Swara's pov

I am standing right infront of my cupboard, hell confused thinking what to wear... Well, I mostly don't care about the outfit that much... But now, as I am going to "The So called Bachelor's party Of My Great Sister and Her Stupid Would be", I think I have to wear something nice... I haven't bring my party clothes with me as I have no idea about it...

If I wear anything simple out of party, Ragini would give disgusted look and snap at me for coming to her party as her sister... Well, she won't care about me but her status... It causes a usual pain in my heart but I have used to it now... I don't want to spoil her party so I have to chose a nice outfit... Last time, when I went to my first and last party where my bad luck happened and lead me met with HIM, Riya was the one who've chosen my outfit...

Thinking of that night, My mind and heart starts wander around Him...! I remembered how he saved me from those goons, how he took care of me and how I have confessed that he would be my boyfriend... My Heart fluttered thinking of the kiss we have shared... The died down butterflies appeared inside and my cheeks tinted thinking how I boldly took the initiative...

"Goddd..! I am the biggest Stupid out there.!!"

I sighed ignoring my thoughts about the kiss... It's been almost two days that I have met him... Yes, After that night when he pecked my forehead and wished me good night, I haven't seen him... I was curious to know where is he... It's not like that I've missed him...

"Don't lie... You miss him so much"

Here comes my bad mind who always threw the truth like cold water... But my good mind came to my defense...

"No Shona... You haven't missed him... It's just that he always behind you to annoy you... As you are free now, you feel like you miss him... Nothing much"

I smiled mentally patting my good mind... I thought to ask Karan Bhai, but I stopped myself thinking why should I care... But He disclosed me that he has gone for important business work... I was happy thinking finally I can be free but deep inside I felt low... I don't know why, But I just don't want to find it too..! Till now, he didn't return which gives me weird feelings inside...

Yesterday morning, We went to a village temple for pooja... Sanskar was not there, but Karan bhai was with me the full day... I have enjoyed a lot with him... Today I have nothing to do... And at afternoon, Ragini told me that we are having party at some hotel pub... I deny instantly as I have nothing there to enjoy... I don't even have my friends with me... But Ragini ordered me to come or else everyone would ask for the reason... I sighed and agreed, what else options I have...

So Now I am having only one hour to get ready but still I find no outfit to wear...

Great..! Very Great..!!!

I think God has heard me because I heard a knock on my door and I went to open it to find My Mom standing there with a box in her hands...

"I knew it, You would be like this only"

My Mom told giving irritated expression... I frowned looking at her... Why is she irritated now?

When did she not irritate looking at you? My inner mind snapped...

"What happened, Mom?"

I asked gently thinking not to show my hurt... She placed the box in my hands more like pushing it...

"Wear this for the party... Don't embarrass us there... Behave well, And don't annoy your sister... It's her party, Remember?"

She asked passing me glares... Seriously what I have done to make her hate me this much? I thought I am her own daughter but here is she, caring for the step daughter more than her own blood...

I nodded my head silently and closed the door as she moved away from there...

"Shona, don't be sad... See, She is the one who knows that you might not have outfit and also brought you the dress... She care for you too"

I convinced me though my heart pained... Now my mood is totally spoiled...

Suddenly, I am feeling that I don't want to be here... Anywhere near my so called family... I just want to go to my father's arms where only I will feel happy... I don't want to go to this party or anywhere... I just want to disappear somewhere where I don't have to see my Mom's irritated face, my sister's disgusted gaze or my father's glares...

I feel sad and alone, Again.!!!

I realised that I am crying when I felt wet tears in my cheek... I wiped it pitying myself and walked into washroom to fresh up...
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It's not even five minutes we have entered the pub, And I already started hating this... As I am in very pissed off mood today and this party is giving more spice to it, And this Dirty Laksh's gaze is making it worse... Ragini is right beside him in all her glory wearing a tight short red dress but still his gaze is on me... I have to go away from here quickly...

I turned on my heels which is not so high and walks further inside... The Pub is crowded with many youngsters and the loud music is piercing my ears... Many are dancing crazily on the floor while some are standing in groups and having their drinks... To spoil my innocent eyes, some are making out in corners... The bar counter is almost occupied by people who are ordering for their drinks...

I felt discomfort as I pass through the crowd where many are eyeing me weirdly... I have no company to hang out here and my sister who never cares just went off with her would be... Karan Bhai also didn't come to the party... He went out in evening telling me that he has a meeting and he promised me to return by night for party... It is already half past nine but he didn't come till now...

I huffed in anger... Let him come, I will scold him for leaving me alone in this zoo full of jerks...

My Phone vibrates in my palm... I looked at it and a small smile appeared on my lips seeing it's "Riyu Darling 😘"

I sat little away from the dance floor in a couch and attend the call... Though the music is there, I can be able to talk to her... I talked with her for some minutes and cut the call... I looked at my screen to see a notification... I opened to see only "His" message...

