Dedicated to myg-jjk because I promised to write a fanfic for this very wonderful person.

Why do I have a miserable life?

Jimin thought as he hid behind a tree.

He's sick of it.

He's really really sick of it.

Yes, he had good friends. He wouldn't know what to do if he had not met them. Taehyung and Jungkook were very important to him.

But sometimes, it could just get too much.

Too freakin much.

He's not weak. He's not hopeless.

And more importantly, he's not desperate in love.

He's so done with their teasing and mocking. He's gonna prove that he was capable of standing up for himself and that he was brave.

He's gonna prove that he could do it.

Jimin swallowed nervously when he saw Yoongi coming. Aish, now he just felt like backing out.

But then, Taehyung and Jungkook's words came rushing into his mind.

"Psh, you'll never be able to confess to Yoongi-hyung. You're too weak for that, Jiminie," Taehyung said with a laugh.

"You'll just settle forever in looking at him from afar, hyung," Jungkook added.

Upon remembering that conversation, Jimin gained a new set of courage.

He's not gonna let fear overcome him right now.

Yoongi was now about to pass by the tree he was hiding from. Jimin closed his eyes shut as fear crawled through his nerves.

He didn't even know I exist.

I'm too ugly compared to the other students who have crush on him.

What if he already have a boyfriend or girlfriend?

All these worries filled Jimin's mind, but it did not stop him.

He's gonna do this.

Fuck everything else.

And so, as Yoongi was already about two meters from the tree, Jimin popped out from his hiding place and stood in front of him.

Yoongi, who was looking on the ground with his headphones placed securely on his head, stopped on his tracks.

Jimin swallowed hard as the other boy slowly raised his head.

Their eyes met and Jimin felt like he was about to faint. Yoongi's eyebrows furrowed in slight confusion but his face remained uninterested.

Shit shit shit shit shit shit...

With shaking hands, Jimin bowed 90 degrees and introduced himself.

"H-hello! I'm...I'm P-Park Jimin from Class 2-A. I...I like you, hyung! Please go out with me!"

The whole time Jimin was speaking, his eyes were closed and his heart was beating loudly.

There was no response.

He waited a bit more, eyes still closed, ready for the rejection.

Still, no response.

Finally, Jimin decided to open his eyes to see if Yoongi was still even there. He doubted that he still was.

However, when he opened one eye to peek, he saw that indeed, Min Yoongi, the school heartthrob but certified loner and preferred not to be attacked by his drooling fans, was still there.

Jimin gulped. His face was heating up the whole time and he probably looked like shit right now with the redness of his face.

Yoongi's face was expressionless but his eyes were staring straight at Jimin, as if contemplating him.

"Umm...uh, you don't have to answer immediately. I'll wait f-for y-your-"

"Sure."

Jimin blinked.

Yoongi had just said 'sure' with all that deep sexy voice and cold expression that never failed to turn Jimin on.

"Uh...what do you mean by...?"

Yoongi sighed heavily. "I just said yes, Jimin. Yes, I'll be your boyfriend. Is that clear enough now?"

Jimin's jaw went hanging.

Actually he only asked Yoongi to go out with him and maybe have a date and give him a chance and all that shit.

But did he just said...boyfriend?

Oh wow, it's not like Jimin would be choosy. After all, this was what he really wanted in the first place.

"Jimin, did you even hear me?" Yoongi asked.

Jimin snapped out of his reverie and closed his mouth that was previously hanging open. He blinked many times and struggled to speak.

Shit, Yoongi-hyung probably thinks that I'm mental now.

"I...uh...yes, I heard you," Jimin replied.

It was a very lame reply.

Yoongi just shrugged and walked towards him. He was actually a bit taller than Jimin, he boy realized. He had never been this close to Yoongi and so, from afar he had always thought that they had the same height.

Yoongi was now only a feet away from Jimin.

Jimin struggled to look at Yoongi, especially that the other boy was more handsome up this close. Because of this, he just settled on looking at something over Yoongi's shoulder.

