N A T H A N

DID SHE JUST say what I think she just said? My eyes widen looking at her as she bites her lower lip and I groan in my head at how fucking sexy she looks right now. Sure she's beyond nervous, I can see it in her eyes, but the lustful thought hidden in the way she's looking at me makes my jeans get even tighter below her.

"This goddess is going to be the death of me!" I think.

"Beautiful," I whisper to her, stroking the side of her face - looking for any doubts of what she wants to do. "You don't have to do that, if you don't want to. I'm more than happy to hear my name escape your lips in pleasure until your ready."

"I-I want to," she says lowly, almost mute, but I heard every word. "Show me Nate, please. I want to touch you."

I look at her as she silently pleads with me and if it had been any other girl wrapped around me, begging to put their hands down my pants I would of jumped at the chance. Only, this is Ryan and I really don't want her to do anything she's not ready for. It's only been a little over a week that she told me she is a virgin, never been touched and never touched another. I just want to make sure she's ready.

"Are you sure your ready beautiful?"

"I'm sure," she says nodding and there's no hesitation in her voice, just confidence. "I want to make you feel good too."

"Oh beautiful, you have no idea how good you make me feel when I make you come," I smile and she hits me playfully. "I'll show you," I whisper, tracing the lines of her lips with my thump, a smirk tugging on my own. "Shuffle back a little."

She does as I ask, her legs that were wrapped around my waist now sit on either side of my legs, straddling me. Her core which was pushed down on my constricted bulge just a moment ago is now resting on my thighs and I lean back on my hands, watching her as she anxiously waits for me to tell her what to do. Her cheeks blush pink when we just stare at each other until she looks down as my hands move to the button of my jeans and I watch as her tongue swipes across her bottom lip.

"Can I-" she starts to say, but stops, looking away.

"No need to get shy now beautiful," I chuckle and there's a hint of a smile on her beautiful face. "You do it and I'll show you what to do."

She nods and takes a shaky breath that is just as shaky as her hands. Slowly she pops the button of my jeans through it's hole, pulling my zipper down. I feel my dick twitch, watching how close her hands are to me and all I want is friction down there, but I need to take this at an easy pace. She's a virgin and I need to take things slowly with her. Her fingers trace the line of my v, goosebumps forming over my skin and she hooks her fingers into the sides of my jeans, slowly tugging them down. I smirk at her, watching the concentration on her face - it's cute, but in a sexy way. I lift my ass off her bed to allow her to pull my jeans down further, tugging them off my feet.

Her hand slowly moves up my thigh, her nails grazing my skin lightly until she reaches my dick, palming me gently over my briefs. Here eyes widen looking at my bulge and I notice her swallow thickly. "Oh my," she whispers and I can't help but chuckle at her words.

I've been told before I'm big, in all honestly both myself and Nic have both had ladies compliment us on the size of our manhood during sex, but I have never really thought about it coming from someone who had never seen one in real life before. I grip the back of her neck, her dark forest eyes laced with lust looking straight at me and I bring her head closer to mine, "and all of it is for you beautiful," I smile, my tongue darting out to lick her bottom lip. A low moan escapes her lips, her eyes closing as I pull away and I twitch in her palm, listening to her moan, her eyes snapping opening - wide eyed as she feels me beneath her hand. I place mine over hers, pressing down hard on to my dick, "that's what happens when you turn me on Ryan," I whisper heavily.

"Oh," she innocently says, surprise in her voice.

"Cute!" I think, watching as her hand beneath mine continues to palm me.

Leaning back again I watch as she moves her fingers slowly to the rim of my briefs, hooking her fingers in the band, slowly pulling down. The anticipation in the air is thick with sexual tension and I lick my dry lips, my excited breathing causing her to look up at me. Lifting my ass up she pulls my briefs down, over my dick and tugging them down to my thighs. I'm hard, probably the hardest I've been in a long time and my dick stands to attention, almost saluting the two of us. I see her eyeing me, looking down at me for the first time and the pink hue of a blush on her cheeks does not go unnoticed.
   She shifts nervously on my knees, her hands fidgeting as she continues to look down at me, but that only makes my dick twitch even more with the thought of me being the first man she's ever touched. Her eyes widen from seeing me pulsate and I do it again on purpose just to see her reaction; I chuckle to myself when her mouth drops open. Pushing her mouth closed with my finger, her mind overthinking as I see the clogs turning.

I grip her chin gently, bringing her gaze to me and whisper, "don't worry beautiful, I'm going to show you what to do. What I like." She nods, a nervous smile playing on her lips.

