Forty
After receiving Jimin, Yoongi dropped them to Taehyung's home.... Jimin wanted to spend some alone time with his best friend so he asked Yoongi to drop them so he can spend some time with him before making any other plan.
He has met him after so long that it feels like ages to him, he knows so much had happened in his best friends life and somewhere he feels guilty to not stay by his side physically when he needed him the most, but he also had lots of work commitment and he can't just leave everything and run to his best friend .
He also knows that his best friend will never liked it, so he made sure to complete all his work commitment and to be with his best friend for a little longer time, he had came to meet Taehyung two -three times in these past months but that's only for a day or two but this time he will stay for a week.
Taehyung is too happy to be with his best friend, he is happy that Jimin will be staying here for a week..... You glow differently when you are with your best friend and that's what happening with Taehyung from the time he saw Jimin, there is a constant smile on his face.
Every time Jimin visit him he feels he met someone who is his own, his best friend, someone who he can claim as his, someone with whom he can be wildest, loudest, maddest, he can be his real self, he can speak whatever comes out to his mouth, and that's amazing, he feels lucky to have Jimin in his life.
He always used to feel that one true friend is enough for a lifetime, it's not that others are not his friends, or they don't give importance to him or they are not important, they are amazing and he is happy to find them and be there friend but it's different with Jimin, something that he can't put it in words.
Jimin is like his safe place, always had been, yes "safe place".how beautiful it is to go to that one person with all your problem.... Taehyung never have to think before picking up his phone and calling Jimin no matter wherever he is and start pouring all his frustration, good things, bad things and what ever happening in his life, he knows that he will be taken care of when he is with Jimin.
From the time they both entered the house, both the best friend are in there own little world, chatting and catching up almost all small details that they have missed telling each other. Both of them ate dinner and are now sitting in balcony and talking.
"So how is life" Jimin asked taking a sip of hot chocolate that Taehyung prepared for him.
" It's okay, every thing is fine now" Taehyung said with a small smile on his face.
"Is it? Tae you don't have to lie to me, you don't have to pretend" Jimin knows his best friend way too much, and he can cleary tell you when his best friend is lying.
"No Chim, I am not lying, yes initially it was hard, it was hard to act strong when I used to feel so week, to smile when I dont want to but now, with time I think I am okay.... It still feel heavy in the heart, when it gets too much, but now the memories of the past are less effecting me.... So yeh i am okay and everything is fine" Taehyung said holding his hot chocolate cup tightly to feel the warmth.
"Tae I know it's hard, it's always hard to let someone go, but the peace you get is worth all the pain, it feels so light, so amazing to get your peace back" Jimin said keeping his hand on his best friend hand.
"Chim it's not that I am not trying but I still feel I am just stuck in the past, I just don't know, I still can't believe that Eunwoo did that to me, was it ever love, it's just that.... just that I feel like end, don't know what to do" Taehyung said remembering everything that has happened to him till now.
"Taetae I know it's feel like end, but keep the faith, every thing will be alright, may be I cannot even feel what you went through, or what are you going through, but Taetae one thing that I know is my best friend is way beyond stronger than this, pain is very personal journey, so may be I cannot share this pain of you but I am here, always by your side" Jimin says by giving a squeeze to his best friend hand, to make sure that his best friend understand that he is there and will always be there for him.
" I know Chim, and I am thankful for that" Taehyung says with a smile.
"Taetae every change start from small, but brick by brick we built a new home,a home where we can find love and piece again, and I really hope that you built that home again" Jimin knows that love is a sensitive topic for his best friend, but he wanted to tell Tae that it's not end, and he can find love again, he can be happy again.
"No Chim, no love for me now, I am done with this mess, its so easy to fool me, it hurts, love hurts so much,broken trust hurts and now I don't think I can ever trust someone..... and I don't think I can ever fall in love with some one again" Taehyung knows love is not for him, he can never love again, that's not possible.
"Tae love can never hurt you, love can never hurt anyone, someone who doesn't know how to love hurts,someone who doesn't know how to keep there promises hurts... there is a difference... and I hope one day you will able to see it" Jimin says.
"How could he do that to me Chim, how cou_could he, It broke me, I still keep thinking about it, I still feel that whatever that girl wrote was just a lie...i don't know what to do" Tears start forming in Taehyung's eyes .
"You feel broken because you are still trying to fix something that is too broken to fix, leave it like that, whatever it was, just leave, that person is no more, just accept your reality, acceptance is first step toward moving now, and now it's time for you to take your first step" Jimin says by coming closer to Taehyung and hugging him from one side.
"Hmmm" Taehyung just nodded, he don't know what to say.
