Ah shit I just realized I didn't let u guys know how I pronounce my name kdnskdjsk

It's "Car-uh"/"Car-ah" cuz "Care-uh" just sounds wrong to me 🗿

And I have a super deep voice like if you don't see my face while I talk then you'd think I'm a guy. My uncle calls me trans which is annoying and isn't a funny joke

But anyways, I think there might be only 2-4 sets of updates left in this book and idk how to feel about it 😞

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notyoongimin:
Seok

notyoongimin:
Can I talk to u about something?

notyoongimin:
It's actually a very big deal on my part and I'm nervous to bring it up 😓

hopeonthesidewalk:
Sure bub

hopeonthesidewalk:
What did u wanna talk about?

notyoongimin:
Um

notyoongimin:
Well I'm mostly doing this for Yoonie cuz the little fucker's too scared to do it himself

notyoongimin:
And I don't exactly want Agust to do it cuz that fucker's gonna be a bitch about it

hopeonthesidewalk:
I'm kinda scared of whatever's coming—

notyoongimin:
Nooo

notyoongimin:
It's nothing scary

notyoongimin:
It's a question and I just need to know if it's fine with u or not

hopeonthesidewalk:
Oh...

hopeonthesidewalk:
Okay then go ahead

notyoongimin:
Gaaahh

notyoongimin:
Fuck it I'll just say it

notyoongimin:
Yoonie wants his Hobihobi to be his daddy

hopeonthesidewalk:
Wait but I'm his Hobihobi 😳

notyoongimin:
No shit

notyoongimin:
He wants u to be his daddy

hopeonthesidewalk:
As in his caretaker?

hopeonthesidewalk:
Y me?

hopeonthesidewalk:
I mean I'm flattered but I'm horrible with taking care of kids

hopeonthesidewalk:
I can't even take care of myself

hopeonthesidewalk:
I still eat cereal for dinner when I'm lazy 😰

notyoongimin:
Well now I'm slightly concerned for u 🗿

notyoongimin:
But Yoonie loves u

notyoongimin:
He writes about u all the time in our journal

hopeonthesidewalk:
Doesn't he also love Kook?

notyoongimin:
Yeah but he only sees his Oogie as his best friend

notyoongimin:
Yoonie has his own mind so idk y exactly he picked u but I'm assuming it's because u alrdy treat him with care and kindness

notyoongimin:
I mean that's the same way I fell for u

hopeonthesidewalk:
What?

notyoongimin:
Nothing 🗿🗿😳🗿

hopeonthesidewalk:
🧐

notyoongimin:
ANYWAYS 🤥

notyoongimin:
I've discussed it with Agust and he surprisingly didn't oppose at all

notyoongimin:
I was honestly surprised cuz I thought he hated u 💀

hopeonthesidewalk:
Nah we best pals wym

notyoongimin:

notyoongimin:
When the fuck did that happen?

hopeonthesidewalk:
Last weeksodjskdj

hopeonthesidewalk:
He seems to show up a lot more these days from positive triggers

hopeonthesidewalk:
He's chill so we broskies now

notyoongimin:
Well that's a first for him...

notyoongimin:
Back to the Yoonie thing 💀

notyoongimin:
U don't have to accept it if u really don't want to

notyoongimin:
I get that littles are a lot of responsibility and I wouldn't wanna put that pressure on u

notyoongimin:
U need a lot of patience with taking care of child alters

notyoongimin:
But personally I think ur fit for it

notyoongimin:
Even though u always say ur not capable of taking care of anyone

notyoongimin:
U've been taking care of me Yoonie and Agust without a problem these past months

notyoongimin:
I don't even think u realize it

hopeonthesidewalk:
...

hopeonthesidewalk:
I guess I have been taking care of u guys huh

hopeonthesidewalk:
U know what

hopeonthesidewalk:
I love Yoonie

hopeonthesidewalk:
I'm alrdy protective of him anyways and I'm more than sure that's not changing anytime soon

notyoongimin:
So r u saying...

hopeonthesidewalk:
Yeah I'll be Yoonie's caretaker :)

notyoongimin:
Kazbskdbks

notyoongimin:
Alsjskxjsk

hopeonthesidewalk:
Yoongi? 💀

notyoongimin:

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SOTC:

7/24/20

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