• troy but not sivan •

December 23 ; 10:06 AM

Dude
Gising ka na ba ha

yep HAHA
nagpaplano na kami ng mga lulutuin bukas
anong meron?

Annie said something last night
Di ko sure kung tama rinig ko
Kasi borlogs na ko HAHAHA
But yeah

???
wala akong naintindihan
okay sjsjsj
let's take one step at a time
anong iniisip mong narinig mo?

I think she asked me something
HAHA

"something as in"?

Forgot the exact words she used

ha HAHAHA
ano???
what is it?
ano bang narinig mo?

Okay so
Ayun nga
We were on the bed

ew
don't be too specific

Tanga hindi kasi
Patapusin mo muna kasi ako

HAHAHA okay okay
sorry, go on

We were on the bed
Her back is turned against me
Pikit na isa kong mata
Then I think she rolled to face me

tapos?
ano nga yung tanong???

Narinig ko sabi niya
"Uy"

sjajjsjsjs
natatawa ako na ewan
ayan na ba yun
or mabagal ka lang magkwento?
or are you done???

Heids naman eh 😔

HAHAHAAHAHA sorry
sige na
tuloy mo na
anong sabi after ng "uy"?

"Ano ba tayo?"

Bwisit
HAHAHAHAHA

HAHAHAHAHAHA
okay anong sinabi mo kay annie?

Wala
Kasi antok na talaga ako nun
Plus
I wasn't sure if I heard her right

edi tanungin mo ngayon?
ah alam ko na
nagpa-panic ka ba???
sinasabi ko sayo troy
kung ayaw mong maging exclusive kayo
kung di ka pa ready na mag-commit
sabihin mo agad

Ah HAHAHA
That's what I wanted to say actually

what???
ayaw mo mag-commit???

Ha?
Uy hindi
Teka nga
What I mean is that's what I wanted to tell you
Yung gusto kong isagot sa kanya

wala akong nage-gets?

Ugh
Pucha naman oh

?????
hoy ano

Di ako nagpapanic, Heids

huh
kinabahan lang?

Nope
I mean sakto lang?
Nung narinig ko kagabi
I didn't react properly
Kasi nga antok na ako HAHA
But when I remembered this morning

ano?

Wala HAHA
Di ako nagpanic
Di rin ako kinakabahan

okay sige (?)
what are you saying?

I think you get what I'm saying

oo HAHAHA
pero gusto kong sayo manggaling

Hay
Okay 😔

HAHA okay
go na

I think I'm ready to commit
I mean kahit di namin napag-usapan
Yung exclusivity ng status namin
I haven't been seeing anyone
But yeah
Ayun HAHA

okay

Luh "okay"?
That's your reaction?
This is big for me
Wala bang mas celebratory dyan?

okay 🥳

Bwisit
Seryoso kasi

mahal kita
pero t
sobrang bare minimum niyan
HAHAHAHAHA
di kacele-celebrate

Edi okay ):

sorry for laughing HAHAHA
congrats pero hmm
di naman sa pinag-ooverthink kita
pero what if si annie naman yung ayaw mag-commit?

Hoy
Don't jinx it

hypothetical lang naman shjssjj

Sasagutin ko ba?

oo sana HAHAHA

Hmmm
If she says she's not ready
Then okay
I'm not pushing it
Di na kasi magwo-work yun
If we're not seeing eye-to-eye

naks
mapagparaya naman pala

Ganda ng sagot ko oh
Support naman dyan

dami mong demand no HAHA
kausapin mo na si annie
fiorello says goodmorning btw

He's there?
Akala ko ba pupunta sa kapatid niya?

ikaw ba jowa ha
HAHAHAHAHA

Bawal na ba magtanong???

di naman HAHA
he just dropped by
nag-exchange gift na rin kami
sa 26 ko pa kasi siya makikita ulit eh

Ohhh okay

anyway ayun
talk to annie now
ayusin niyo na yan ngayon
para walang drama bukas

Hay
Okay
Manifest for me

na ano?

That we're still on the same page

kausapin mo na HAHA
manifest ka dyan
talk to her and actually do something
puro manifest
wala namang action

Foul ha
But true
Sabi ko nga
Ito na

goodluck HAHA
✓ Delivered • 10:23 AM

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• annie m. •

Today ; 10:39 AM

Heids djjssksk
I think I said smthng stupid last night

so kapag katangahan sa akin iko-consult?

HAHAHA
That's not what I said
Anyway huhu
May nasabi ba sayo si T?

ohmygod
kayo mag-usap

So meron nga?

wala (?)
what happened last night?
anong katangahan yan?

Tinanong ko siya
Kung ano ba kami jdjsjsjs
I don't think narinig niya tho
O baka narinig niya
Tapos kunwari lang na hindi?
Idk
What do you think?

i think kailangan niyong mag-usap

Okay
You're right
You're right
Lalabas na ko ng CR

?????
HAHAHAHAHAHA
what
jumejebs ka ba the whole time
habang kausap mo ako???
or nagkulong ka para maiwasan si t?

