Found this on my phone, its old. and yes I am working on that Jrian one shot.

I am Alone.

Ever since I was little I have been alone...

"Stanley We can't do this, Did you See what he had Done with That little boy?" I slid down down wall of my room, Hiding my face in my knees.

My parents talked in the room over. "Hes only 4 it couldn't have been that bad.."

But it was..

I heard hear my Mommy Answer The Phone.

Silence.

...

"I-I Am sorry for your loss.."
My Mommys voice echoed threw the nearly empty room.
"..Stanley...He's Dead."

I felt tears swell up in my eyes.

I didn't mean to hurt him.

I Never mean to hurt them.

I can't Help it..

I heard the quiet creaking of the door, and looked up to see my Father.

"Samuel get in the car'."

Rain Slid down the silver Tinted windows.

I stayed quiet the hole trip. curled up in the back seat, I didnt bother to say a word.

Still, There Much needed words Remained unspoken.

The trees we passed started to slow, as we came to a stop. Daddy Opened the Door, he looked down at me saddened.

He Picked me up, And set me on the Muddy Ground. I looked up at him, but he didn't look back at me.

He Grabbed my Hand, And pulled me out in the Trees, The mud Covered my Shoes, I heard a small sound. Then I looked to investigate.

Looking back..

Daddy was Gone.

And I Was Alone..

After I Got Adopted... A Year later.. I Was still alone.

"Charles Just let him be, He's not used to us yet" The woman who told me her name Was 'Mama' spoke to her Husband.

"Thats Not An Excuse for Him To Be Hiding in his Room! We Took him In And Gave him a Warm Home. He Should Respect us When we Talk!" Her husband Fires back.

I looked down to the Floor, Shamed.

He was right.

They have been nothing but kind, why can't I Be kind back?

Why Must I Feel Empty..

"Its Only been 2 Days Let him settle in!" 'Mama' Snapped, Which only Flared her husband more.

Please stop yelling...

he Yelled back, inconceivable words.

It hurts...

Getting up on A Bench, I Climbed up onto the counter.

She was Yelling too.

Please..

I grabbed the kitchen Knife from the Block.

I Saw There daughter Walk out of the room.

So loud...

I Climbed off the counter.

'Mama' yelled something at the man, and Left, slamming the door.

Later that Night I had woken up.

Its dark..

its happening again.

I Grabbed the kitchen knife from off my dresser, And Walked out of the room.

Why am I doing this..

I opened the door to 'Mama' and the Mans Room.

There soft snores spilled out into the hallway. as the door creaked open. I climbed onto there bed, moving up by the man.

He's mean. While mama is nice..

Mama won't care if I get rid of the mean man...

I pressed the Blade against the Mans Shirtless chest.

she will be happy..

Pushing down it pierced his Skin, sending down a Trail of blood.

With both hands, I pushed the Knife Down threw his chest, Blood Spilled down onto the bed.

I pulled out the Blade, and his breathing stopped.

"Charles?" Mamas voice spoke, oh no. She's gonna catch me..

I moved over to her, She had just noticed The Man. And was still shocked, Leaving her vulnerable.

I Jabbed the Blade into her Neck, Giving her no time to react as she Choked on her own blood.

I did it again..

I Killed somebody..

This is why mommy and daddy hate me..

Tears Rolled down my face as I heard the door opening.

"Mum Dad you guys okay?" There daughters voice Spoke.

I can't let her see me...

I Got off the bed, Hiding at the side, praying that she wouldn't notice me.

"M-Mum..?" She Whispered, As Tears trailed down her cheeks.

She called the police.

I wasn't caught.

I'm Never Caught.

I ended up living with there Daughter..

Her name was Carly.

I just called her sister..

She ended up taking care of me..

Being 9 years older she was like a mother.

She was My Legal Guardian until I was about 16..

Until we got in a fight..

She Died as well

Nobody ever found out...

I ended up Living alone During highschool.

like I Said..I Am Always Alone..

But...I might be able to fix that.

As long as he Says Yes..

I have a Few People in School that Considers Me there 'Friend.'

I Was Close to One Person..

But I never get close to the rest of them.

That one person..

I Walked into the School, putting my Books in my Locker.

I felt a Light weight on my Head, Looking up I saw Taurtis Resting his Arm on my Head like a armrest.
"hey Sam"

I Smiled, Pushing it Off, "Hi"

We Greeted each other at our lockers every day.

I Love Spending My Time with him.

Sometimes I'm so Excited to Get to school, And I Forget my Knife at home..

Not today of course.

Today I Am actually really nervous, "Hey Taurtis...Can I Talk With you...After School..?" I spoke Up, Stopping outside of our classroom.

"Sorry Sam, I Have a Date Can we talk tomorrow?"

My Heart Shattered into a Million Sharp piece's.

"It wasn't Important anyways.." I Whispered under my Breath, Running the words threw my head once he left.

Sliding down the Wall, I felt my Stomach Churn.

I Sniffled as tears forced there Way down my face.

I Felt Pathetic.

Bleak.

Worthless.

Why Do I Have to feel this now..

Burying my Face in my knees, I tried to ignore it.

To ignore these Feelings.

I Am Alone.

Sometimes.

People Are Born Alone.

They Live Alone.

And They Die Alone.

I looked over the Quiet city.
Normally a sight such as this would bring a feeling of warmth to your heart.

But not mine.

I glanced down at the deep fall, the ledge of the roof inches from my feet.

I've told you My story.

Unfortunately I won't have time to hear yours.

I have to go now.

Good Bye.

Sam Thought. Reconsidering his fate, maybe.. This wasn't the right choice.

Sam sighed, and stepped back from the ledge, only to be shoved forwards, Stumbling off the ledge.

The blur before death hit him, blood rushing to his head as he fell.

his life flashed before his eyes.

Tears burned his eyes.

Finally he has felt something.

Sorrow.

The last thing he Will Ever Feel.