"Where are you, Sweetheart? I can't find you"

My heart starts to race and my hands trembled... I felt sudden excitement emerging inside me... But My nervousness is more than that... Did he return back? Is he here? Is he searching for me?

I looked here and there to look if he is anywhere... How would I meet him? No, I shouldn't see him... I have to hide before he would find me... I stood up quickly and starts walking inside the crowd...

"Ufff... Everyone has no mind... Can't they see someone is coming and have manners to leave way"

I scolded them in my mind and walked not knowing where I am even going... I just don't have to appear before him, let others be...

I came out of the crowd but my bad luck my leg has been stucked inside, I tried to take it... I took it successfully but stumbled due to unbalance... I bumped my back into something hard...

"Ouchhh"

I yell whispered and felt two arms surrounding my waist from back... Instantly I shivered and tingles arouse in my skin... No need to say because my body already reacted to His touch... Why he is effecting me so much..!!!

I turned around gulping down my nervousness while his arms are still around me locking me in his embrace... My nostrils wantedly inhaled his scent... I tilt my head to look at him, his deep brown orbs... He is looking at me already intensely making my heart go crazy...

My palms gripped his shirt and I stare back at him like it is any dream... I just can't see or hear anything except "Him"

I felt an unknown emotion emerging inside seeing him after Two damn days... My heart is drooling over him while I keep on looking at his deep brown orbs which are like ocean... I can see some passion in his eyes and it is making my insides swoon...

I came back to sense when he put his head on my shoulder pulling me for a tight hug... I jerked and gripped his broad shoulders tightly while feeling his breath on my nape... I intake a sharp breath when he pressed his lips on my neck... I am afraid that he would find my heart thumping inside my rib cage like it is going to come out...

"I missed you badly, Jaan"

He whispered near my ear and tightened his grip around me, making me breathless...

Godd..! What is happening..!!!

"I.. I can't.. breath"

I stammered like always... He loosened his grip but he didn't let go... I took some deep breath trying to calm me down... His arms around me makes me feel warm and protected... I just don't want to get out of this...
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Shit..!

What I am even thinking.!!

Shona, You've lost your mind..!

This is the first stage of becoming Mad.!

I am becoming mad all because of him...

How many times that I have to warn you to be away from him..!

My good mind scolded me and I got afraid thinking if I am losing my mind? Am I really becoming mad?

No.. No.. No.. I am just thinking useless... Ain't I?

When I was busy in talking to myself, Sanskar breaks the hug and was staring at me, with his arms still around me... While I am not at all realised that... I came back to my sense when I heard Karan Bhai's voice...

"Wah.. wah.. Love birds..!!! Have you both had enough time for seeing eachother after two days?"

I jerked and looked at him while I saw Sanskar is glaring at him with my corner eyes... He is pissed off like Bhai has interrupted his most important meeting...

Shona... You are still in his arms.!!

My mind reminded me... I released some breath and quickly came out of his arms... I was about to run from there but Sanskar held my wrist instantly...

"Jaan, Where are you going?"

I turned and looked at his annoyed face... I then noticed him wearing a buttoned up black shirt and some light shaded jeans looking as always handsome...

Is this more important now?

I mentally slapped myself for drooling over him again... I have to move from here fast before he could find out that something is happening with me which is not at all good for me but for Him..!!! No, I won't let him see that he is affecting me so much... Shona, do something fast...

"Leave me... Someone may see us"

I tried to wiggle my hand but he to my shock pulled me to him and wrapped his hand around my waist making my heart go crazier... I widened my eyes and put my palms on his chest trying to create some distance... The more I go near him the more it is bad for my dirty mind...

"Let them see, Jaan... We are together already... You are Mine always"

He told me smirking... I widened my eyes even more and then gets furious... What the hell he is thinking?

"Leave me, you Idiot... I am not Yours And We are not together... I don't like you And I don't ever wanna be with you... Do you get that?"

I snapped at him angrily... I felt his muscles tensing and when I look at him, His eyes darkened and he is Angry? Nope, Furious..!!! May be more than that...

Shit..! What I have done? I instantly got hell afraid seeing him... What he would do now? Would he slap me? Or kill me for snapping at him?

Seriously where I got that dare to snap at him that too very angrily? I gulped a heavy lump which is formed in my throat... And looked at him still, controlling all my fear... I think I should run away before he could do anything worse... Yup, That's a better one...

I tried to step back only too held more tightly... I trembled due to his tight hold and I gripped his shirt tightly to control my fear...

"You.Are.Destined.To.Be.Mine and will be Mine, Always... Nobody can change it if it is you also... Keep it in ur mind very clearly, Jaan... And don't you ever dare to tell that words to me... Understood?"