Yoongi tilted his head as he gazed at Jimin.

Jimin's heart fluttered, feeling the intense stare from his hyung. Jimin was about to speak when all of a sudden, Yoongi leaned forward and kissed him on the lips.

Kissed him on the lips.

It was just a soft peck, but it was enough to make Jimin's knees weak.

After teasingly biting Jimin's lower lip, he stepped back and stared at Jimin's red face again.

"...what was that...?" Jimin whispered to himself, blankly staring at nothing in particular.

He still couldn't believe that Yoongi, his ultimate crush for two years now, kissed him.

Yoongi laughed, apparently hearing him. "I don't know. Isn't it what boyfriends do?"

Upon realizing that he's been dumbly staring, Jimin blinked and lowered his head in shame.

"I...well..." he struggled to explain, feeling his face and his entire body heat up.

Yoongi laughed again, placed his hands on Jimin's hips and pulled him closer.

"You're so cute," Yoongi said, kissing Jimin's cheek then buried his face on Jimin neck.

Jimin felt like his face would split up from the huge smile that's fighting its way to his face. He wrapped his hands around Yoongi's shoulder and breathed in the other boy's scent.

"When will be our first date?" Yoongi whispered, nuzzling Jimin's neck.

"Hmm?"

"Our first date," Yoongi cleared, now facing Jimin properly.

Now bombarded with Yoongi's face just inches away from him, Jimin ended up staring at the other boy's shoulder as he was incapable of looking at him straight in the eye.

He heard Yoongi's deep but pleasant laugh again. "Can you at least look at me in the eye? You were the one who confessed to me after all."

Jimin summoned his courage and looked at Yoongi in the eye, only to look away a second after. Yoongi laughed again.

Yoongi's hands that were on his hips left and now wrapped his arms around Jimin's hips.

"Our first date. When are you free?" Yoongi asked.

"Mhmm...tomorrow is Saturday and there's no classes so..."

"Alright, tomorrow then."

•|•|•|•|~YM~|•|•|•|•

The two agreed to meet at an amusement park nearby. Jimin was very excited and made sure to look as good as possible.

He wore a simple gray v-neck shirt and blue jeans. It had also taken him about thirty minutes to style his hair in front of the mirror. And for the first time in his entire life, he asked Taehyung's help to put an eyeliner on his eyes.

"Wow, he really said yes! My not-so-brave Jiminie finally have a boyfriend!" Taehyung exclaimed as he watched Jimin finish his hair.

"It was too fast, actually. He immediately said yes. I never expected him to say that. I bet he didn't even know that I existed in this world until that day. I've been wondering what made him say yes so quickly," Jimin said.

Taehyung just shrugged. "He probably thinks that you're so cute or something."

"Psh, cute?"

"Well, you do look like a cute puppy," Taehyung said.

Jimin scowled at him through the mirror. "Is that even a compliment?"

"It is. Anyway, don't effort so much on being sexy, you should still maintain your cuteness. I bet he likes that. Plus, you'll be going to the amusement park, not a club," Taehyung remarked as he contemplated Jimin's look.

"But Tae, I need him to realize that he made a right choice in saying yes! What if he changes his mind?" Jimin defended.

Because really, he needed to look good for Yoongi if he really wanted to keep him.

Taehyung shrugged. "If he really loves you, then he would accept you even without the hair style and make up, Jiminie."

"Well, I did confess to him without any of those..."

"Exactly! You yourself told me that he acted sweet and even smiled. If there's one thing that the whole campus knows, it's that Min Yoongi doesn't smile. He must really be interested in you if he had a sudden change of attitude."

Jimin went silent for awhile as he thought back on what happened.

It was all so sudden. Jimin was expecting for Yoongi to say no or to reject him or to just leave without recognizing his presence. But no, he said yes.

Sometimes a thought would come to Jimin's mind that...what if Yoongi was just making fun of him...

