There was silence for almost 5 to 10 minutes, so Shashi thought to break the silence and he texted me, "Are you upset because of the proposal?" to which I replied, "NO it's not that, it's just I don't know what to say."

Reading my words he got scared that he will lose our friendship so he said texting like "Hey it's ok you don't have to say yes we can stay as a good friends but I don't want to lose our friendship."

 So I told him to calm down and relax you won't lose our friendship I understand your feelings. That day we spoke little but later on next day we started talking as usual I teased him about the proposal and I don't know why I did that but I enjoyed doing it. Also, one day he asked me to help him choose his outfit for the function and I told him what type/style he should try. 

After this discussion we started talking even more so once I asked him  "Maybe we should talk on call" to which he said "Yess."

Then we decided a day and as usual as I am an always late kind of person I called him half an hour later than the time we have decided and to my luck he was there so I texted him to call me. Then he called me and I received it and for few seconds there was a complete silence between us.

Then a voice came "Hello." It was his voice to which I answered, "Hey hello." and we started talking, but then he started saying that they're some issue in my voice so I got confused what was he talking about!?. "Was there any network issue or any other issue with my phone!!" I thought to myself.

But then the call got disconnected, but he called again, this time there was no issue and we talked and I don't know why but I loved talk to him since I'm an introvert person I don't enjoy talking much with people. The call lasted for 1 hour and then we hanged the call. But that time I realized that I have some feelings for Shashi, so it was this beautiful night around 8:45 on 17 February when I texted him and said that I'm ready to give this relation a try.

And that's how our love journey started but It's not over yet cause we were in the long distance relation and there were many problems which were going to happen which we realized later.