He said in a dangerous calm tone directly looking into my eyes, but I could easily say that he is in his worst angry mood as his eyes are red and spitting fire... Is he any dragon? But Dragon would spit fire through mouth only na? But he is spitting fire with his eyes?

To tell that I am afraid is wrong, I am more than afraid now... My body is literally shivering in fear...

"Tell me, Jaan... Have you understood?"

He asked again in the same tone and now I don't find my voice anywhere... My all dare flew away the time when I saw him angry...

I pressed my lips tightly holding myself and nodded my head slowly looking at his chest... I don't have dare to look at his fire spitting eyes anymore... He held my chin and made me look at him...

"Say it"

He told again making me afraid and nervous more... Why he is doing this?

"I.. I un.der.stood"

I stammered badly and blinked my eyes rapidly trying not to let my tears fall...

"What the hell are you doing, Sanskar? Leave her... See, how afraid she is... You are doing totally wrong"

Karan Bhai yelled at him and made me free from his grip... You are too late, Bhai... But still I am grateful to you...

I can't even stand beside him anymore... I just want to hide myself in my blanket and wanna my bunny to hide my tears... I wish I could vanish from this world where I find no happiness...

But still in the deep corner of my heart, I want him to hold me softly like he always do and console me in his ever soft tone saying that he is sorry for talking to me like this and hug me in his protective arms...

See, How mad I have become... Why am I thinking like this? I felt very sad for myself..!!!

"Shit..!"

I heard his mutter, I can't see his face as I am facing down... I saw his hand is lifting to hold me but I stepped back instantly... Karan Bhai held my hand while I looked up at him only to see him glaring at Sanskar... I turned and looked at him... His eyes have turned soft now and he is looking at me with guilt?

"Karan... Let me.."

Bhai didn't let him to complete his sentence as he asked him to apologise to me... No I don't want his apology... I just don't want to be here... I want to go anywhere but here...

"Bhai.. Leave me pls"

I whispered while tears brimmed in my eyes... They both looked at me instantly hearing me and their eyes filled with concern... Bhai left my hand seeing my state but he then cupped my cheek softly...

"Hey doll... Don't cry, I am with you na... I will slap him for scolding you... You pls don't cry baby"

He said gently which makes me feel loved but now really I can't be here anymore... I just want to be alone in my world where no one can disturb me or hurt me...

"I am fine, Bhai... I just want to be alone... Plsss"

I added at last which he understood clearly as he nodded his head...

"Jaan, Pls I am.."

Sanskar started but I quickly walked away from there without hearing him... I know what he is gonna say... But I don't want to hear it... He is the one who hurt me... No one is understanding me but forcing their own on me... Why?

I know Karan Bhai won't let him come back of me... I felt relieved thinking that...

I was walking in the loud noise and dark but disco lighted path thinking of my miserable life... Suddenly I felt a deadly grip on my elbow and I was yanked to side...

I winced and lifted my gaze to see My Sister dragging me to the other side corner... She jerked me to her front when we reached the end... I hissed holding my elbow and looked at her...

"What are you doing, Ragini?"

I asked caressing my elbow which has turned red now due to her grip...

"I am asking the same... What the hell were you doing?"

She shouted at me... I frowned hearing her... I don't remember that I have done anything to angry her... To be told, her would be is the one who stared at me shamelessly and I have instantly left from there... Nothing else I did to interrupt her moment or party... Then why she is shouting at me now?

"What did I do, Ragini? I haven't done anything wrong which may cause shame for you to lead you this angry"

I told the truth while She is eyeing with me angrily... She smiled mockingly while her face is still showing anger...

"Wahh.. My dear so called step sister or I can say b****... How innocent you are acting? You are acting like you are the most innocent girl in this universe... Huhh..!!!"

She said making disgusting face which made me cringe inside...

"Ragini, mind your words... I haven't did anything"

I said making my voice bolder but inside I am feeling hurt...

"Ohh So You have dare... Ok then What were you doing with Sanskar? You were in his arms looking at him dreamily... I have already warned you not to use any of ur trap on him... Now what did you do to get in his arms? Tell me"

Ragini asked angrily... Truthfully I haven't trap him instead he is coming back of me... I don't ever dreamt to get in his arms... But Ragini is thinking as such cheap... How could she? I am with her for more than 12 years, Can't she know that I won't do like that and all?

"Ragini, truthfully I didn't do anything like that... Instead he is the one..."

She didn't let me finish

"You are saying that he is the one coming back of you?"

She asked widening her eyes... The Truth It is..!!!

"Wahh... Swara, Haven't you knew that He is "The SM" the biggest millionaire.? If he thinks, he can love any girl... When there is so much for him, why would he chose you? So it is clear that you have done something to him... Tell me, what did you do?"

It is truth... When there is so much girls who can even die for him, why would he come back of me? That is also the question which is running in my mind since many days... I don't know answer for that...