"Tae we all are broken somewhere, we all have felt pain, may be of different kind but we all did, but being broken doesn't mean you have to lock your heart or kill those emotions inside, our soul always crave for love, I know you have been through hell, i know that you don't want to give love another chance, I know that you are still too hurt to try, but I want you too know that love will find you again, it always does, magically" Jimin said by rubbing his best friend back to calm him down
"Hmm... Let's go and sleep Mr love guru, i am feeling tired" Taehyung don't want to continue this topic, he don't want to talk about finding love again, to trust someone again,yes he understand his best friend good intension behind his words, and he really appreciate it..but these topic are not for him now and Jimin will not understand this, so it's better to end this topic.
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Yoongi and Jungkook were currently in a restaurant waiting for Taehyung and Jimin to join them, he don't know what he was doing here, it was not his plan to have a group dinner... hell he was just picked at last minute by his Yoongi hyung because he was just too nervous to go on a dinner with Taehyung and his best friend alone.
Firstly how could he be alone with two people, second he was not meeting them for the first time that he should feel nervous and third why on earth Yoongi hyung would feel nervous to meet someone or go on dinner with someone, did Yoongi hyung forgot that it's his job to make other people nervous, not the other way around, and he was still not sure why he agreed to come? he could have straight away said no or could have made some excuse but why did he agreed. Maybe because of free food.... Yes free food.
"Hey.... fancy seeing you here" Jungkook was in his thought when someone voice hit his ears, and he knows who's voice was this....one and only Kim Taehyung
He looked up to see two man standing in front of him, both of them where smiling looking towards him, both wearing kinda similar clothes, white shirt and jeans, though Taehyung's jeans colour were little bit more on a darker side and both of them where holding hands... holding hands.
Why are they holding hands in a restaurant, who hold hands of there friend? they are not fucking five year old to hold hand of there friend and rome around.
Okay let me clear you it's not that Jungkook was feeling anything by seeing both of them holding hands, it's just that he felt weird, yes may be even if he was feeling something it's was just something that could be named wierd not anything else, why would two grown up man hold hands, if they are just friends?
"Hey Kook, every thing alright" Taehyung asked the CEO when he found that the CEO was just looking towards them and not saying anything.
"Y-yes everything is fine" Jungkook said and looked at Taehyung and then Jimin and then there hands and then towards Yoongi hyung, who was standing and smiling looking at both the best friends.
"We didn't know you were also coming" Taehyung said by taking the chair next to him to sit.
"Well I had been dragged here, because Yoongi hyung was just too ner...... " Jungkook was about to complete his sentence when Yoongi coughed, he don't want Jungkook to complete his sentence.
But Taehyung understood, the way Yoongi was coughing to distract them, he understood that Yoongi bought Jungkook here. And the way Yoongi hyung cheeks have a tint of pink shade and looking at Jimin, he can guess why he bought the CEO with him.
"Umm.... So let's order" Yoongi said when he felt that two people graze were on him, for two different obvious reasons.
All of them order there favorite, and were now waiting for there food to come.
"Any way, Kook meet my best friend Jimin.. I just forgot to introduce you both " Taehyung said looking at the CEO.
"Hey, Jeon Jungkook, heard a lot about you, pleasure meeting you" Jungkook said looking at Jimin.
"Park Jimin, well I have also heard a lot about, and keeping that in mind I don't know if this is really a pleasure meeting" Jimin said remembering all those days when he used to create so much problem for his best friend, remembering the day he locked Taehyung in bathroom, he could never forget that day.
"Chim, just let it be, by gones are by gones... everything changed between us with time, so please lets start over" Taehyung said looking at his best friend and Jimin nodded, if Taehyung was okay with something then that fine, he could think of starting over, until his best friend was okay and safe, but if the CEO again try to do anything to Taehyung he will not let it go so easily like he did last time. Jimin glared at Jungkook thinking all these things.
Jungkook could feel Jimin intense glare on him and he knows what Jimin was trying to say and the reason behind his glare, he remember all those days when he created so much problem for Taehyung, the day he locked him in bathroom... ahh that day...he lost appetite thinking about that day, food was served but now he was not at all in the mood to eat.
Rest three of them started eating, both the best friend started talking and sharing there views on the food, after sometime Yoongi also relaxed and join there conversation, Taehyung keep teasing them randomly, the whole time and both of them have a tint of pink shade on there cheeks.
Jungkook lost the apatite to eat, and he have no idea what the rest three of them were talking about, so he felt no need to be a part of their conversation, all the time he was just sitting and looking at his food or looking around, he only looked at the rest three of them on his table when Yoongi hyung or Taehyung was asking why wasn't he eating.
After sometime of fighting the food with his spoon, he dropped the spoon and told them that he was done, but no one paid attention, three of them were two deep in their conversation to pay attention to anything happening around them.
Jungkook starts looking around his table, there are so many people around him, but he knows no one must be feeling as awkward as he was feeling right now while being on dinner with his friends. Well not exactly his friends, Yoongi hyung is his hyung, Jimin... he wass just a common friend, and he don't think the way he look at him, they could ever be friends, and Taehyung well he was his friend, a new friend, and this was the first time since they met they came out for dinner, Jungkook eyes shifted from surrounding to Tae who was too busy eating to notice someone eyes on him.
