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Rui's POV-

Class passed by normally, just teachers telling us our schedule or some shit... but I did befriend someone, I sit behind him in class, Tenma Tsukasa, and he's adorable~

Tsukasa's POV-

I am now friends with someone! Kamishiro Rui, you know... the one guy who is DROP DEAD GORGEOUS! I wonder why people view him as a weirdo. He almost made me faint! He's smart too, with the machines he makes. What will this do to my reputation?

(Lunch Time)

Rui's POV-

My usual spot is in the rooftop, I like it here, but I can't hang out here much since couples hang out here after school... and even the couples don't like me! :<

I was doing some touches on my drone (yk the cat one that I do almost everything w it) until the door swung open to strawberry blonde hair, it was Tenma!

"Hey there, Kamishiro!"

"Oya~ hello, Tenma!"

"What'cha doing?" He sat beside me,

"Nothing, just doing a little bit of adjustments to this drone. His name is Robert, say hi Tenma!"

"Hi Robert~!" He waves, "What tweaks are you doing?" He asks, sitting on the fake grass beside me,

"Mostly just advancing its mobility, the propeller keeps stopping, so I'm fixing that to be able to use it for longer— sorry for going on a ramble..."

"Oh, no, it's fine! I'm quite interested, actually. Since, you know, you fly Robert everywhere."

"The name was a joke, Tenma... it doesn't have a name..." I chuckle as his face slightly heats up from embarrassment,

"..Ah. sorry..." His cheeks flushed a light red,

"Fufu, it's fine. I mean, I don't have a name for it... would you like to name the drone?"

"Really? Um... I don't know..."

"It's okay. Machine naming takes time."

"It sure does..." He chuckled,

"Your laugh is pretty... Has anyone ever told you that?"

"Um, no, compliments aren't always common.. People usually say how great care I take of my skin and personal hygiene.. But, of course, i need to take care of myself, for I'll be a star!" He stroked a little pose that I found pretty cute,

"Your skin is clear and soft, though. I think that's important since most people care about appearance." I say, caressing his cheek, feeling his soft skin on my fingers,

"I kind of wish people didn't..." He mumbled,

"Why's that? It's not like I don't agree with you, but I want to hear your point of view." I put my drone aside to listen,

Tenma went on a tangent explaining how attractive people tend to be the worst people they've ever met while a person described as ugly is one of the kindest people, and how his ex-girlfriend was with him only for looks and popularity... 'I guess he's straight, I have no shot'.

I shared my point of view, how people viewed me as a 'handsome weirdo', and how no one would interact with me but stare.

Tsukasa's POV-

Talking with Kamishiro rather than my other friends was the best decision I made in a while. He understood my point of view, and he listened to me. He's a friend that I want to keep by my side forever...

Lunch ended, and we talked in the hallways about our dreams,

"You mentioned that you wanted to be a star. What type of star exactly? A porn star? You certainly have the body type for one~" That joke wasn't funny...

"Ha, ha. Hilarious, mister jokester... and no, I want to be a theatre star!"

"Oya? I'd love to be a director one day."

"Really?! We should make a troupe!"

"Fufu, we should!"

"Uh... I think Phoenix Wonderland is hiring, too!"

"Going big, huh?"

"Where else is a good place to journey to stardom?!"

"Fair."

Entering our class, we were met with glances and whispered one again.

'Why is Tsukasa with Kamishiro?'

'Are they official?' (if only)

'I think Tenma will become a weirdo just like Kamishiro, yk?'

I felt embarrassed about the fact that I am now the center of 'gossiping', but Kamishiro is by far better than any friend I've had... B-but Saki is my #1, and Toya is a good friend!!

"Alright, students. Settle down.." the teacher shouts.. she's our math teacher, and there's always some person she has to gag HARD when misbehaving, and it's e n t e r t a n i n g.

The commotion in the classroom settles to quiet, and she begins with her teachings.
During it, I was passed a note by Kamishiro.

'Hi Tenma!!!'
'Kamishiro!! We're in the middle of class!!!'
'She won't gag us unless we're caught yk?'
'Do you FUCKING know how bad she can make guilt eat you?'
'Fair... I js wanna say I like how your hair looks :3 it looks like it could be a pillow :0'
'...you could've told me that... IN LUNCH'
'Fine fine...'

"Uh, Tenma, Kamishiro?!" Our heads shot up at the teachers direction "Why do you think it's fine to simply... pass notes in my class? You know you're going to have to know this for midterms?!" I look away in shame."The fact that you think it's lunch time makes you both look DELUSIONAL!" I hold back tears. "Focus!" We both nod, and she goes back to her lesson. I keep my head down, and I can feel Kamishiro's apologetic look behind me. It isn't his fault, but I don't like being told on, let alone being yelled at..

