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"You're a virgin?" Though it was a question, it came out more like a statement. Jimin coughed a little and nodded.

"What am I gonna do with you?" He rhetorically asked aloud.

"Actually.... This may be fun."

"W- What?!"
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"Wait wait wait no. What do you mean 'this may be fun'?" Jimin was visibly concerned by Yoongi's word choice.
"I simply mean that this will be fun."
"But why specifically after what you said?" While Jimin had a mini panic, Yoongi on the other hand, found his reaction quite funny.
"Don't worry about it," the older brushed it off.
"Well now I am gonna worry about it. You can't just say something like that and expect them not to freak out just cause you said 'don't worry about it'. That makes me worry even more. How will it be fun?" Jimin continued to ramble on and on about it but eventually stopped to catch his breath.

"Done yet?" Yoongi raised his eyebrows, unamused.
"....Yes."
"Good. So you really have no idea what you might prefer?" He placed the pen down and slumped back in his chair. The blonde shook his head after a moment. He never really thought of sex. Of course he knew about it and he relieved himself when he had a problem, but he wasn't horny 24/7 like some people *cough* Tae *cough*.

"Have you ever had a sexual fantasy?" Yoongi didn't think twice about asking. Things like that never managed phased him due to the fact that it was constant brought up at work. Hell, that's what his work revolves around. Jimin, however, turned a bright pink. "This will help me understand what you think you might like or what you'll like to try."

"Oh. Umm, I don't really know," he stared at the glossed table in front of him as he answered. That's a lot of help, Yoongi thought to himself. I knew that this was going to be difficult, but I didn't think he was absolutely clueless.

"Let's start here then. What's your overall understanding of how this all works? What do you expect to come from this? What will you allow?" This was most definitely a turn in events. Even from just the half a day that he has spent in the care of Min Yoongi, he has been showed more respect than he ever had with Jackson.

Why had he even agreed? He knows he shouldn't have. Making an in the heat of the moment decision like that, for whatever reason is a bad idea. Who knows the kind of mess this will cause. Will he regret it later on? How is he sure that the man sitting near him has no bad intentions? I mean, they're literally discussing the definition he was taught of 'bad intentions'. True to the things he had told him, the CEO has not once laid hands on him in a way he that he felt even the slightest bit uncomfortable. If anything he felt safer. He made sure needs were met and went above and beyond while doing so. It made sense to him. Was this a test of sorts? What if he messes up along the way; will he get punished? Will he end up showing his true colors later and hurting him? Is it too late to go back to Jackson?

Eyes unfocused and blankly staring at nothing in particular, the model was spaced out and wrapped up in his own world. That world not being one he likes to visit.

Once the elder spoke, Jimin's eyes were slowly drawn to him as he snapped out of his train of thought. To Jimin, it was almost as if the thoughts were never there. Or rather always there in the form of his subconscious. Either way, his focus shifted to Yoongi.

"Okay. How about we do this? I'll list common interests and you can tell me if you find them intriguing. If I happen to say one that makes you uncomfortable or is something you won't consider trying, then say something so I know to avoid that. That way I will have a list of things you're willing to try and things you aren't." Yoongi makes a mental list of kinks and turn ons that are popular and well known by most people.

"Okay." Truth be told, Jimin was more excited than he would admit. Perhaps 'excited' may not be the correct word, but rather timidly thrilled in a way. He knew very very little of the BDSM community and what he did know, he found to be daunting to say the least. This type of lifestyle is viewed in many lights, and Jimin thought it to be intimidating. The idea of willingly giving up his body and any sense of self to another to use as they see fit was a scary thing to think about. Nonetheless, the notion was interesting.

Though this was not what usually went about, Yoongi tried to make it as simple and unproblematic as possible for Jimin. All of the other contract signings that he's either overseen or heard about went smoothly because both parties had prior knowledge or experience. Quite obviously, that could not be said about the wide eyed, red cheeked model next to him.

"How do you feel about," he paused, trying to think of a more vanilla-type things, "uhhhhhh, choking?"

"Wh- What? I-" he spluttered. "I- Why- I don't think- Um.... Why would people wanna get choked to death during sex?!" The look on the model's face, mouth agape and eyes the size of saucers, could only be described as sheer bewilderment.