This was the first time Jungkook was seeing Tae in casual clothes, he don't remember seeing him before, and even if he had seen him before he never paid attention for obvious reasons, but now when he was sitting in front of him, wearing white silk shirt, dark blue jeans, little messy hair he was really looking beautiful... Wait why will a man look beautiful to him, he is looking handsome, yes handsome... " Jungkook thought "but he is looking beautiful too.... okay so maybe somewhere between handsome and beautiful... yes... " You should always appreciate good things that's what the CEO was doing right now, that's it, nothing more.
"So we should leave, it's already getting late" Yoongi said looking at rest of them.
All of them got up and came out of restaurant, they were about to go in there seperate cars, when Tae stopped them.
"Umm... I just, I just have to talk to Kook about something, so if you two could give us a minute" Taehyung said looking at Jimin and Yoongi and then towards Jungkook.
Both Jimin amd Yoongi shook there heard and Taehyung looked at Jungkook and told him to follow.
Jungkook was shock, what Taehyung wanted to talk to him, did he again did something wrong, no he didn't think so, so what it was about then? if he wanted to talk something about company related he could have talked in front of them.
Both of them stood little aways from "going to be couple soon" facing each other, it's been two minutes, none of them spoke anything, Jungkook don't know what he should say and what he should expect and Taehyung don't know what he should be saying, yes he don't have anything to say, he just wanted to give some alone time to his best friend and his love interest.
"S.. So, what? " Jungkook said looking at the COO
"Huh... what what? " Taehyung asked
"I mean to say why did you call me here, what's the matter" Jungkook asked, looking worried
"Nothing just.... anyways, I don't have anything serious to say, it's just that I wanted to give some alone time to both of them so I called you here" Taehyung said looking towards his best friend and Yoongi hyung, he really wished them to be together.
"Sorry but why will you give them alone time?" Jungkook don't know what going on between his hyung and Jimin.
"Aaa... I mean they have so much to talk, so thought of doing so... but I am sorry if you are feeling wierd or uncomfortable standing here with me" Taehyung don't want to say anything about Jimin and Yoongi hyung to the CEO, it's not his place to say it.
"No Tae, it's not that, I just felt may be I did something wrong again, so... you know, just asking" Jungkook said shaking his head
"No it's nothing like that Kook" The COO replied with a smile.
"So... you... you really look good in casual, may be I don't know you are really looking this good to everyone or just to me because I am seeing you in this attire for the first time" The CEO said, not knowing what he was saying or trying to say but still he just said. Yes Jungkook was finding the COO handsome or beautiful or whatever you call it, but it's just because he was seeing him for the first time not in office attire, that's why.
"Well at least if you are praising someone, praise them nicely... " Taehyung said while raising one of his eyebrow, slight smirk on his face.
"I am... You are looking good... Just that I am little confused, are you looking this good to everyone or just to me... may be just me, or may be this attire will look good on anyone... "
"What.... You know what just leave it, praise someone when you can keep your ego aside" The COO said, folding his hand over his chest, turning the other side.
"What ego, it's not ego.... I am just telling you what I am feeling... " The CEO said coming and standing in front of him.Yes Jungkook was telling whatever he was feeling. He was speaking the truth well that's what he told himself.
"So you mean to say I am not good looking, this attire is making me look that way.... see I don't want to say it may self but back in my home town every one used to call me handsome, and I had so many people who used to love me and admire me for my good looks... " Taehyung said looking at the CEO, with a proud smile on his face.
"Really, who were those people... they must be having some defect in there eyes"
Jungkook said with a little laugh.
"Really.....tell me what do you think is not good on my face? " Taehyung asked coming little closer to Jungkook and facing him directly, there was so much little space between there face and body.
Jungkook was little taken aback being so close to the COO, but them his eyes fall on the COO's face "Ohh so you want me to point out your falls, there are so many that I can say" Jungkook told to the COO.
"Umm... your ey... " Jungkook was about to say but he stopped, these two light brown eyes with a little different size of eyelids were beautiful, this was the first time he noticed that the COO had two different eye lids and these were so beautiful... no not beautiful but okay but they are not bad so he skipped the eyes.
"Your nos.. " But the nose are cute" Your ski.. " But the skin was so beautiful, and the street lights falling directly on his beautiful skin giving its a golden shine, and that mesmerizing.
"Your lips" Lips, those pink, plump lips, how could he say these are not beautiful "they are so kissa... "
"Tae, if you are done talking let's go, it's getting late" Jimin voice snapped Kook out of his thoughts.
"what the fuck was I thinking" Jungkook said shaking his head a little.
"Yeh sure... " Taehyung says glaring towards Jungkook and leaving, he moved towards his best friend, held his hand, said bye to Yoongi hyung and hopped in Jimin car to leave not before again giving a hard glare towards the CEO.
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