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cherrymin
> are you alright..?
> I just saw the announcement

hhwang00
No <
I'm not alright <

cherrymin
> Let it out

hhwang00
I should've confessed, right? <
I should've told him how I felt
He's dating someone <
But now the pain has gone numb <
It's like I don't feel anything anymore <
There's this emptiness <
I want to erase myself because of it <
Felix told me everything that happened with him <
And that destroyed me even more <
I can't be mean to Jisung just because he's dating Minho <
I know Jisung is sensitive <
Yet I got upset at him <
If Minho is his boyfriend it means Minho agreed, so he wins, I lose <
But it hurt <
It knocks out all the air from me, makes me unable to breath <
I want them to be happy <
But I want Felix to be happy too <
Felix doesn't deserve this <
But then again, why can't I be happy? do I not deserve happiness? <

cherrymin
> wanna meet up?

hhwang00
Yes.. <
But I don't want to use you <

cherrymin
> You're not using me.
> I know you liked Minho..
> I can't watch my friends get hurt
> so if I can help, let me help please

hhwang00
7, tonight? <

cherrymin
> alright

hhwang00
Can this be a date <

cherrymin
> of course, anything that makes you feel better

hhwang00
A date it is, then. <
I'm sorry for dragging you in <

cherrymin
> you didn't drag me in.
> don't blame yourself, okay?
> you do deserve happiness.
Seen

[a;n
yes, yes you're allowed to scold maya for yeeting and never returning (or, unyeeting)
but don't bc maya will cri ༼ つ ಥ_ಥ ༽つ

i'm hoping to continue with regular updates so uwu forgive me? ]