I grip her hand gently, pulling her towards me, then wrapping my hand around hers and hers around my harden shaft and I can't help but close my eyes feeling her bare hands on me. Slowly I push my hand down over hers and back up again, encouraging her to stroke me slowly, then repeating the action. When my eyes open I look straight at her for her reaction and I smirk a little, seeing the concentration on her face as she watches our hands together; pulling down and pushing up, then squeezing slightly on the tip. Once she starts to move to a rhythm, I let go of her hand, leaning back on both of mine again, watching her wrapped around me, still stroking me in a rhythmic beat.

"Just like that beautiful," I whisper, breathlessly. "Mhmmmm."

She continues to mimic my movements on her own and I can't help my hips moving up to meet her hand as she strokes me up and down. It feels good. So fucking good and I bite down on my lower lip, trying my hardest to not come to quickly when her grip on me tightens. My eyes are focused on the movement of her hand and watching her is a massive turn on, I want this to last a little be longer.

"Fuck, that feels good," I think.

"Is... is this okay?" I hear her ask, her voice laced with concern.

"Don-don't st-stop Ryan... it feels so go-gooood baby," my voice is raspy, my breathing jagged as I close my eyes, my head rolling back as I take in the feeling of her wrapped around me. I grab on to her hand that is working my shaft, encouraging her to speed up. I need her to go faster. I'm getting close to the edge and as much as I want this to last longer, I don't think I can hold on. "Just a litt-little faster beautiful... like... uhmmmm," a deep moan rumbles in the back of my throat and I forget my words. I let go of her again, my eyes shutting tightly as I roll my head back and my mouth in the shape of an 'O', breathing erratically. To my surprise I feel her swipe over my tip, making my hips jerk up to meet her and I snap my gaze to her. "Fuuuuuuuck baby... do that again."

"This?" She says oh so innocently, the smallest smirk on her beautiful face as I watch her fingers stroke me and her thumb swipe over my tip, just over my slit.

"Shhhhhhhhhit... yes baby." She speeds up her rhythm, stroking me up and down then every now and again she swipes at my tip. It feels so fucking amazing and I grip the back of her neck, pulling her lips towards me, my breath fanning her face as I start to pant. "Don't stop baby... I'm so fucking close... uhmmmmm."

I crash my lips to her, the sounds of my pleasurable moans muffled by her lips and my grip on her neck tightens. I feel my abdomen start to tighten and I know I'm almost there, but I really want to hold off from coming, I don't want this feeling to end, I want this to last just a little longer. Our lips disconnect and our foreheads are pressed together, I look at her, but her gaze it transfixed on to the task at hand as she continues to pump my hard member with her soft touch.

"Beaut-iful," I stammer, "aim for my... uhmmmmm, shhhhhhhhhhit... aim for my stomach," I manage to groan out but only just.

"Okay," she whispers her breathing hitched with excitement.

"Fuuuuuuuuuuuuck that feels good baby." I lean on my hands again, both my fists gripped tightly to the duvet below us. The tightening in my abdomen intensifies and I'm right there, right on the edge. I want to wait, but I can't, it's feels too fucking good to hold my orgasm in. "Oh fuck... I'm gonna come baby, don-don't stop," I harshly whisper out with my brows furrowed, my balls drawing up as I look down at her shifting the angle of my dick towards my stomach.
   Suddenly my orgasm hits and I keep moving my hips, pushing them towards her hand, my head rolling back and eyes shutting tightly closed into darkness as I hold my breath, feeling wave, after wave of pleasure. I groan out, deeply as my whole body shakes while I'm in my euphoric state, moans of lust slipping pass my lips as I feel warm liquid hit my stomach. "Fuuuuuuuuuck," a deep groan rumbles in my throat, echoing in the room and my body is twitching as I come down from my high, her pace slowing down.

My arms buckle, unable to support my weight and I fall back, my head landing on her pillows beneath me with my eyes closed. I hear her giggling as her hand let's go of me and my dick flops forward on to my stomach. I just need to lay here a second, just a second to gather myself together. I'm panting from the intensity of my orgasm and my muscles relax as I try to compose myself.

"Uhm... Nate?..." I hear her say, but I don't answer as I try to catch my breath. "Nate?" I hear her giggle.

"Mmmmm?" Is all I can say and I hear her giggle once more.

"Was that okay?" She says and I finally snap my open eyes to look at her.

"Was that okay? Was that okay?
Did she really ask if that was okay? Fuck! It was more than okay," I think, looking at her with confusion.

"Okay? Beautiful, that felt fucking amazing."

"Really?"

