Today I don't even want to write in this book I just want to call kye over here to hold me and help me through my problems right now , but ok I'm not going to go too ! Fast but when Ryan and I decided on going on out for some fast food for our little get to know you better thing , but ryan takes everything the wrong way like completely like when the sever said "hi  my name is kelli " which was my name too ! But when she said what would your girlfriend want and I spasticly told him that I'm not his girlfriend but I went along and went with the flow and he was mad at me and he didn't even say a word to me when we got to the house I decied to take everything smoothly as possible . So got into the house joined kye and ryan on the touch and drink or something  and that's why I wasn't sure that why I should date ryan 😡