to breath out.

Picking up my pace, I lean over her, my hands holding on to the headboard. "Ummmmm," she moans lowly, watching me push through her cleavage.

"Eyes on me baby girl," my hoarse voice says and just like the good girl she always is for me, her green jewels snap to mine. "Watch me... watch what you do to me."

My breathing picks up, panting from the feeling of euphoric bliss as I fuck the valley between her breast while she holds them tight for me to push through. Like the good girl she always is for me, her eyes never leave mine and I loose myself in the greens of her orbs.
I almost have the urge to pinch myself. To wake myself up from the dream that she's actually in this room with me. My playroom. My pleasure room. I never would of believed anyone if they told me Ryan would be mine one day, even looking down on her right now it still seems like a dream. But a good dream, not the nightmares I seem to have most nights.

The speed of my hips picks up, moving faster between her mounds. "Shit," I say breathlessly. "That... hhhhmmmmm, feels so good princess."

"Nico," she whispers, barely making a sound as her breath hitches.

"I'm going to... uhmmm... mark you baby girl," I say huskily, and the thought of my release spilling on to her skin almost makes me explode but, I hold tight. Holding on to the deliciousness of how good she feels, and I want more. "Open your mouth for me baby." She does as she's told, opening wide for me and I pull back, then slowly easing my clock into her mouth. "Remember... three times for red," I say breathlessly.

Her eyes never leave mine as I ease myself in and out of her mouth slowly. I desperately want to push further, hit the back of her throat as she takes me in deep, but again I hold back. I hold back because I don't want to scare her. I don't want to put her off by my dominate side. My bedroom dominate side that can be much more intense when I get into my playroom. But Ryan told me not to. That she can take it. That she wants this.
I pick up my pace, hitting the back of her throat and her eyes close, rolling back from my cock invading her mouth. Her mouth is so warm as dribble falls from her her lips. Her tongue, flat, slides along my cock, her teeth lightly grazing my skin. Taking my hand I grip the hair on top of her head and she moans, vibrations from her throat buzz on my cock and I grunt from the sensation.

"Fuck princess, do that again and I'll come for you," I say through gritted teeth, still fucking her mouth.

Her nails dig into my thighs and I go to slow down, thinking this is all too much for her, but I know she'll only complain I held back. I push forward some more, watching as my cock disappear and reappear between her lips and just
like I asked her to do, she moans around me. My balls draw up, my orgasm close and as much as I don't want this to end, I keep on moving till I'm close to the edge. My mouth forms an 'O' shape, while my hips buck forward. Her lips wrapped around my cock has me in a daze and I can feel my release edging forward.

"I'm gonna... come, baby... uhmmmm, fuck yeah I'm gonna come," I say, trapping my lip between my teeth.

Pulling back, the mushroom tip of my cock leaves her lips with a pop and I shuffle back a little, aiming my release for her chest. My hand wraps around my shaft, frantically stroking that sweet release I need. The tingles in my balls intensify and my grip tightens, pulling and pushing when my orgasm hits.

"FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!" I grunt out through gritted teeth. Cum erupts from my tip, white streams coat her chest and my cock twitches as I mark her as mine. When I look up, her eyes are trained on my hand while I slow my pace, deep breathes and moans are all you can hear in the room. My cock softens in my hand, tired from the orgasm I've just had, but three strokes later, my cock hardens again.

Placing both my hands either side of her head, I flop forward, leaning over her naked frame. She has a smirk that tells me she's satisfied I didn't hold back, but what she does not know.

I want more.

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HI BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE!!!

I'm sorry it's been a minute, and this chapter hasn't been fully proof read so.... Sorry about that! 🫣
Loosing the closet person to me has been hard and I haven't really dealt with it yet, I'm getting there. Grieving never goes away, it's just gets easier.

On top of that, I'm also dealing with my train wreck of a love life, if only Ryan's story reflected in my own personal life.

I got promoted at work, and the training for the promotion was TOUGH! I'm still learning and trying to balance my life with writing as a hobby.

Once again, I'm sorry I've left you all hanging, but I'm back to writing, and hopefully, with my new hours I'll be able to write some more chapters and get this book finished and published. Plus, get these other stories I want to write out to you all.
Please bare in mind, I do work shifts, and these new shifts now consist of nights, so I may not be able to get chapters out weekly, this is my hobby, not my profession.

Love to you all who sent love my way, I appreciate you all!
Until the next chapter, I hope you enjoyed this one!
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