"You sure you've never done that before?" I smirk, sitting up and just on cue her cheeks flush red, her eyes looking down in embarrassment.

"Can she get any cuter?" I think to myself.

"No."

"No? Well it felt amazing beautiful and if you ever want to do that again?" I tell her, gripping her chin so that her gorgeous green eyes meet mine, "just do it. I'm all yours to have beautiful... just you," I tell her and I bring her lips to mine, gently kissing her soft lips. "Let me go clean myself up and we can watch the rest of the movie." I whisper to her when our lips part and she nods her head.

FIFTEEN MINUTES later I leave the bathroom downstairs and make my way back to her bedroom at the top of the stairs. When I get there I notice she's dressed in my t-shirt I was wearing today and nothing else, her jean shorts discarded on the floor.

"Definitely could get used to her wearing my clothes and nothing else all the time," I think.

"We've been dating a week and your stealing my clothes already?" I say, crossing my arms over my chest at the foot of her bed while she's laying on her back, hands folded over her stomach.

"But it's so big and comfy," she says playfully, pouting. "Besides, I thought you liked seeing women in your own clothes? Didn't you say it was a turn on?"

"That I did Miss Blake... buuuut," I say, longing out the word and I slowly crawl my way up to her on the bed. "Am I suppose to walk home with no top on?"

"You brought a hoodie with you, wear that and I can keep this to sleep in. Plus," she says and brings the neck of my t-shirt to her nose, inhaling deeply, "it's smells like you, I like it."

"Smells like me huh?" I question, my eyebrow raised at her as I settle myself between her legs and lower myself over her. "And what do I smell like?" I run my nose up her neck, taking in her sweet marshmallow scent, I've always loved how she smelled, so sweet and delicious. And it's clear the feeling in mutual.

"Musk... and cit-citrus," she moans out as I place feather kisses along her neck, her hands trailing up my arms and around my neck. "I like how you-you both smell."

"And we like how you smell beautiful, but..." I say, running my tongue up to her ear and biting gentle on her lobe, "we much prefer the way you taste."

"Nate," she moans, getting embarrassed and I can't help but chuckle at how cute and sexy she is at the same time. She tries to cover her face, only I chuckle at her even more, pinning her hands above her head.

"Don't get embarrassed beautiful, there's nothing to be embarrassed about and you definitely shouldn't be embarrassed with a little dirty talk," I smile.

"I can't help it," she blushes.

"Well help it babe, I don't give out punishments like Nic does, but it doesn't mean I won't try," I wink.

Ryan looks down, biting down on her bottom, plump lip and I have the urge to bite it myself when she finally speaks, "Can I ask you something?"

"Anything beautiful," I whisper stroking the side of her cheek.

"Uhm... you said Nico was going easy on me? With the punishments."

"Yeah."

"What did you mean by that?"

I can't help but smirk, knowing full well the extent of what Nic is capable of in the bedroom. I personally haven't witnessed it in his play room. That room is only for him and whoever he is with at the time, but I've definitely seen his punishments when we've been together; if I was in their position I wouldn't want to get punished by him. He never, ever hurts them and he told me he has a system he uses. Something to always keep him and the girls safe and he never takes any girl into his play room unless he knows they completely trust him, plus understand his rules. But I'm not gonna lie that I haven't been curious because I have.

I lean back, releasing her hands in my grip and my arms resting either side of her head, "did you like it, when he spanked you?" I ask, peaking my interest.

"Is it weird if I say yes?" She whispers.

"Not at all beautiful, just means you have a kink."

"A kink?" She says looking confused.

"Yeah, I mean I'm into spanking and all too, but not like Nic."

"What do you mean?"

"You've read Fifty Shades Of Grey right?" I ask and her eyes widen, realising what I've just said.

"Will he ever hurt me?" She asks and I'm confused that she would even ask that question. Why on earth would she think Nic would hurt her, she is the last person on this earth he would ever lay a hand on.

"Of course not beautiful," I answer shocked, "Nic will never, ever hurt you. Both of us will never hurt you and when you're alone with Nic, you'll learn your boundaries and so will he, he'll learn what is pleasurable to you, but will never take it too far."

"It was a silly question," she scoffs realising her mistake, "it's just all new to me and it just slipped out."

"It's okay beautiful," I whisper, rubbing my nose with hers. "He will never do anything to hurt you, I promise."

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I was originally going to do this chapter in Ryan's point of view because it's a first
for her but I felt like if I did that for most of her firsts there wouldn't be as
much shared point of view.

Plus, I was in the zone for writing Nate's character.
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