• tol jai •

Today ; 10:12 PM

magkukwento ka
or need pa naming lasingin si mon?

Magkukwento ako HAHA
Let her get her sleep

naks HAHAHA
okay go
what happened on your date?

Yung sa Ocean Park?

may iba pa ba kayong date na
di namin alam?

HAHAHA
Marami
Pero hmmm
Okay naman yung date
Gusto mo ba ng detailed??

parang ewan to
ano nga?
why are you stalliing?
ikukwento mo rin naman eh

Okay nga lang yung date
But hmm
We didn't talk about Binondo
We didn't address what she found out
HAHA
Parang kunwari na lang di nadulas si Tita

tapos di ka pa rin umaamin?

Ano sa tingin mo HAHA

hindi pa HAHAHA
di kayo awkward eh

Hmmm

anong hmmm???

I guess we're hiding it better than I think

what the fuck???
so umamin ka na???

Yep HAHA
Last week
Nung dinalhan niya ko ng meds
Di ko naman sinasadya
Medyo lutang na kasi ako
She noticed that
Tapos ayun
Inasikaso niya ako
She set the table for me
And made sure I eat
Bago niya binigay yung meds
Can you believe it?
9 years kong iningatan
Tapos dahil lang dun
Bumigay ako HAHA

why do you sound sad?
nakaka-proud kaya yan HAHA
you put yourself out there
you're brave for that
di lahat kaya yun

Alam ko HAHA
Pero ewan

ano bang sabi ni mon?

Wala HAHA
She stared at me for seconds
Tapos nag-excuse siya
Nag-CR HAHA
Di na kami nakapag-usap after nun
Dumating na staff ko eh

pero sinundo mo pa siya sa thanks ah??

Yep
Pero kilala mo naman yun

natulog lang buong biyahe?

HAHAHAHA

hay
do you want me to talk to her?

Di na HAHA
Magsasabi naman yan
Kung gusto niyang pag-usapan
But for now
I'm assuming she doesn't want to

eh pano yan?
hihintayin mo lang siya?

Karson, I said my piece
The ball's in her court
Alam niya naman yun
I assured her she doesn't owe me an answer
But of course
Very appreciated kung meron HAHA

jai naman HAHA
doktor ka oh
tapos magse-settle ka sa ganyan?

Ha?
HAHAHA
What are you saying?

what i'm saying is
di mo kailangan mag-settle kay mon
you said it before
malabo siya
i promise you
we won't judge you
if you decide to move on
and be with someone else

Eh HAHA

tangina nito
anong klaseng sagot yan HAHA

Ayoko ngang mag-move on
HAHA

newsflash: we don't always get what we want
may mga bagay lang talagang di natin kontrolado
para ka namang bata niyan eh

Karson
I already made up my mind
Ayokong mag-move on
That should count for something
Di ba?
Kasi before, sabi mo sakin
Mag-decide ako
Kung aamin ako
O kung magmu-move on ako
I already made a decision
I'm not moving on
Hanggat di niya sinasabing walang chance
Karson?
Hoy
Tinulugan mo ba ako???
Wow ah
Grabe

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• manager princess •

Today ; 10:52 PM

mon
hoy
princess monica
gising ka ba?

↳ manager princess replied to you
princess monica
🤮

good
you're still awake

bakit?
anong meron?

iinom tayo

cousin naman eh 😩
i want to sleep
maaga ako bukas
may imi-meet akong supplier

okay
since di kita pwedeng lasingin
usap na lang tayo nang maayos
get up
dun tayo sa sala

wait nga HAHA
about saan ba to, chuchu?
tinatamad akong bumangon eh
i'm all tuckered in 😩

lame naman ng excuse mo
pero sige
i'll agree to talk here
but promise me one thing

ano?

you won't leave me on read
kahit pwede mong i-long press yung convo
para mabasa mo messages ko
nang di nagma-mark as seen
promise me you'll reply

is this about jai?

sino pa ba???

okay hmm
call 👌🏼
i agree with your terms
about saan ba kasi to?

