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Life as new parents has been wonderful. Of course it has not been easy, but man, it's so much better than either Jimin or Yoongi could have ever imagined. The love that they both have for such a tiny being is overwhelming.
Gunmin currently lives with Jimin at his and Taehyung's apartment while Yoongi still lives at the campus dorms with Hoseok. For the first month that Gunmin was home, the older parent tended to stay over at Jimin's on the couch just to be there in case Jimin needed help in the middle of the night, at lease until their son was on a normal schedule.
They have become pretty adjusted now though.
It has helped out immensely to have their group of friends around them to assist them when needed. Taehyung has watched Gunmin on several occassions, whenever Jimin has needed a break to take a nap o to get some fresh air, which of course, the younger has loved having one on one time with his nephew.
Yoongi eventually told his parents about his son, and they were honestly thrilled, especially that he had had a baby with Jimin, saying that it was only a matter of time between the two. Yoongi's parents have always adored the petite male. If only they knew the whole story... But Yoongi's mother has also been such a wonderful asset to have around. Of course his parents would have like to have known sooner about their grandson, but they were still happy nonetheless.
When Jimin finally felt ready to go back to work and start up his classes again to soon graduate with his business degree, Yoongi's mom offered right away to watch Gunmin during the day. She loves spending an abundance of time spoiling her only grandson.
It was hard for the new mother at first since his baby was only two-and-a-half months old, but he knew he had to work and finish school to provide a better future for them both. He knew he could trust Yoongi's mother to watch him, so that made the parent feel a little more at ease, but it was still a little unsettling.
Eventually, it all became a comfortable routine. The only thing that wasn't completely worked out for Jimin was Yoongi.
Everything between them was still a gigantic, jumbled mess. It was clear that the pair both had feelings for one another, and there are things from the past year that have still not been discussed or addressed, almost like the parents were trying to completely ignore eveything, which wasn't fair for either of them or Gunmin. Some things cannot just be brushed off or they can never move forward.
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"Oh Minnie, that's enough. One more wipe and then all clean!" Jimin sang as he tried to soothe his screaming baby. Another thing Gunmin really doesn't seem to like is getting his diaper changed.
Jimin swiftly slipped on a new diaper, making sure that it was secure enough, before buttoning his onesie back up. "There, all done! See? It's not a big deal!" Jimin picked Gunmin up to prop him over his shoulder and patted his back in a soothing manner. "All those tears for nothing, baby."
When the almost three month old seemed calm enough, Jimin laid him back down on the comforter of his bed, so he could get a good look at his son's face that looked more and more like Yoongi every day.
"Do we feel better now?" Jimin spoke in his adorable baby-talk voice and Gunmin flashed the most precious toothless smile at his mama. Jimin rubbed the baby's belly and continued to ramble in baby talk just to get his baby to giggle or coo.
Jimin loves this stage with Gunmin. He can now smile, squeal and shake his little fists up at him, and man, Jimin couldn't be any prouder of his premature baby. He's come so far. He's tough just like his mommy.
The proud mother was too distracted playing with his little son that he didn't even notice when Yoongi had knocked before entering his bedroom. The father melted at the sight in front of him. Jimin looked so beautiful while he talked to their son, and it was almost hysterical how excited Gunmin would get. He'd get so loud while trying to talk back to his mom that it would come out almost like a scream.
"Oh really!?" Jimin would say enthusiastically back to Gunmin, which only encouraged the baby to talk louder. It was so funny, that Yoongi couldn't help but let his giggles slip, notifying Jimin of his presence.
"Oh hey! How was class today?" Jimin kindly asked, letting his attention drift away from his son for a moment, but still having his hand wrapped around the baby's.
Yoongi set his bag down in the corner of the room and sat next to the other on the bed so he to could play with his son. This was they everyday routine now for them. "It was good, nothing too exciting. I passed my big exam. How was work?"
"Yoongi, that's great! You were so worried about that one. I told you that you'd do great!" Jimin exclaimed with a big eye smile, which Yoongi has always loved on the younger. He was too proud of the older to even mention how his boring day at work was.
"How was little man today?"
"Oh, your mom said he was perfect as always. Apparently he cries for her now too whenever he gets his diaper changed. I thought he was just doing it for me because he's spoiled, but your mom is having the same issue. I think he just hates how cold the wipes are" the new mom explained.
"Well he's just going to have to get over it, aren't you Minnie?" Yoongi spoke in his own playful baby voice, leaning down to tickle his baby's tummy, which just caused their son to giggle and squeal again.
After enough playing, Gunmin started to get sleepy, which also meant he was ready for food. Jimin cradled his son, lifted his shirt and helped the tiny baby latch. He's now comfortable enough to breastfeed in front of Yoongi and Taehyung, but if anyone else is around, he usually uses a blanket to have some privacy.
