• babydoll anne •

June 13 ; 1:11 PM

jackiiiiieeee

Today ; 2:21 PM

sorry HAHA
i was napping
bakit?

tama behavior

what?

i'm just saying na ganyan dapat HAHAHA
samantalahin mong wala ka pang work
pahinga ka muna hehe

why are you telling me this?
did i not get the job?

hsjsjs
the opposite, actually
hay
di ko pa dapat sasabihin sayo eh

oh
so i did get it?

yes HAHAHA
congrats!!!! 🥳
may interview pa next week
but for formality na lang yun
gusto ka lang atang makilala ni miss rem
especially because you'll be working from home

wait
you're not joking right?

why would i joke about this???
totoo nga HAHAHA
bakit ba
akala ko bored ka na sa buhay HAHA

sorry haha
i meant to say thanks
and yes, i am bored to death
pero nag-eenjoy din ako (?)
wait
can i tell you something?

actually
ako rin
may idudulog ako sayo

HAHA
okay
who should go first?

ikaw na muna HAHAHAHA

hang on
i'm locking myself muna sa CR

HAHAHAHAHA

okay uhm
the past few days with teo have been fun
i don't know what's going on HAHA

what
anong di mo alam???

it just feels like
something just clicked

hmmm
maybe because
it's just "you" again

i didn't get that HAHA

no
i mean kasi hmm
wala kang work, di ba?
nawala yung stress mo
nandyan si teo
your focus is on him again

ah haha
yeah, i know that
but something happened the other night

?????
dyan mo dapat sinimulan eh
okay sige
i have time
i still have about 30 minutes
go HAHAHAHA

what HAHA
that's it

details naman oh HAHAHA
anong "something" ba???

i think we almost had sex

"almost" meaning??
anong ginawa niyo???

we're both sober
and we sort of kissed
after three months

ay
kiss lang???
no over the clothes action???

"over" the clothes?
don't you mean /under/ the clothes action?

no?
over the clothes is when you touch each other
literally over your clothes
you don't take anything off
oh
OHHHH
HAHAHAHAHAH
ang slow ko dun
well
it's understandable
3 months din yun
wait
why are you telling me this?
you said "almost"
anong problema???

it just didn't feel right?

jackie HAHAHA
ang gulo mo
you just said na nag-eenjoy ka???
↳ babydoll anne replied to you
the past few days with teo have been fun
wala pang 5 minutes HAHAHAHA

you don't have to do that
di ko naman ide-deny haha

wow ha HAHAHA
okay
eh ano ngang problema?
why didn't it feel right???
ah
sa label ba?

ugh
yep

HAHAHAHAH
okay sige
tatapatin kita ha?
i get why you decided to slow things down
but at this point

):

hala siya HAHAHAHA
kay teo lang naman gumagana yan

🙄

HAHAHAHAHA
jackie naman kasi
you obviously still love each other?
what's stopping you?

i'm still waiting for the job application

okay na nga yun???
i just told you
formality na lang yung interview next week
ayan HAHA
wala ka nang excuse

hay

nagsisisi ka na ba???

about?

na nakipag-break ka HAHA

can i be honest?

go lang

not really haha
i do miss him, though
kahit sa kwarto lang kami hiwalay haha
actually, i miss a lot of things

like what?
miss mo yung sex???

dolly
what the fuck

ano HAHAHA
legit question naman yun
and it's perfectly normal to miss having sex
ilang years kayo eh
saka ngayon lang kayo nag-break
na seryoso pinag-awayan HAHA

it's not the sex i miss

eh ano pala?

sometimes
i don't like how he can talk so casually
like nothing happened
minsan naman, gusto ko yung ganun
yung hindi siya awkward at all
i think i miss the intimacy?
and okay, i'll admit it
maybe that includes sex
it's just frustrating
that we're in one space
and i can't
ugh

HAHAHAHA ano
just say it, jackie

fuck it
okay
i think i'm a bit scared
sa possibility
that maybe it's the label that's fucking things up

so ano???
gusto mo intimate pa rin kayo
pero walang label???

hay
sometimes, i wish i'm like you
who doesn't care about things like this

grabe HAHA
i care naman
but i'm not really suited for poly relationships
selosa ako by nature eh
and i also like having a person
who's my home
eh kung marami akong person
edi subdivision na yun
or compound HAHAHAHA

to be honest?
same
i don't think i can spread myself thin like that
so no, i can't be intimate with someone
nang walang assurance HAHA

ayun naman pala???
edi lagyan mo na ng label?

i just told you
i'm scared it would change things

jackie please HAHA
we've known each other for years
kayo rin ni teo
ilang taon na kayo
kaya di mo ko mapapaniwala na natatakot ka
ginagawa mo lang excuse yan eh
because you know what?

no, i don't know (?)

pride mo lang yan
ayaw mong ibaba HAHAHA
or i don't know
maybe you haven't accepted
the fact that you made a mistake

hmm
that makes sense

HAHAHA what?
i agreed with you
bakit ganyan reaction mo?

akala ko ide-deny mo eh???

i told you i just woke up haha
wala pa akong enough energy
para magsinungaling lol

sana always???

okay
your turn
↳ You replied to babydoll anne
may idudulog ako sayo
what is this about?

sino pa nga ba?

oh, no
nag-away ba kayo ni pau?

hmm
di naman away
i'm just really frustrated
like sexually

i told you i just woke up

HAHAHAHA
and?
this is a serious problem
gusto kong compatible kami sa lahat eh

but you're not?
ayun ba sinasabi mo?

okay so
he slept over last night
naki-wifi lang ulit
nag-dinner lang kami tas work HAHA
and then kaninang umaga
we were fooling around
and i don't know
i love that he's really gentle with me
but i could also feel him holding back???

what HAHA
para namang di mo kilala si pau
just let him know what you want
tell him you don't want him to tiptoe around you
did i get that right?
hindi lang sex concern mo, right?

yep HAHAHAH
galing mo talaga, jackie 🥰

well
even before he realized he loved you
pau always admired you
so in his head, you're on a pedestal
natural lang na ingat na ingat siya sayo 🤷🏻‍♀️

so i should just talk to him
di ba???

this isn't where you ask me for advice
tapos di mo naman gagawin, di ba?

HAHAHAHAHAHA
fuck you
changed woman na kaya ako 😠

HAHAHA
okay, then yes
just talk to pau
for sure, makikinig naman yun

hmm okay
by the way
di pala tayo magka-team ha?

what?

pag natanggap ka
we won't be working in the same team
bubuo raw kasi ng isa pang marketing team
ang dami na namin eh HAHAHA
it's not by seniority naman
actually, kinalat yung mga matagal na

no worries
it's okay HAHA
of course, i would prefer if we work together
because that would lessen my anxiety
but starting from scratch is okay, too

who are you HAHAHAH
anong ginawa mo kay jackie

shut up HAHAHAHA

June 14 ; 12:11 PM

never mind
okay na

Today ; 1:32 PM

what?
oh
what the fuck?
why would you update me HAHAHA
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