Why... It was all she could whisper as she lean on his body ....

Keeping her head on his chest .... As he held her in his arms ...

Why me ... Her eyes burned with tears.... Her heart wrenched ...

What he could do was to hold her ... till she was alright ..

She was holding on her emotions but his embrace was making her feel weak ...

She wants to break down ... And let him hold her ... She wants to cry to fall on her knees ... To scream the pain out of her heart ... To let her heart say ... The pain ... The loneliness ... She had felt .... All her childhood

Why her ? .... Only her ...

Only pain ... No one loves her ... No one ... Her subconscious mind screamed the last time before she fainted in his arms ...

It was nothing new for her on having panic attacks ... She usually have them ... But ... Seeing the person infront of her ... Her heart clenched seeing the courage he had to face her ... After giving her the pain of whole childhood and ended up making her a heartless person ...

A cage ... For her soul ... For her heart ...

Her life is void of happiness and emotions ..  but ... When he holded her ... Her every limit broke ... Her every emotion just bubbled up .... Her heart thudded her .. and she fainted ... Not getting the feelings ...

He panicked as he saw no movement in her body ...

Sana ... He taps her cheek panicking ...

Sana ... He taps her cheek again ... Before lifting her in his arms .. 

The guard hurriedly gets her car ... He carefully made her lay down on the backseat ... And he too sat down near her taking her head in his lap

His eyes turned moist ...he don't why he is feeling all this for her ... But her condition pained his heart ...

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Wht happened to her doctor ? ..  a scared yet composed sidharth asked the doctor as soon as he came out of the ot ...

She had a panic attack ... It seems like she is going through alot ... Koshish kijiyega wo khush rahe ... Taki ye sab cheezein bhula sake ... Warna it can danage her mental health ...

Panic attacks are not good ... Or unki halat dekh kar toh lagta hai she had alot of panic attacks ..  maybe regularly

Dhyaan rakhiye unka ... Koshish kare wo khush rahe .... Waise unhone kabhi apne aap ko maarne ki koshish toh nhi ki na ? ... The doctor asked ...

Our poor sidharth was just too shocked to even realise anything ....

It's good if she didn't tried killing her ... The doctor said going away ..

Sidharth frozed as he kept his hand on the glass .. caressing her ...

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How are you now ? ... Sidharth asked as soon as he get in the room where she had been kept...

Better ... She whispered as he held her hand ... She kept staring at their entangled hands ...

Tum pakka thik ho na ? ... Sidharth asked again ...

Hmm ... She hummed passed him a beautiful smile as she sensed his acre and concern for her ...

Main thik hu ... Don't be so worried about me .... Mujhe itni care ki aadat nhi hai ... She laughed out ...

His smile faded away ... He depicted the endless pain in her laughter ...

Toh ab aadat daal lo ... Kyuki ye care toh khatam hone se rahe ... Sidharth said lifting her mood ...

She looked at him ... With the adore ...

Thank you ... For being my strength... When I just broke down ... Thank you for being with me ...

Anjaliiiiii ... Friendship main ... No sorry ... And no thank you ... Hmmm ...

Said sidharth just in srk style ... Making her giggle loudly ...

Gadhe insaan ... He smacked her head slowly yet gently ...

She pouted ...

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Ye lein ... Sidharth passed Sana her medicines as soon as he made her sit on the bed ...

They were in her home ...  As she was weak ... So he thought to drop her ... But she wanted him to stay ... Atleast for sometime ..  as she wanted him near her ...

She don't know why ... But ... Seeing him ... Concerned for her ...welled up her heart ... Her heart started wanting more ... More of his care ... More of his love ...

Love ? ... No ... She can't fall in love ... She don't have any right to love someone ... Person she loved ... She had always lose them ...

Maine ajj tak ...
Jinse bhi pyaar kiya ..

Ya toh unhe mujhse door jaana pada
Ya toh mujhe unse door hona pada ...

Her heart shuddered even at the thought .... She stopped her thinking here ... As she didn't wanted to pull more of it ... It's been some hours of their friendship

She can't expect more to him ... She should be grateful of what he is doing ...

But is he doing all this out of sympathy ? ... Her subconscious mind asked ...