I shook my head negatively while hurt is clearly showing in my face, "No Ragini, I didn't do anything... Pls trust me"

"I won't trust you... You don't deserve him, keep that in ur mind... And if ever I saw you anywhere near him, I don't know what would I even do... So behave and live with what you have, not what you can't ever have"

Ragini snapped at me and left with angry pace... I wiped my first tear which fell from my eyes... No, I am strong girl like My Papa told... I shouldn't cry...

I told myself but two more tears fell from my eyes which I wiped away again... My eyes are so stubborn that it is not hearing my mind words... I clenched my fist tightly to control my pain...

I don't know where I am going but I walked more inside the pub... I stopped as I reached the bar counter... I stared at it...

Yup, I have to do it... I just want to forget my pain and live away from this world where everyone is hurting me...

I sat on the bar stool and ordered for the drink... I looked around and find the pub has more crowded now and everyone is still dancing without even losing their energy...

I gulped all the six shots continuously and ordered for the seventh one... My head is aching and I am feeling dizzy... I am feeling weird like I have got full energy...

A Big smile appeared on my lips as I forgot all my pain... The bartender handed me the seventh shot which I accepts while giggling... I gulped in one go...

Wow..!! I am feeling like flying..!!!

The boy who sat on the other stool next to me is staring at me... I looked down to see if anything is wrong in my dress... Infact today I am looking pretty and little hot too *I giggled

I am wearing a black full sleeve tight dress which is ending on my knee...

I looked up to see him staring me still... Huhh!! Dirty Jerk, how can he look at me like this when I am already committed to someone... If my Boyfriend is here na, he would have punched him hard like he had punched those goons...

Huhh???

Where is my boyfriend?

I looked around to find him but he is not here...

Shit..! I think I have lost him in this big crowd..!!!

I pouted sadly...

Nope, I shouldn't feel sad... Instead I should find him...

I stood up from my stool and stumbled badly, being not able to balancing myself... I was holded by someone... I turned to see if he is my boyfriend?

Nope, he is the dirty jerk who was sitting on that stool... Wow so cute..! I named him correct, his face is really looking dirty and his clothes are dirty too... I laughed loudly at my brilliant mind...

I looked at his jeans which are torn by someone?

Awww, so sad..!!! I think he is so poor, so that he is wearing torn jeans... He doesn't even have money to buy a full jeans...

I looked at him sadly...

"I am feeling sorry for you... Don't worry I will ask my boyfriend to buy you a set of new jeans... You know he is so kind and also a rich person... He has bought me a new phone when it was broken... So if I say him, he will buy you..."

I smiled at him softly while he frowned...

"I don't need any jeans"

He snapped at me rudely... Yaar, see how kindly I am trying to help him but he is behaving rude... He is really "A Dirty Jerk"

"Arey see down, You are wearing very torn jeans... You should feel shame"

I told him the truth... I think he don't know that his jean is torn, how sad..!!! So being the kindest girl I am, I have told him...

"Shut up... It's a trend"

He again snapped... How dare he?

"You Idiot..! Wearing torn clothes is trend? Then I think you shouldn't wear it too... Then It will be super trend... Stupid... How dare you snap at me? Leave me now Idiot"

I looked at his hand which is holding my elbow... I jerked it and started walking with my shaking legs...

"Hey... You stop"

I turned to him...

"See Mr. Dirty Jerk... I am really in a hurry as my boyfriend is lost in this big crowd... I should find him before he gets worry"

I told him in my cute tone so that he can understand my hurry situation...

"Why you have to find him? I am here na, let's enjoy"

I saw his dirty smirk... Idiot..!!! I pushed him hard with my both hands... As he didn't expect that, he fell on the pub floor on his back... I looked at him and laughed loudly...

"Go to hell and find your Mrs. Dirty Jerky"

I told him and turned to find my boyfriend... Huh?? Where is he? Didn't he know that his girlfriend would be searching him or worry for him?

I walked and walked with my unsteady steps... The whole pub is spinning round and round... Wowww! I think this is a new model pub..! I giggled...

At that time, My eyes fell on my Boyfriend who is sitting on the stool in the counter and he is looking impatient, tensed and pissed clenching his fists... Aww he is so worried for me..!!!

Stupid boyfriend..! If he is worried then he should have searching me na...

I walked fast towards him...

"Boyfriend"

I called him loudly when I reached near him... He instantly turned to me... I saw relief washed over his face and his eyes turned soft... I smiled and stumbled before him...

He instantly stood up and held me before I could fell... I giggled looking at him... He frowned deeply...

"Jaan, Are you drunk?"
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To be continued

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Is Swara loving Sanskar? If so, when will She realise her love?

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Swara is drunk..!!! And also calling Sanskar as her boyfriend..!!!

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