Bella's PoV

Morning comes before I know it and the first thing I notice is Mahir isn't next to me. I sigh heavily and sit up on the bed. I pull my hair into a bun and push the cover off of me. The anxious feeling in the pit of my stomach returns as I walk into the bathroom.

I take a long warm shower to get my mind off the things but it wasn't working. I wrap the towel around my body another one to my hair. I tried my hair and wore a simple black shirt with shorts. I walk out of my room to wake Alex but he wasn't there. I heard laughing coming from downstairs and made my way in the kitchen.

Mahir was there wearing nothing but jeans hanging below his V- line holding Alex in his arm. He's teaching how to make pancakes and Alex was just messing everything around. I smiled looking at my small family. I always wanted this.

I was about to say something when my phone rings. Christian name flashes on my screen. Why is he calling me?

"Hello." I heard him saying.

"Hey Christian. How have you been?" I asked him.

"Good actually. I'm sorry I didn't call you earlier because of work." He said and I chuckled

"It's absolutely fine."

"I thought why shouldn't we hang out you know we hadn't meet since Alex's birthday." He said and I remembered.

"I'm so sorry Christian. I couldn't. Mahir is going New York today and I can't leave Alex alone here." I apologised. He become quite for a second.

"Oh he's leaving? It's okay next time may be." He said and I agreed and hung up.

When I reached the kitchen Mahir was already making the toast and eggs.

"Mommy." Alex squealed and jump on me making me lose my balance but Mahir caught me.

"Easy there little man." Mahir said

"Good morning, princess." He said and kiss my cheeks.

"Morning." I blushed

"You didn't have to do it, Mahir. I was about to start cooking." I say and turn on the coffee carrying Alex.

"I want pizza mommy." Alex said clapping his hand together.

"No baby. No pizza." I said making my coffee.

"Let's eat our breakfast. I'm getting late." He said serving toast and eggs.

"You are leaving now?" I asked placing Alex on the chair and sat beside him.

"Yeah." He said tiredly and started eating. I wanted to tell him about the message but seeing him so tired I don't want to disturb him more.

We ate our breakfast in silence.

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"Don't run baby. You might fall" I said to Alex as I just bathed him. He left giggling and I sigh and walk out of the bathroom

"Come here baby, let me dress you." I said taking his cloth out of his closet.

"No mommy I'm a gown up man." He said seriously and I laughed at his cute expression.

"It's 'grown up' baby." I corrected his word and laugh and he pout.

"Okay fine. Go dress yourself and learn the rhymes. Okay?" I asked and he nodded and closed the door pushing me out.

"Yes mommy." He yelled making me chuckled. I walk downstairs saw Mahir was there sitting on the couch holding his head.

"Are you okay, Mahir?" I asked and he lifts his head up looking at me.

"Yeah." He said

"What is it Mahir?" I asked sitting next to him.

"I just don't want to leave you and go." He admits and my subconscious breathes a small sigh of relief. "I don't want to go." He says and lays his head on my shoulder. I run my fingers through his hair as a smile makes its way to my lips.

"You will be back tonight." I say and he nods against my shoulder. "And it's important Mahir. You should go and you will be back tonight." I say softly. He nods again. "Now get ready." I kiss his head and he raises it from my shoulder. He looks at me for few seconds and then be smiles his girl killer smile. I smile and peck his lips softly.

He pulled me towards himself and I was straddling him. I leaned against him as he nuzzled his nose into my hair, inhaling my scent.

"Hmmm..." I hummed.

"I didn't get to hold you since morning." He said holding me tightly.

"I'm currently straddling in your lap." I giggled as he peppered kisses on my neck.

"That's right. But I need to kiss you." He said.

I grin widely and leaned in pecking his lips softly and pulled back.

"Happy?"

He narrowed his eyes at me.

"No." And with that he slammed his lips to mine. I moaned at the feeling. It felt amazing when his lips moved to mine. I would never get bored of those. I opened my mouth and let his tongue dominate mine.

"Mahir..." I wanted to protest but instead moaned when his hand placed on my nipple from above my shirt.

"I really want to fuck you here, on the couch." He said moving his lips to my jaw.

"No, we can't do that. Alex can see us." I said pushing him.

"I can still taste you on my fingers, on my lips." He whispered sucking my skin.

"Mahir..." a shiver ran through my body.

"I bet I can make you come just by my kisses." He whispered and I bit back a moan as he pinched my nipple. "Say my name again." He said moving down.

"You are getting late, Mahir." I said and pushed him. He chuckled and kisses my pink cheeks. I got out from his lap and stand infront of him.

"I'm gonna take a shower. Would you like to join?" He smirks lightly. I hit his shoulder and we both laugh.

"Always a pervert." I tease and he smirked

"Can't argue with that." He said and laughed.

I chuckled but feel like there's something that is gonna rip us apart once again and the thought itself is so painful. I shake the thoughts and concentrate on Mahir, for now.

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Hey babies!

I'm too tired to say or write anything.
I didn't want to update it today but I did because I love you guys so much.
Upcoming chapters is going to be very interesting. I want you guys to tell me how really you feel about the whole situation?

I don't want any comments saying 'it's amazing, super, mind-blowing etc.' I want to know exactly what you feel.

Like do you feel that Bella did right hiding the message or she could have tell to Mahir?

I want to know whether I'm doing right or wrong. I can't trust anyone except you guys because you are my readers you enjoyed reading my story (that is what I think).

It's your responsibility as a reader to tell me or suggest me if something is wrong according to you. I'm not saying that I will change the story but I can change or add some scenes according to your choice.

You can say freely what you want I won't mind if you say bad about it. I just wanted to know the true feelings.

That's it. I'm sorry if I asked something that I shouldn't have.

Jesus! I said I was tired but I still wrote the whole line.😂

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Sarah ♥️