Did he just sympathies her situation...  The thought itself was enough to make her feel ... Nothing but ...

Broken

She held on his wrist ... She is definitely an overthinker ...

And made him sit near her ...

She left his hand quickly as soon as he sat there quietly noticing her every move ...

Her eyes suddenly showed the unrequited pain ....

And she whispered snapping him back on the earth

Why are you doing all this ? ...

Mtlb .... Sidharth asked ... Dumbfounded on her sudden question ...

Even he don't why was he so concerned for her ... She is just his friend... And they just became friends some hours ago ... Then why  is he so concerned

May be because he accepted her as his friend from his whole heart ...

He eased his heart ...

Ye sab sympathy hai ..  toh pls ... Just don't do it ..  i mean ... I don't need any sympathy from you ... She whispered looking down ...

He took some moments to realise what she just said ...

Sana ... He whispered after his mind processed everything .. 

Maine ..  tumhe ... Dil se dost maana hai ... Or waise bhi dost ka toh haq bhi hota hai or farz bhi ke wo apne dost ko sambhalein ... Gadhi aurat ... He smacked her head ...

And she frowns ... But her heart was at peace ... Maybe it just wanted some clarity ...

Waise tumne kal mera bhi toh dhyaan rakha tha ... Kya wo sympathy thi ? .... He whispered hurt ...

She immediately nods her head in no ...

Phir ... He asked ..

Sorryy ... She held her ears cutely looking at him with her puppy eyes melting him ...

He smiled finally

Ab jyada na socho ... Or dawai Khao ....

She made a face ... And he chuckled ... She is such a babe ...

He made her eat her medicines and tigged her gently in her bed ..  covering her from blanket ...

Ab main chlta hu .. thik hai ... He kept his hand on her cheek ... And smiled whispering ...

She nodded her head ... Controlling her needs and wants of him staying near her ...

He got up ... As her heart beats accelerated

He just took two steps away from her ... Even he didn't had a heart to leave her in this condition....

But he can't stay here without her permission.

She held his hand ... Out of her heart's wants ...

He turned around ...

And raised his eyebrows at her ... She deliberately left his hand ... Nodding her head in no .... She smiled at him making his heart flutter ...

Kuch chahiye ho toh call karna ... He said and left from there half heartedly ...

The whole night both were tossing on their beds ... Thinking about the newly developing bond between them

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What the fuck is this siya ... Sana yelled banging the file on her desk ...

Every people present in the cabin including sidharth flinched on her anger filled voice ... Siya was looking down in guilt having tears ....

Sana massaged her temples ...

Sorry mam ... Siya whispered her voice breaked ...

Main kya karu tumhare sorry ka yaar .... Sana said ... Her voice showed dissapointment ....

Siya ... I trusted you with this deal .
. Tumhe pata hai na how much this deal matters to me ... Ye mera ... Or meri Puri team ka ... Yahan tak ki tumhara bhi dream project tha ... Then why did you just showed so much disinterest in it ... Her voice soft but stern ...

I can't loose the chance .... 2 ghante main meeting hai ...  What will I represent them ? This nuisance  ... She yelled her frustration ... Her anxiety rosing every passing second ...

You know what .... No point of talking ... You are fired ...

Sana said ... Walking away .... Where as siya kept on pleading ... Crying and weeping ... This job is way to important for her ... As she needed money to meet with her family's expenses ... She has her mother and father as her only family ... Who too usually stays I'll ..... That is why she can't loose this job ..

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Sana sat on her seat ... Holding her head ... It was her hard work ... She had spend her day and night on this project ... And in the end everything ruined ...

She was in her own thoughts when ... Her door was knocked ...

Come in ... Her voice showed irritation ...

Sidharth came in with a glass of water keeping it in front of her ....

She looked at him ... As he didn't left ...

Speak ... She said ... As she sensed that he wanted to say something

I am thinking that ... We can delay the meeting for sometime ...

Pa fayeda kya hai ... She said ...

Kitna bhi delay ho jaye ... Ye sab thik nhi ho raha ... She massaged her temples ...

Nothing is impossible Sana ..  even i can help ... If you want me too ...

