Finally coming on one reason ... He don't wanted to hurt her more ...

Decided that he won't call her on his wedding because he knows it's gonna give her more pain ...

Just for her peace ... He needs to avoid her ... But maybe the destiny has another plans for him ...

It's his engagement day ... He was in his room only not opening the door ...

He didn't wanted to get engaged with someone else ...

But for the sake of his mother he needs to ...

Who can't anyone understand what he wants ? ...

If she was not his ... Then why did she came in his life with new hopes new feelings. ..

He was never so close with any girl before ... But with her ... He had some sort of comfort level .... Some connection... Sone emotional attachment they had ...

They were connected with eachother .... She accepted him with his flaws ... He accepted her with her past ... Not even knowing why her past is ... Still his heart accepted her because of the connection they shared ...

Before her he never knew how the feeling of love is ...

He never knew. .. and the feeling he felt will only for her ...

No one has the right on his heart ... No one has the right on his feelings except her ...

Kabhi sun to Zara
Jo main keh na saka ...

Meri duniya tum hi ho
Tum hi aasra

He whispered his heart ... She will always be his first and last love ... After her ... No one can take his heart ... He has given his heart to her only ...

Tu meri aankhon main base
Tu meri baaton main base

Main chahunga tujhe har waqt itna
Tumhe kami kabhi nhi hogi pyaar ki ...

Agar paas nhi hounga toh yaad toh rakhogi na naaz ... Mujhe bhool toh nhi jaogi ? ... Agar main door ho gya ...toh mujhse nafrat toh nhi karogi na ... agar kabhi kahi milunga toh nazre toh nhi churaogi na ...

He asked his eyes were filled with tears ...as the painful tears stream down his eyes ...

I love you naaz. .. his voice breaked ... I will always love you ... Baby .. par main koshish karunga tumhe kabhi bhi pata nhi chale ...

He was lost in his own thoughts when heard his mother knocking on the door ...

Tujhse koi Milne aaya hai ... Rita maa said a beautiful smile adorning her lips as she whispered

He was confused when came out ... His eyes popped ... His heart thumped in his chest as he saw her sitting in the living room ...

Hayeee ... Sharam nhi hai na tujhe ... Sana said looking at him ...

Aunty aapko pata hai ... Maine usko kaha meko shaadi par bulayega isne jawab nhi Diya ... Dekho itna pareshan hai ye mujhse ... She chuckles painfully ... His heart broke ...

He twitched his lips to control himself ... From breaking down ...

Sidharthh ... Aise kon karta hai ? ... Rita maa held his ear ...

Aah maa ... He whimpered

Rehne do aunty ... Ab usne toh bulaya nhi ... Main apne aap hi aagyi ... Ab friends main bhi bulane ki zarurat pade toh toh hogya kaam phir ... Sana chuckled

Bilkul sahi kiya bache ... Ye toh hai hi gadha ... Isse tume poocha bhi kyu ... Main tujhe bulane hi wali thi ajj ... Rita maa said honestly as she caressed her cheeks ...

Toh dekho na aunty aapne yaad Kiya or main aagai .... She lovingly kissed her palm...

Acha tu baith main aati hu thik hai .... She goes into the kitchen leaving both of them ...

He held her hand and dragged her into his room .... His eyes were blood shot red as he pinned her against the wall closing the door ..

Coming dangerously close to her face making her breath unevenly ...

But he was too disturbed to notice ... Her eyes welled up for the first time she had seen him this disturbed ... Her mere presence is enough to disturb him ...

She felt so unwanted humiliated ... And disgusting for her own self ...

Tears stream down making his heart wrench ...

Naaz pls don't do this ... He kept his hand on her cheek making her look at him ...

I can't... I can't see you like this ... I just can't ... Ye shaadi ... Main sirf maa ke liye kar Raha hu ... He opened his heart caressing her cheeks ...

Agar maine ab shaadi todi toh unki bohot badnaami hogi ... Meri maa ye sab sehen nhi kar payegi ... Mar jayegi wo ... Tears stream down his eyes ...

As he looked away ...

Jee nhi payegi ... Wo ... His voice broke ...as he trembled back ...

Meri jaan nhi ... She was quick to hold him ... Her tears were nowhere to stop ...

Bebu pls ... Her heart broke she misunderstood him ... She cursed herself taking him in her arms ...

He broke down completely ... She cried ... It was suffocating for him ...

After some moments when he calmed down she whispered

Main kaise jiyungi tujhe kisi or ka hote dekh kar ? ... Her voice breaked ...

She broke the hug ...cupping his face ...

I love you ... She whispered close to his lips ... His hold on her waist tightened as she comes more closer .... Tears streaming down both of there eyes ...

She wanted to be felt love atleast for once ...

Kiss me sidharth ... She whispered she closed her eyes tears streamed down her eyes ... She knew it is wrong but it felt so right ... So right this moment

He couldn't control himself but submit himself in her demand as he nodded his head keeping his lips on her ....

Tears rolled down ... As they kissed ... The kiss of pain and love ... Their first kiss and maybe the last one ...

She felt loved her heart wanted the world to stop the time and let the feeling consume her ....

For the first time she felt that even if in this moment she will die she won't have any regrets ! ...

Isse jyada haseen maut hogi nhi
Teri baahon main hum mar sake 💔

He pulled back resting his head on hers ...

Thank you so much sidharth ... She whispered it's enough for her she just wanted to feel his love once ...

Main promise karti hu meri wajah se tumhari shaadi main koi dikatt nhi ayegi ... Her voice breaked

Thank you for making me feel loved ... She whispered kissing his hand as the tears streamed down her eyes ...

She touched the back of his palm to her eyes ...

Going away ...

Naaz nhi jao ... He cried out he don't want her to go ...

Mera jaana zaroori hai ... Mujhe koi gham nhi sidharth.... Mujhe pata hai tum sirf mere ho ... Agar shaadi nhi Hui toh kya ... Iska matlab ye toh nhi ke tum mere nhi ... Mera pyaar shaadi ke naam ka mohtaj nhi hai ...

Naaz nhi ... Tum meri zarurat ho ... Meri mohobbat ho ... Meri ibadat ho. ..he cried he don't wanna lose her ... Her heart broked ...

Aunty ke liye Hume ye karna hoga ... I promise ... Naaz sirf tumhari rahegi sidharth sirf tumhari ...

She whispered before fading away from his sight ...

He broke down into sobs felling on his knees ...

He not only sobmitted his heart to her ...but only has her right over him .... His body his heart his soul belongs to her only ....

He was there ... But his soul and his heart was with her only with her

She was crying silently standing in the rush if people ....she was the last near the door as she saw him getting engaged he looked like a lifeless body ...

He was just the puppet ...

Her soul cried for him ...

Bebu ... Nhii ... Tu khush kaise rahega aise nhi hoga ? ... Tujhe ... Tujhe mujhe bhoolna. ... It was difficult for her to let that out from her mouth ...

Main ... Main jeena nhi chahti sidharth ... Acha hoga mar jaun toh ...

Par marne ki icha nhi rahi ab ... Man karta hai jiyun or tadpu ... Main kya karu ? ... She cried going away ....

Her heart is not that strong .... But she needs to be strong for him ... He needs her ....

Ishq Sacha wahi
Jisko milti nhi

Manziley ... Manziley

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Mere se or nhi likha jaa raha sorry ...

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