• Nikki Fiorello •

August 23 ; 1:11 AM

uy

yes?

chdjdjdjdk
na-like ko yung post ni sir julian about sa mama niyo
i'm so sorry
promise, honest mistake yun
lumabas kasi sa feed ko ksi naka-tag ka
tapos ano
napindot ko yata pagscroll ko???
i'm so sorry for that ahck
sorry din for making fun of you earlier re: being sir julian's younger brother and your family emergency
i didn't know about your mom
but of course, that isn't an excuse
di na rin ako dapat nagpahatid sayo
na-late ka pa tuloy
so ayun
i'm so sorry ☹️

evangelista, it's fine haha

i'm really sorry ☹️

it's okay nga lang
it's not your fault na na-late ako
i volunteered, remember?
my dad and brother understood naman eh

okay

okay haha

fiorello naman 😩
i'm really sorry
kahit feeling ko di sapat yung sorry ko sa
dami ng atraso ko sayo buong araw

what atraso?

yung kanina sa chat
nag-joke pa kami ni marv na parang ang saya maging kapatid ng may-ari
i even made fun of your family emergency ☹️

babe, i already said it's fine
and it's just like you said
you didn't know naman about my mom and her birthday

hay
could you at least let me make it up to you?
alam mo namang ayokong nagkakautang na loob
naagawan ko pa ng oras sila sir julian saka yung mama mo

what?
anong naagawan?
you didn't kaya haha
i had fun driving you around naman eh
i got to breathe for a bit with you
so really, it's okay

ayaw mo talagang magpalibre ng lunch?
or dinner?
o kaya gas?
laundry?

haha i don't need a yaya
i can function on my own

okay
just tell me
how can i repay you?

nope
you don't owe me anything, babe

fiorello, seryoso ako
this is a once in a lifetime offer

aw, too bad then
i don't need any of those things that you suggested

okay
then what do you suggest?

hmm
you didn't answer my question the other night
i can accept that as payment instead

ohmygod
was this your plan all along???
mga ilang oras mong pinag-isipan yan?

haha
babe, you can refuse to answer naman eh

ano ba yung tanong mo?

↳ Nikki Fiorello replied to themself
if i were to cook adobong pusit for you everyday, would you finally forgive me for "snatching" that promotion?
here oh

bakit parang naka-ready

haha
i told you already
you can refuse naman

↳ You replied to Nikki Fiorello
if i were to cook adobong pusit for you everyday, would you finally forgive me for "snatching" that promotion?
maybe

(:

uy

hmm?

i'm sorry about your mom

it's been years, evangelista
she's gone but we've learned to live
with the love she left us

i'm sorry ulit haha

for what?

for indirectly making fun of her?

ah haha
you didn't naman

uy

yes, babe?

am i allowed to ask how she passed?

of course naman
she passed 3 months after giving birth to our youngest
it was her first time to have a baby girl
so even when the doctor warned her about the complications, she didn't mind
excited siya eh haha

right
halos magkasunod nga pala kayo ni sir julian

yep
the day before we lost her
she told me and julian to take care of our baby sister
julian was crying and begging her not to go
i guess he knew and felt that we were about to lose her?
i didn't, though haha
mom just looked at peace

do you think you're okay now?
jdjdjxjsk god, i'm sorry about that
that question sounded so tone deaf
let me try again?

haha no need for that
it's okay
it's actually nice to hear that today
see, people eventually stopped asking that years after mom left us
not that i'm resenting our relatives ha?
i just feel like they forgot
like they just assumed that we're way past carrying our grief because ilang taon na yung lumipas
so to answer your question, the grief gets lighter
but it doesn't disappear completely

fiorello?

hmm?
it's alright, i guess?
minsan kasi
natatakot akong kapag tuluyang mawala yung bigat
mawala na rin yung memories ko with her?
i was so young pa eh
and it's been 12 years so i try hard not to forget

do you want me to say anything?
or mas prefer mong makinig lang ako?
i won't be offended if you choose the latter HAHA

either of the two is fine naman

okay uhm
look
i lost my grandparents when i was 3 and honestly, di ko sure kung good thing bang wala akong maalala or nope?
everyone just speaks so fondly of them
katulad ng ginagawa mo ngayon haha
so ayun
minsan, nagi-guilty ako na wala akong maalala
lalo na kapag death anniv nila haha
ramdam ko yung inggit nung mga kamag-anak namin sa akin eh
meanwhile, ako
i'm looking through their photos
and i feel frustrated
and mad
because i don't remember anything
maybe i'm just reading too much into things

hmm, maybe
maybe not
i know little to no information about your relatives eh
i don't want to pass judgment just to side with you haha

right HAHAHA
pero ewan ko

your frustration and anger are valid, though
we deal with grief differently
so however we feel and cope is valid
right?

yep
of course HAHA
we're valid

hey

hmm?

don't treat me differently tomorrow, okay?
i don't want you tiptoeing around me
that is the last thing i want hahaha

oo naman HAHA
i mean, no
i won't do that

by the way
thank you so much for talking to me haha
you didn't have to do that naman
but you did anyway
so thank you (:

and thank you rin for trusting me haha
your mom sounds lovely, fiorello

she was haha
anyway
you have no idea how i badly want to keep this going
but i'm bidding you goodnight na
maaga pa tayo bukas, right?

sasabihin ko pa lang yan HAHAHA
sure, sure
ako rin naman
medyo inaantok na ako haha
anyway, satisfied ka ba dun sa sagot ko?

saan?
sa "maybe" mo ba?

yep

hmm

hmm?

i'll take it
i mean
let's face it
i can barely cook ulam for myself HAHA
it's not like i can cook adobong pusit everyday until you forgive me 😂

Today ; 2:32 AM

fiorello?

i thought you were tulog na haha
what is it?
are you gonna apologize ba ulit?

yep HAHA
i'm really sorry for the things i said and did today

okay
i'm accepting your apology ulit
goodnight, babe

ew

haha

goodnight 👍🏼
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