• boyfriend 🫀 •

Today ; 10:28 PM

nowi?
gising ka pa ba?

yeah, i'm awake pa
why?

uhm

hmm?

wait lang HAHA

did you leave something ba?
if it's your laptop charger
or your power bank
i can bring it to you now
hang on
i'll go drive to you na lang

hala chdjxkxk
hindi kasi yun HAHA
i didn't leave anything in your car

oh, okay
oh
haha
were you going to say something ba?
go on ahead
sorry for interrupting you
you sounded urgent kasi
so i just assumed you left something

hindi HAHA
ano
okay lang
gets ko naman

okay haha
so what is it ba?
you have something to tell me, yeah?

meron nga HAHA
wait lang
uhm
di ko kasi alam kung saan magsisimula

that's okay
i'm here lang naman
take your time

wait nga
so hindi ka galit???
you don't sound mad
pero syempre
need ko pa rin ng confirmation
bihira ka mag-emojis eh 😩

↳ boyfriend 🫀 replied to you
so hindi ka galit???
about what?

about sa kanina
about kay justin
saka sakin

about you?
what?

sorry shfjdjdk
let me gather my thoughts first

okay?
haha

Today ; 10:44 PM

okay
uhm
let me start by saying sorry
sobrang uncomfortable siguro nun kanina
alam kong baka nag-iisip ka pa ng excuse
para ma-justify yung mga pang-aasar ni justin
but please don't
marunong yun makiramdam
asshole lang talaga siya

okay hahaha
that is noted

tapos ano HAHA
i'm also sorry

for what exactly?

kasi chdjdjdsk
you didn't sign up for this
yung buwan-buwan kang may nakikilala
na ex fling ko from bumble or tinder 😩

buwan-buwan?
haha what?
i think you're exaggerating
the last one i met was bryan pa, right?
and that was when?
we saw him last february 12 pa kaya

wow ah
tandang-tanda HAHA

i kissed your hand for the first time that day
so of course, i remember

nddijssksksks
ano ba naman

what now?
hahaha

i'm trying to say something
pwedeng ano hahahuhu
pwedeng mamaya na???

oh, sorry
you're right
go on

ayun nga
i'm sorry
for sure kasi
di mo naman in-expect to

i'm sorry for cutting you off ulit
but babe, what are you referring to ba?
i just feel lost kasi
even if we're talking in the same conversation

yung kanina nga 😩

you mean the show?

no chdjsks
yung kay justin
us meeting justin

ah
what about justin ba?
did he message you or something?
what did he tell you?
did you message him back?
oh, sorry
that's too many questions
just uhm
never mind
sorry for acting weirdly
i sounded like a jealous boyfriend
):

HAHAHA
hindi ba?

me?
jealous?
never hahaha

hay HAHA
can we talk???
kahit audio call lang
para ma-explain ko lang nang maayos
kapag ganito kasi
i end up deleting and typing
it's a never-ending cycle
hanggang sa kulang na yung thoughts ko
kasi nga xhdjdjdk
overthinker ako

baby?

ano HAHA

no need to explain naman haha
go on ahead
like i said kanina
i'm here lang naman eh

🥺
okay

Today ; 11:01 PM

boyfriend 🫀 is calling. . .

[Messenger Audio Call]

[clears throat] Babe?
I'm sorry I couldn't wait na kasi, ha-ha.
I'm reheating some food lang so please
[oven whirring] don't mind the noise.

Okay lang.
Uhm. . . [tumikhim]
Hindi ka ba talaga galit?

About kanina?

Oo. [nervously laughs]

No, but I got annoyed.
Justin's a dick, e.

[laughs] Who are you?
Si Nowi ka ba talaga, 'ha?

[chuckles] I'm sorry for the word but
I just don't know how to describe him kasi.

Fair naman.
Anyway. . .

Yeah?

You said you were annoyed?
Sobrang sorry, 'ha?
Sobrang uncomfortable no'n siguro kanina.
You went there to work and watch the show,
tapos biglang gano'n.
Uh. . . I would promise na 'di na mauulit
pero hindi ko kasi sure 'yon.
I'm sorry for putting you in that situation.

This is what you meant pala.
Karson. . . [sighs]
I didn't get annoyed at you naman.
Like the time you got drunk at Blve,
it's the situation I'm annoyed at.
Not you. Never you.

Totoo ba?
I mean. . .
Understandable naman kung maiinis ka sa 'kin.
You didn't sign up for this.

Okay, that's just not true.
[oven timer dings]
You were transparent naman from the beginning.
You told me about your past flings.
And I love you anyway so. . . [chuckles]
this is exactly what I signed up for.
I don't mind intimidating people naman
every once in a while.

'Wag ka ngang mag-joke.
[groans] Seryoso kasi ako.

Huh?
I'm serious din naman, babe.
It's true that I got annoyed.
But not at you.

Weh?
E, bakit 'di mo 'ko kinausap pauwi?

Because you said you're going to work?
You were typing on your laptop, right?
I know you don't like istorbo kasi
when you're working so. . . [chuckles]

Ohhh~

Ha-ha. Do you believe me na ba?