Yoongi was a recluse and did not really have much friends except for the campus genius Namjoon and his boyfriend, Seokjin who was a super model.

Nobody really knew Yoongi's personality except that he was cold to almost everybody. Jimin refused to believe that he was as heartless as to play a prank on him.

He just hoped he's right.

"Stop daydreaming!" Taehyung scolded at him, smacking his head. "We need to finish this fast, Jiminie. I still have a date with my Kookie."

•|•|•|•|~YM~|•|•|•|•

Jimin ran as fast as he could once he stepped out of the bus. He was already five minutes late.

Shit, this will create a bad first impression.

When Jimin arrived at the spot they agreed to meet at, he saw Yoongi sitting in a bench and talking to a little girl who was holding a balloon.

Jimin chuckled.

Yoongi looked a bit annoyed but it was obvious that he was trying to stretch his patience at the talkative child. Jimin smiled as he watched Yoongi flash a genuine gummy smile at the child.

After a few seconds of staring, Jimin finally walked towards them and announced his presence.

"Hyung..." he said shyly as he sat beside Yoongi. "Sorry I was late. How long have you been waiting?"

Yoongi turned to him, stared for awhile which made Jimin nervous and fidgety, then finally smiled. "Hi. Umm...I just arrived a moment ago, no need to worry."

However, the child that Yoongi was talking to begged to differ.

"You are lying, oppa!" the child said, pointing an accusing finger at Yoongi. "You've been waiting here like forever. Mom and I arrived about thirty minutes ago and you were already here! I know because I'm very smart!"

Yoongi arrived thirty minutes early? Or maybe even earlier than that?

Jimin blinked at Yoongi in shock.

The pale boy flushed a bit and scowled. "T-that's not true."

The child opened her mouth to appeal once more but Yoongi beat her to it. "Go buy yourself an ice cream, then find your mom. Why are you even here?"

The child smiled happily and accepted the money Yoongi gave to her small hands. She hopped away towards the ice cream store.

"Hyung...you arrived-"

"What's with that eyeliner?" Yoongi interrupted Jimin.

The younger felt his face heat up. "It's uh...my friend suggested it. That's all."

"Hmm...really? But you look really good today. Could it be that you're trying to impress me?" Yoongi said with a smirk.

Jimin's face was now redder than a tomato. "O-of course not! I-..."

Yoongi just laughed and kissed him on the cheek.

Kissed him on the cheek.

And just how happy Jimin was.

Yoongi looked around, then finaly settling his eyes on the roller coaster ride, he grabbed Jimin's hand.

"Let's ride that first," he said with a smile that was only seldom seen on his face.

Jimin felt his heart begin to beat wildly. There went Yoongi's smile again that never failed to do weird things inside Jimin's stomach. His hyung had always been cold to everybody and mostly wore a scowl or a glare. Seeing this part of Yoongi made him feel really special.

•|•|•|•|~YM~|•|•|•|•

It was all exhilarating.

For some reason, Yoongi's usual savage and bored demeanor all but faded away. This was all laughing and smiling type of Yoongi.

No problem though, Jimin loved both.

After riding almost everything, including the children's carousel, they went to buy cotton candy and sat on the same bench where they arranged to meet up.

Jimin glanced sideways at his boyfriend. Yoongi was wearing a black sweater and jeans, paired with a beanie that has 'zzzz' on it.

His hyung looked so sexy and handsome that Jimin was having this urge to cuddle, but there were more important matters at hand that he must clear up first.

"Umm...hyung?" he spoke up hesitantly.

"Hmm?" Yoongi said as he wrapped his arm around Jimin's shoulder and moved closer to the younger.

"I...uh...I was just wondering...why you said yes. I-I mean, uh, you don't even know me and yet you immediately agreed to be my b-boyfriend. You're not...playing on me, are you?"

There was silence for a long while until he heard Yoongi heave a deep sigh.

"Umm...hyung?"

Yoongi looked at him in the eyes. "You don't really remember, do you? I bet you even barely cared," he said, followed by another sigh.