Second huhu
I don't know
Kanina pa kasi siya di mapakali eh
I can't tell if he's planning to dump me
Or if he's just nervous

annie HAHAHA
please
just talk to each other

Okay
Here I go

goodluck HAHA
sending love and light
update me kung on the way na kayo

Today ; 4:12 PM

Psst
On the way na kami
Kanina pa actually

ingat kayo HAHA
but first, how was the talk?

Hay

relieved sigh ba yan or?

Relieved HAHA
Kasi what the fuck

okay anong meron?
anong nangyari???

Girlfriend na raw pakilala niya sakin
Sa firm nila
November pa lang HAHA

okay wait
i can't tell if you think it's a good thing
so paki-clarify na lang haha

Good thing dhsjsjsk
Alam mo namang di namin na-settle nang maayos
Basta sabi lang namin na ita-try namin
Wala kaming rules or anything
We didn't establish boundaries
But he respected mine

okay so???
kayo na ba for real?

Yes HAHA
November pa nga

what do you mean?

November pa lang
Kinukwento na niya ako sa firm nila
Pati kay Tita HAHAHA

shsjsjsjsk
yuck miscommunication trope

Anong miscommunication huhu
Wala namang miscommunication
But yep HAHA
We only discussed the label earlier
Wtf
So what now
Kami na pala nang di ako aware?
HAHAHAHA

annie HAHAHAHA
priorities mo talaga
let it go
technicality lang naman yan
what's important is that you're on the same page
with your relationship
↳ You replied to annie m.
So what now
but to answer this
i guess you just have to live with it now?

Hay okay

HAHAHA
bilis mag-decide?

Yes huhu
I'm trying this thing
Where I don't think too much
So far, okay naman
Masaya naman ako

hmm HAHA
good for you!!
pero oo
it's working
halata namang masaya ka eh

Hala?
Akala ko ba jirits kang nagdi-date kami ngayon

troy and i talked
i see his efforts
kita ko rin na masaya ka talaga lately
i just didn't want to comment
or give the slightest hint of approval
until ma-define niyo label niyo HAHAHA

Segurista ka talaga HAHA

naman HAHA
pero may tanong ako
please wag mong masamain

Okay
Go lang HAHA

are you comfortable?
i mean di naman sa may doubts ako sa process mo
after everything with robbie
but you know djjsjs
i just want to be sure that you're okay?

Hmm
It's okay
Di mo naman need magpaliwanag sakin
I know you always mean well

so ano?
are you okay?
ayokong i-pressure ka
kasi kaka-define niyo lang ng label niyo haha
pero ayun
how are things with troy so far?

Saglit HAHA

sjjssjks
no need na sagutin
kung ayaw mo
sorry, i brought it up 😬

Gagi hindi HAHA
Okay lang
Ang hirap lang sagutin
Kasi katabi ko si T HAHA

ay HAHAHAHA

Wait
Okay uhm
I feel okay

in general?
or sa relationship niyo ni troy?
either is good HAHA

Both actually 😅
Ang nice lang kasi sa pakiramdam
Idk kung anong better word
Pero ayun
It feels nice
To just receive things?
Alam mo yun?

yep
gets kita 🥺

Basta HAHA
Yung tipong kahit di ko pa nasasabi
Na gusto ko nang kumain
Inaaya na akong lumamon ni T
Sometimes
He even cooks for me
Or whenever I feel cold
Di ko pa nasasabi
Nasa balikat ko na yung blazer niya
Idk HAHA
Babaw no jdjsksk

uy hindi ah
please don't say that?
hindi mababaw yan

No
I know
Pero kasi
Alam kong bare minimum yun
But for me
For me who's been with someone
Na naaalala lang ako
Pag may kailangan sakin
Ayun HAHA
Ang sarap pala sa feeling?
Na ako naman yung inaalagaan??
It's just nice jdsjsksk

luh naiiyak ako
dhjsjsjs annie naman eh ):

Ikaw kaya nagtanong???
Sinagot lang naman kita 😩

i hope you don't feel ashamed for acknowledging
your shitty relationship with robbie
kasi ngayong ina-acknowledge mo na
alam mo na rin kung ano yung mga deserve mong maramdaman nang di mo nire-request 🥺
i love you, annie 🥺

Love you too huhu 🥺
Tinatanong na ni T
Kung bat ako sumisinghot HAHAHA

HAHAHAHAHA
anyway ayun lang
i'm really really happy for you
kasi kahit di naman pala kayo sa dulo
at least, you tried to move forwsrd

↳ annie m. replied to you
kasi kahit di naman pala kayo sa dulo
Wag mo namang i-jinx djsjsj

ah so gusto mong kayo na sa dulo?
nakikita mo nang kayo in the long run ganun??

Hala HAHAHA
Wala naman akong sinabing ganyan 😛

so ayaw mo?

Heids naman dhsjsjs
Wag mo nga akong i-pressure HAHA

sorry HAHAHA
i'm just teasing you
ingat kayo ah?
nandito nga pala si bastien
maniningil ng utang ni troy HAHA

Okay okay
Di ko sasabihin HAHA

tama
baka biglang may urgent na naman sa firm

Oo HAHAHA
Thanks, Heids
See you in a bit
Mga 20 minutes?

okay okay
ingat kayo 💕
✓ Seen • 4:41 PM