You forgave me for what had happened.

I had asked for your forgiveness - had apologized - on Facebook, and even if I knew that that was a lousy way of saying sorry, I'm glad you decided to forgive me.

And to answer your reply back then, yes, I promise I won't repeat that anymore.

I promise that to you, Parker. I won't be the first to leave the other; that's all up to you. If one day, you would want to get away from me and never talk to me again, then it's fine. As of now, I am too afraid to question your judgement.

But don't think I'll be going without at least putting on a fight. What, you think I'd just respond with a single "Okay" and exit your life forever?

Bear, you're an idiot if you thought of that.

And even if you did, you're a lovable, huggable, funny idiot who I think is perfectly idiotic just the way he is.

I won't leave you for Aki again, or for any other guy, for that matter. I promise.