"W-what do you mean, hyung?"

Yoongi turned away from Jimin and gazed at the children playing a bit far away.

"Years ago, Chim Chim, when we were still both in elementary, I actually had a crush on you."

Jimin blinked a million times.

Wait what?

"But hyung...I don't remember..."

Yoongi laughed bitterly. "Exactly. You don't remember a shit. Jimin, it's not me who didn't know you existed, it's the other way around."

Jimin's eyebrows furrowed. He was very confused now.

"I used to have this really weird bangs that made me look like a monster. I had always been aloof, and nobody really cared about me that time. It was only when Seokjin styled my hair and ransacked my wardrobe when I came to high school that people started noticing me and then I became famous," Yoongi explained, scowling at the word 'famous'.

"As I was saying, when we were in elementary, I had this huge silly crush on you. I never really gave a shit, and I never had any romantic feelings for anyone, but then you came. You were all cute and bright smiles. You are two years younger than me, as you know. I was in my last year in elementary when I first met you. You tripped in front of me, being such a clumsy kid. I planned to just pass by you but then you were about to cry so I ended up helping you anyway. You got so happy about it and flashed me one of those famous eyesmile of yours. I hated your annoying voice at first, but then things went shit and I just realized that I'm already crushing over you."

Jimin was silent.

"I don't remember-..."

Yoongi sighed again. "I know that you don't remember Chim Chim. You had this huge admiration on that kid named Jungkook that you barely cared about other people making an effort to pass by in front of you."

"Hey! I-it's just a silly little crush. I've been over that a long time ago. I realized that I just like him as my little brother. I'm very happy for him and Tae now-"

"I know Chim Chim, I know. Don't worry about that. Anyway, I confessed to you back then but-"

"You what?!" Jimin exclaimed. He couldn't believe what Yoongi was saying now.

"It was Namjoon's fault, really. Ugh, he was the one who forced me to do that. He nonstop told me that I should do it since we were about to graduate anyway. He even secretly tipped my juice with a bit of liquor just for me to earn some more courage. But then, when I really did confess, you got so flustered that you kept your head lowered. You did not even try to look at my face, you just kept on staring at your feet as if it's the most interesting thing in the world. In the end, you ran away. That really hurt," Yoongi said, faking a pained expression, probably to make Jimin feel more guilty.

Jimin pouted. "But..."

"You don't remember anything do you?"

Jimin shook his head sadly. Actually, there were quite a number of people who confessed their undying love for him back when he was in elementary. And yes, he had a crush on Jungkook before. But in all honesty, he couldn't remember whatever Yoongi was saying. He did have a bit of blurred memory on an emo-looking boy who...

"It's fine, Jiminie. I know that you don't really remember. Even my classmates before don't remember me. If I did not change my look when I came to high school, nobody would find out how handsome I was," Yoongi joked.

But it should not really be a joke. For Jimin, Yoongi's handsomeness was far from joke.

"I'm sorry, though..." Jimin said, unable to look at Yoongi.

Yoongi just laughed. "You don't have to be, babe."

There was silent for awhile, most of which consisted of Jimin fretting inside his mind that Yoongi had called him 'babe'.

There was a laugh again, still from Yoongi. "Just imagine what I felt when I found out that my crush transferred to my school when he already got to high school. Just imagine how I reacted the first time I saw you again, all grown up and looking like an epitome of both hotness and cuteness. Just imagine what I thought when you confessed to me," Yoongi said, now facing Jimin and looking straight at his eyes.

Yoongi continued speaking, "I loved you first, pabo. So don't you dare confess to me and act like you're so miserable because I've waited longer."

Jimin's jaw fell.

In easier terms, he was in deep deep shock.

Yoongi just smiled cheekily and kissed Jimin on the lips.

This time, he had kissed him properly, with tongue and sucking and biting.

Yep, Jimin's so damn lucky.

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I'm so sorry if it's so long~~ I dunno what happened...

I do love sweet Yoongi, though.

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