[bumuntonghininga] Oo.

I get why you ended things with him naman.

Hmm? [natawa] O, sige. I'll bite.
Sa tingin mo, bakit 'di kami nag-work?

He invalidates you, e.
I know I don't know the guy but from
that 5-minute encounter kanina. . .
[groans] my blood boils na naman tuloy.

Cute-cute mo. [laughs]
'Wag ka na mainis.

[rustling noises] I just didn't like how
he kept dismissing you.
That's why I stepped in. I didn't introduce
myself naman as your boyfriend because
I'm jealous. I introduced myself because
I can't stand him anymore.

O, kalma. [humagikhik]
Parang ang laki ng galit, 'ha?
Are you sure you're not jealous?

[groans] No nga.
I just can't believe you dated someone like that.

Hmm?
Someone na ano?

A dick. [laughs]

[natawa] Actually, 'di ko rin alam.
The usual happened.
Nag-match kami tapos nag-aya siya.
Sabi ko, cute naman so why not?

[hums] Do you still find him cute?

Hmm. . . sakto lang.

You're supposed to say "no".

Honest ako, e! [tumawa]
Bakit ba?

Come on, babe. [laughs]
Work with me here.

Pero seryoso. . . [bumuntonghininga]
thank you for being so understanding.
Pangalawa na kasi 'to, 'di ba?
I can't promise you that this is the last time.
Ang magagawa ko lang siguro ngayon
is i-assure kang wala na 'yon.
They're all in the past.
It's just you now.

[sighs] See?

Alin?

That's why you're a writer.

[laughs] Kinilig ka do'n?

Mm-hmm. [chuckles]
I really mean it naman when I say I don't mind.
As you said, they're in the past na, e.
The you now that I love is because of that past.

Not to be the devil's advocate, pero pa'no mo
nasisiguro na 'di na ako babalik sa gano'n?

What do you mean?

Dating around, ha-ha.

Ah. . . I guess I just know?
Right now, you're with me na, e.
You're not talking to some guy.
But if ever you change your mind,
I know you respect me enough to tell me.
I trust you naman.

Pa'no mo nagagawa 'yan?

Ha-ha, what?

'Yong living in the moment na kung ano
lang 'yong nand'yan sa harap mo,
ayon lang pinoproblema mo.

I overthink din naman.
I just try to find concrete answers agad,
so I could stop overthinking. [chuckles]
I remember reading something din about. . .
I don't remember the exact quote na
but it goes along the lines of keeping your
feet planted in the ground.

Ohhh~
That means no thinking of the future or the past.
Tama ba?

Mm-hmm.
And that you're facing the now head on.
But about Justin pala, Miss Chua. . .

Anong mayro'n? [tumawa]

Can I ask why you ended things?

We decided to date exclusively,
tapos nakita siya ni Mon.
May kasamang babae.
The next week, nakita rin siya ni Lilith. [laughs]
Tinawa na lang namin 'yon kasi nagtalo pa sila
ni Mon sa description no'ng babae,
only to find out na magkaiba pala talaga.

He cheated on you with two girls?

Hmm. . . actually, 'di ko sure.
Baka kasi ako pala 'yong other girl,
tapos isa doon sa dalawa 'yong legit jowa.

Still. . .
Why do something like that?

Ewan ko rin, e.
Okay naman kami no'n.
I asked that question, too.
Medyo tinamaan din insecurities ko no'n.
Imagine? Dalawang babae 'yon. [natawa]
Parang hmm. . . gano'n ba kalaki 'yong
kulang sa 'kin kaya dalawang babae
'yong pinagsabay niya?

Karson. . . you know that's not true.

At the time, it felt like it.
Okay kasi kami kaya. . . 'yon.
Gulat na gulat ako.

I really don't know what to say.
I'm sorry he made you feel that way.
No one deserves to feel that.
[groans] The more I learn about him,
the more I regret not doing anything kanina.

Hala.
Bakit?
Nanununtok ka ba?

Yeah, if the situation asks for it.

Naiinis ka na naman. [tumawa]
Ang tagal na no'n!
Wait nga.
Sabi mo kanina, nag-init ka ng pagkain.
Are you eating right now?
Baka pinalamig mo lang, a?

[laughs] Okay, you got me.
It's okay naman. I can eat later.

Hindi p'wede. [bumuntonghininga]
Kumain ka muna. Usap tayo ulit mamaya.

But I don't want to.

Kain ka muna, ha-ha.
I'm not going anywhere.
Late naman ako makakatulog.
Makakapag-usap pa tayo.
Don't worry.

[sighs] Fine.
Bye, babe.
I love you.
In case you didn't catch that sound,
I kissed you.

[natawa]
Noted, ha-ha.
I love you, too.
Bye muna.

Aw, I lov—

[Call Ended]

Today ; 11:48 PM

i'm sorry HAHAHAHA
fast hands ako eh 😩

i was going to say i love you more ):

awww
pero kain ka muna 🥺
dito lang naman ako eh
promise

okay ☺️
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