Rui's POV-

I thought the teacher wouldn't notice us since we're in the very back, so I decided to pass notes since class got very boring. But we got caught, and the teacher yelled at us while insulting us, calling us delusional. I can feel that Tenma was letting guilt, shame, and embarrassment eat him up.. it's all my fault too.... does he not want to be friends anymore...?

In the middle of class, Tenma raised his hand to go to the bathroom, and he did, but... his voice seemed like he was close to tears.. I fucked up that bad? God, why didn't I just commit suicide?! It's middle school all over again...

At the end of class, Tenma hasn't returned, so I went to Scout for him in the bathroom. There are 2 other classes after Maths, but the worrying feeling won't leave me, even worse, the bathroom is quite far...

I finally reached the bathroom, calling out for Tenma.
"Tenma? Are you here?"

"Kamishiro..?" I hear him say in a faint voice,

"Is everything okay? Look, I deeply apologize for getting us in trouble... I... I shouldn't have passed notes.." I say praying for forgiveness,

The door opens to Tenma with slightly swollen eyes from the crying. Out of instinct, I hug him not tightly but tight enough to 'telepathically' say 'please don't leave me'. I instantly pulled away and apologized

"Sorry... I do that when I do something wrong, and... you know.. I want to be forgiven.."

"It's fine, I guess.. I was at fault, too."

"No way you didn't have to take the blame! It's all me! I started it!"

"But I responded means I'm involved!"

"Tenma, listen!" I put my hands on his shoulders, "You are not the one to blame, and I am very, very sorry for being such a dumbass..."

Tenma went quiet and avoided eye contact.

"Tenma, please..."

"I forgive you... I've always forgiven you... I just... I am just so used to blaming myself for everything (relatable LMAO)... I want people to view myself as perfect! But... I can't in cases.." Tears swell up in his eyes, I open my arms for him to cry in my chest, and so he did, wrapping his arms around my neck while he sobs into my shoulder.

"We need to get to class, you know? Can't leave the teacher waiting."

"I wish I didn't.. your embrace is warm.. I love it!" Butterflies welled up in my stomach,

"We can hug for a little longer during lunch, which is in... 30 minutes!"

He whines

"Tenmaa.."

"Fine." He let's go of the embrace with a pout.

"Cmon, now, let's wash your face." I place my hand on his shoulder, and he walks towards the sink to wash his face with water. I gave him tissue, and he dries himself with it, then we walk to class.

Upon entering class, the teacher looked at us, and he said, "Where have you two been?"

I answered truthfully, saying, "Tenma went to the bathroom and didn't come back, so I was going to take him back to class."

Tsukasa's POV-

Rui and I solved our predicament, and when we went to class, our teacher asked us about our whereabouts, Rui said that I went to the bathroom and never came back, so he was picking me up.

Now, we're in the middle of our Japanese class, trying to focus. The verb we're learning is difficult as it has many exceptions depending on the situation, but hey, if I can learn around 44 000 characters in the Japanese alphabet (At least I think there are that many), I can conquer this verb!!

After class is English and he's nice, he doesn't find note passing annoying. So, I decided to pass notes to Rui!

'Hii'

'Hi :3'

'I don't know what we're learning about :('

'Idk we're reading some text about a guy who had some magical bear fur suit thing and did good with it'

'So... comprehension?'

'I guess???'

'Er.. okay :P'

The next thing we know, the bell rings and it's time for Lunch.

"Want to go to the roof now?" I ask Tenma, but before he could reply, one of his friends walked to him and was talking to him, occasionally giving me dirty glances, but... Tenma looks uncomfortable...

"Hey, uh... Tenma, wanna go now? Or..."

"Yeah, sure! Excuse me..." We pass by the boy and we walked side-by-side to the rooftop. When we reached there, I had realized that I left my drone there so I went to get it.

"you forgot your drone here?"

"Yep, gladly it isn't damaged in any sort of way."

"Mm.." He lays his head on my shoulder, "Could we... possibly... use our first names instead of last? Since we're friends."

"Oya? Sure, Tsukasa."

"Thanks, Rui."

"Anytime!" I lay my head on his. Savoring the warmth of the contact we have (Tf am I saying :sob: I'm getting writers block but I wanna finish LMAO).

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1648 words excluding this :P

This part is SHIT bro... Ima rewrite if I can maybe :P

after so damn long I finished the 2nd chapter yayayayayayayay :3 do I make a sort of schedule or smth?? like, I upload new chapters every Friday or Thursday or smth like that?? (tho if I do that, the schedule will disappear in thin air when school starts which is in September:( )

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