A brief moment of silence passed over them before Yoongi lost it. He was doubled over in his chair, nearly falling out. Genuine laughter. He was gasping for breath as he sat upright and saw Jimin gawking at him incredulously, clearly not understanding what he said wrong. The CEO fell into another fit of laughter before the blonde awkwardly joined.

He wiped away the tears that gathered in his eyes before responding,
"Sorry, sorry. I, wow, didn't expect that. They don't get choked to death, Jimin. It's pleasurable for them and it's more common than you'd probably think."

Pleasurable? How? Jimin drew his eyebrows together, attempting to grasp at the fact that people get off on not being able to breathe. Such a strange and foreign concept.
"But why?" If he remembers correctly, he could vaguely recall Taehyung bringing up that topic. But then again, he usually doesn't listen to his sex talks. He folded his arms across his chest.

"They like the feeling, I guess. I don't know how to describe it. Trust me, the intent isn't to strangle them to death."

Unconsciously, Jimin's right hand inched towards the bottom of his neck. His palm rested atop his collar bones as he thought of the sensation. Would it hurt? Would it feel good? He wet his lips impulsively.

"I could show you if you want," Yoongi offered in a low, suggestive tone. He became keenly aware of how Jimin's hand moved up little by little, his short fingers on either side of his neck. The ravenette's head was tilted back ever so slightly, observing the younger's movements through partially lidded eyes.

He opened his mouth as if to respond verbally but all of the words on his tongue disappeared. Instead, he settled for nodding his head in confirmation. Their gaze never broke as Yoongi stood up and leisurely walked towards Jimin.

Ends of his bangs falling into his view as he did so, the model shakily pushed off the armrests. Without touching him, Yoongi guided him three steps backwards, until his back was pressed against the cold plaster wall.

Time nearly stopped for the Jimin as Yoongi's face became closer and closer to his own. They were breathing the same air, lips a hair away from touching. In substitute of placing his hands on Jimin's waist, he placed them on either side of him, caging his body.

The blonde's heart was beating so loudly that he was nearly positive the other could hear it if he came any closer. Breath harsher and quicker, he waited in anticipation for Yoongi to do something. Anything.

Icy. Hardened. Focused. Glinted with danger. All could be used to describe the deep brown, nearly black, irises staring right into his own.

"Do I have your permission?"

It took a second in his mind to fully take in the question before Jimin bobbed his head up and down in short motions.

"Words, Jimin. Yes or no. I'm asking for verbal consent."

"Y-Yes."

One of Yoongi's hands ghosted over his waist and the other wrapped securely around his throat. Applying little to no pressure at first, then pushing harder as Jimin allowed his head to loll gently to the side.

Slack jawed, quiet huffs escape his plumped lips as the older hums in response to his facial expression. The mild air restriction and intimate proximity caused a spike of arousal in the base of his abdomen and a mellow lightheaded feeling.

Jimin placed one hand on the man's shoulder and loosely grasped the wrist near his throat with the other. Not signaling him to stop, just for the sake of having somewhere to put his hand.

The force on his windpipes wasn't severe, but just enough to constrain his air flow. It didn't hurt like he thought it would. It felt good. So good. Something about it that he could put his finger on. It was enjoyable. Pleasurable.

"What do you think of it now? Do you like it?" Yoongi asked in a near whisper. Save for the pulses of blood rushing in his ears, the CEO's voice, octaves lower than usual, was crystal clear. It created a sensation he's never felt before, deep within his stomach. Jimin could feel the chill of the wall through the sweatshirt as he squirmed against it.

When he wasn't met with an answer, Yoongi caressed his side with his free hand and leaned in closely so his lips were barely touching the shell of his ear.
"I asked you a question. Be a good boy and answer me."

That was all it took. His legs gave out underneath him as he let out a rather pathetic whine. Coming completely undone. A sight only Yoongi's eyes have had the pleasure of seeing. All it took was some light choking and a pet name.

Yoongi supported his weight with his hand pressed to the small of his back and the other tilting his chin up with a single finger.

"L-like it. I like it," the answer was spoke between huffs. His eyes glazed over and half lidded. Breath still jagged, he clutched onto the man's clothing.

Yoongi almost couldn't believe it. He had hardly done anything to him. Yet in those few actions, he became entirely submissive. To him and him only. His dominant.

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a/n
sorry for the long break! i actually have no clue how this turned out cause this is my first time writing something like this- sorry if it's like really really bad or something lmao. some tips would be helpful if you have any.

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