Yoongi watched as his little look-a-like ate, looking so contented and peaceful. He was genuinely overjoyed that things have turned out the way that they have. He wouldn't trade Gunmin for anything, but there were still some times that a certain thought crossed his mind.
He's been wanting to ask Jimin for quite some time, but the answer scares him. He doesn't want to think about his baby in any sort of negative way, but he needs to know. Things have been so good between the two parents lately, so he hope that him asking doesn't ruin anything.
Yoongi took in a deep breath before initiating the conversation. "Hey, Jimin?"
"Hm?" Jimin responded without taking his eyes away from his sleepy baby.
Gosh, Yoongi's so nervous. He hesitates for a moment, but then Jimin finally looks up at him, realizing that this is kind of serious. He has to ask now. "We've never talked about it, honestly because I've been too afraid to ask, but I have to know... It's just... Gunmin is so perfect. He really is, and I'd hate to think that he was... that he was conceived from... you know..."
Jimin's eyes widened when he finally understood what Yoongi was trying to ask. There really was no easy way to ask if their son had been the product of Yoongi raping the younger. Jimin understands why Yoongi instantly looks away in shame.
The younger takes a moment to process what Yoongi has just attempted to ask him before responding.
"Honestly, I'm not one-hundred percent sure... I've never wanted to think about it, you know?" Jimin awkwardly chuckled under his breath. This was tricky. "If I'm truthful, I don't think that he was. I think it was before then, when we were hooking up. Based on when my actual due date was supposed to be, I think Minnie was conceived during one of the first times we slept together." Jimin's face turned crimson red while talking about it. It's still so awkward.
"Besides, at this point, I don't regret anything. Even if he had been a outcome of that night, he's innocent and perfect. I wouldn't trade him for anything, so it doens't matter to me."
Jimin propped Gunmin over his shoulder to burp him before laying the sleeping baby in his crib for bed. He caught a glance of Yoongi, who's eyes were watery. He sat back down next to the older, and grabbed one of his hands, forcing Yoongi to look up at him. "Hyung, I have forgiven you a long time ago... for everything. Now you need to learn to forgive yourself."
"How can you forgive me so easily, Jimin?" Yoongi cried. He was so vulnerable right now. "What I did was so wrong. I was so stupid and blind!"
"Yoongi, will you look at him?" Jimin pointed over to the white crib holding their baby as he sleeps. "Because of everything, I get to be a mom to the most amazing, beautiful baby ever. And you're here now!" Jimin leaned forward to wipe away some of Yoongi's stray tears.
Neither of them dared to move as they gazed into one another's eyes. "You're here now." Jimin repeated in a whisper, his hand still resting on Yoongi's cheek. "How can we move past this together, if you don't forgive yourself?"
Yoongi glanced down at the younger's lips, but looked right back up into Jimin's eyes. He had hoped that Jimin hadn't noticed because he's not sure if now is the time for this, but to his surprise, Jimin's staring at his lips too.
Jimin let his thumb caress Yoongi's cheek again, and like there was some kind of magnetic charge pulling them together, the two let their lips crash together.
Yoongi pulled away abruptly, worried that he may have done something wrong, but by the look on the younger's face, he hadn't. "Is this okay?" Yoongi asked anyhow.
"Yes" Jimin breathed, and pulled the other's face back to his.
The kiss was hungry, but not desperate. They knew things couldn't go too far tonight, and that was okay with them. They would need to take things slow, so for now, this was perfect.
Jimin wrapped his arms around the older's neck, pulling the man closer to him, wanting to feel his chest against his. When the younger needed a breath of air, Yoongi used that opportunity to let his tongue explore the other's mouth. Their tongues did a beautiful dance, as Jimin threads his fingers through Yoongi's faux-blonde locks.
Every subtle, timid touch was perfect. Every time their lips pulled against the other's, it felt right, so they went back for more. This moment was absolutely perfect.
Of course the pair would have to take dating slowly for Gunmin's sake, but this was a start. The feelings they had for one another were undeniable between every gentle peck they gave and ever sweet whisper they spoke between each kiss as their intimate moment slowed down.
Not everything was completely settled between the couple, but they knew now, that eventually all of their problems will be. They would get through every obstacle together. They will fight for one another, while always putting Gunmin first.
"I've wanted to do that for a while, Park Jimin."
"I've wanted to do that for much longer, Min Yoongi."
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Alright guys! All we have left is the epilogue and this book is over! Did you guys enjoy this chapter? I wasn't originally intending for them to kiss in this chapter, but I couldn't help myself because I just love Yoonmin!
Let me know what you all think! Comment, vote and follow me! ;)
Remember, I have two new books, Daddy's Boy // Yoonmin and Wonderland // ATEEZ, that I plan on publishing soon, so keep your eyes open for that if you are interested! I hope to see a lot of you there!
-Sydney <3
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