about you and jai

okay so?
what about me and jai?

umamin na pala sayo si jai
why didn't you tell us?

i didn't know i have to
sa amin yun eh
plus ayokong ma-awkward kayo ni lili

he told me you haven't answered

di naman siya nagtanong HAHA

mon
ano ba HAHA
para namang di mo best friend yung tao
sa ginagawa mo

saan ka ba nanggagaling HAHAHA
what do you want me to do???

magbigay ka ng proper answer???
mahirap ba yun?
accept or reject him
ayun lang naman yun

cousin
please don't get offended with
what i'm about to say
pero HAHA
never ka kasing na-in love
or kahit na-infatuate nang matagal
you've never been in a long committed relationship
it's why you think this is easy

hay
that's true
so maybe i don't know a lot about relationships
pero ikaw
kilala kita eh
you're an overthinker
you complicate things
kaya nga gusto kitang tulungan

if you're worried that i'll string jai along
promise di yun mangyayari
pinapa-sink in ko lang yung mga sinabi niya

pero alam mo na kung anong sasabihin mo?

no HAHA
di pa talaga ako nakakapag-decide
i really don't know what to say

kasi?

kasi HAHA

kasi ayaw mong i-reject?

yep HAHA

bakit ayaw mong i-reject?
if you're worried about the friendship
i'm sure you'll get through it
kayo naman ni jai yan

hay
that's one of my worries haha

HAHA
may isa pa?

i really don't want to reject him

ohhhh
kasi mahal mo?

HAHA

mon HAHA
i'm right, right?
ayaw mo siyang i-reject
kasi mahal mo???

😩

so totoo nga???

oo nga HAHA
why don't you believe me?

HAHA come on
don't tell me wala ka talagang idea?

mon, you don't talk to me about this stuff
i mean sure
nagtatakipan naman tayo pagdating kina mama
pero wala ka talagang nababanggit about jai

hay nako
have you seen jai?
sa tingin mo
bakit ako tumatambay sa clinic niya pag off ko?

ewan ko sayo???
you like animals
akala ko tumatambay ka
para makakita ng mga poodle???

HAHAHAHAHA
well
totoo naman
pero ayun nga
i like watching him work
sobrang attentive niya kasi
hindi lang sa pets na patients niya ah
pati sa mga may-ari nung pets
lalo na kung bata yung may-ari
😩

okay HAHAHA
i believe you

really???

oo ngaaaa
di ka naman pala malabo HAHA
magaling ka lang magtago
okay look
di kita pipilitin
pero feeling ko kasi
kailangan mong sabihin out loud
that way, it won't feel intimidating

hmm
that's a good advice
totoo naman yan

i mean HAHA
wala akong masyadong experience sa relationships
pero ganun ginagawa ko pagdating sa confrontation
nagiging less daunting siya
di mo naman kailangan mag-practice sakin
pwede namang sayo lang HAHA
just say it out loud
you get what i'm trying to say
di ba, cousin?

yep HAHA
don't worry
nage-gets ko

don't worry about what happens next
saka na yun pag nandyan na HAHAHA
ang importante ngayon is mabigyan mo ng sagot si jai
kasi mon HAHA
alam natin pareho na willing siya maghintay

yes yes
gets ko
and yes, i know that

okay na ah???
shit kayong dalawa ah
mag-uusap lang kayo eh

HAHAHA
that was out of the blue
but okay
gets ko naman frustration mo 😩

yes HAHAHA
so please?

oo na HAHA
pag-iisipan ko muna
kung anong sasabihin ko
but yes
i'll talk to him ASAP

ayan
ganyan
okay
goodnight na

wait HAHA
cousin?

yes???

mahal ko si jai

hoy HAHAHA

what the hell
HAHAHA
bakit ang sarap sa feeling?
okay uhm
hehe
goodnight
ayun lang 😚
thanks for knocking some sense into me 😚

hala ano
ayun na yun?
at least, give me details?
kailan nag-start???
kailan ka na-fall???
mon naman eh 😩
✓ Delivered • 11:38 PM