Annika's point of view
A year was a lot at me ,a lot of changes . First of all i got off the guilt for once and for all.
Second of all , I'm a mother. That process worked even though it shouldn't have .

Shreya held me tight when I was vomiting . This had been a routine for more than a week accompanied by Dizziness.
"Annika , recommend you test for pregnancy"Shreya said
"What are your saying"I said , there is no way I'm pregnant
"Annika , you are showing symptoms of pregnancy for the past week and getting tested is not much of a deal"Shreya said and I have her a look
"For me"she said with a small smile and I couldn't deny that smile
"Ok , just for you"I said and hugged her.

Next day
I reached the hospital somehow , my condition was so bad.
The doctor called me and I entered with Shreya , the doctor asked me to take a seat.
"Annika have you had any encounters resulting pregnancy"asked the doctor
"Of course no"I said

Then I remembered the artificial insemination , I completely forgot about it .but...
"Doctor once artificial insemination took place but it was at the least of success and the doctor itself told there aren't any chances for pregnancy"I said

"I have wrote some tests , do it and we will say"the doctor said and handed over a slip

We did all the test . After some time we got the report file in our hands and we got into the doctor's room. The doctor asked us to take a seat.

"Congratulations Annika your are becoming a mother"she said with a big smile
Even though I tried to keep a smile, it hit me bad . A kid and me as single parent . There is no way I'm going to Shivaay . I am not a homewrecker.
"Annika if you have any problems with the child please do think there are different solutions"said the doctor

"No need"I said
"There are main two solutions and many soon solutions"
"It's ok"I said
"You can keep or abort the child"the doctor said , abort! is the doctor mad . I kind of think the doctor is out their mind
"Abort , no way . Kill a child and especially my child; a life"I said in a scream way . Even though I have got problems it's not the option
"Then you can give birth and give for adoption"the doctor said
Adoption ,I love my child and I will keep my child with me . I am strong Annika and I can battle anything.

"No thanks doctor"I said
"So you're keeping right"the doctor asked
"Yes , yes and yes"I said holding shreya's hand tight

"I'll write for since tests and do it ; let's check how the child is and what's needed"the doctor said
"Ok "I said and I left with Shreya

We walked towards the door and walked outside. Shreya held my hand tight
"We can do it Annika"Shreya said
It kind of have me a strength and an imaginary power
"We will do it"I said and hugged Shreya

I will update more frequently and finish by January 12 . I was in a trip so I didn't update but I will after reaching home . Currently writing from the train