Tum kaise karoge ... You don't even know the source ...

You can guide me ... He offered ...

She sucked in a deep breath ...

Delay the meeting .... He smiled finally ...

He delayed the meeting for three more hours ... As Sana and sidharth worked on the project Sana guided him ... And with his ideas ... They made a face better file ... For the project ....

Sana got to know that he is actually very good in handling the projects ... Just neede a little a little guidance ...

Ufff .... Sidharth ... Huffed ... As he completed the file ...

We definitely make a good team ... Sana squealed .... He nodded before going to take the printouts ...

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Sidharths gonna explain the representation... Sana announced in the meeting ...

Sidharth was a little nervous... It was his first time ... She blinked her eyes ...

At him ... And he startef explaining things ... Even the small details were explained smoothly ... Sana was impressed along with the other investors ....

They signed the deal together ...

After they left Sana comes out of the meeting room ...

In my cabin now ... She said sidharth before going to her cabin ... He was nervous ...

Hai bhagwaan ... Bas mujhe is shermi se bacha Lena ... He prayed before going inside the cabin ...

As soon as he entered Sana took him in a hug ...

She was so happy today .... He saved her from a big mess ....

Thank you so much ... She kissed his cheek in happiness ... And he blushed hard ...

Sorry wo ... Galti se ...  She stammered as she realised what she did backing off ...

It's ok ... He smiled and goes out nor wanting her to seee him blushing ... But g
Him blushing didn't go unnoticed by Sana ... Who laughed out at his shy self ...

Ladki main hu ... Or sharmata ye hai ...

She giggled loudly ....

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The whole team of her ... And every employee and even siya was present into the meeting room as Sana has called the meeting ....

Sana royally came inside sitting on her boss chair ... She gestured sidharth to sit on the chair ... He was confused ...

But did what she said ....

Today ... Sidharth Shukla ... Saved our project ... We worked together on the file and completed it ...

People clapped ...

I think ... Sidharth has kept on the profession below his potential... He deserves more ... Because ... He is actually very good in accounts calculations and ideas ... That is why I am offering him ... The post of senior employee and head of this project ....

And sidharth you even need to find me a pa ... Along with the post also ...

She smiled ..

Sidharth was shocked ... But he knew ..  this job was granted him just because of his skills and potential ...

Will you accept the offer sidharth ? ... Sana asked ...

I accept ... He said hesitant ...

Everyone give him a round of applause... He deserves it ...

The meeting room echoed with the voice of claps ...

And siya ... I am sorry for my behaviour back then ... But you know i can't tolerate any mistake ... But let it be ... You won't be fired but you are shifted to a different project ... And i want you to give your best ... Will you ? ...

Yes mam ... Her eyes were teary ...

Thank you so much ... Sana smiled ...

Meeting dismissed .....

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Kaam bad gya hai ab tumhara ... Ab toh thoda serious ho jao ... She smacked his head ... As he walked on the road kicking on the stones smiling ...

She had asked him out for a walk ...

Kya karna serious hoke yaar ... Jab Banda serious ho jata hai na ... Wo zindgi jeena bhool jaata hai ...

Main nhi chahta jeena bhoolna ... Isiliye main aise hi rahunga ... He said smiling ....

Stuffing his hand in his pocket ...

Sana looked at him longingly ... As she whispered

Pata nhi kyu mujhe aisa lagta hai jaise mujhe tumse attachment ho gyi hai ...

Main na bohot jaldi attached ho jati hu .... Or jab main attached hoti hu na ..  toh log mujhe chorh kar hi chale jaate hai ...

She giggles ...

He looked at her pain filled eyes ....

Pata nhi kyu tumhari ankhon main bohot dard dikhta hai naaz ...

He whispered in his mind ...

Isiliye na ... Main attach nhi hona chahti ... She said ...
Looking at the sky aimlessly

Mujhse bhi nhi ? ...

She looked at him .... His eyes showed calmness and sweetness ... Making her heart swell ...

His smile and his eyes ... Which held alot of innocense honesty and feelings ... Unspoken words. ..

She didn't said anything but walked in silence ... He too didn't pushed her to say more ...

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