It's a miracle ... Doctor came out ...

Atleast she is revived but still her condition is not good mr shukla ... She is in depression... And it's not something new ...she is in the last stage of depression

But the threat over her life is not fully removed as ... She is still in her unconscious state ...

If didn't get her consciousness back in 36 hours ... She might slip into coma

So ... Pray that If she gets her consciousness back ...

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Kaisi hai wo abhi ? ... Rita maa was getting restless ... She had already got to know about her truth ..

Agar kuch samay Tak hosh ni aaya toh coma main jaa sakti hai ...sidharth whispered kaushal has adamantly sent him home as his clothes were all full of her blood which were haunting him ...

His hands bruised ... He was exhausted mentally and emotionally

Damn how much he needs her this time to be near him ... Take him in her arms ...

She had always engulfed him in her arms but he always pushed her away from him ...

Maybe that's what his nature is ... Before her he never ever experienced all this the love the feelings the emotions every thing was so intimidating ... Along with the thoughts of loosing her ...

Kya coma ... Rita maa stood up ...

He nodded wiping his tears ... Her eyes too welled up ...

Aata hu ... He whispered going into his room ..

As soon as he closed the room ... All the flashbacks hitted him ... Her bag on the table ... Her sleeping on the couch ... There moments ...

Their friendship ... There first hug ... Everything was so perfect and now everything is so shattered ...

Their voices were echoing in his ears .

He hits the wall again bruising his hand more ...

Crying slides down ... The way vulnerability id hitting him ... He never felt it after his father's death ...

Kya mohobbat hai
Kya narzara hai

Humne toh pal pal tadap ke
Din guzara hai 💔

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Naaz pls ... He whispered holding her hand ...

Uth jao yaar ... Or kitna tadpaogi apne sidharth ko ...

Main adhura hu tumhare bina ... Ni ho ra mujhse... Tumse door is tanhaai ke qarib ni jaana mujhe ...wo akelapan ... Nai naaz ...

Mujhse ni hoga ... He sobs leaning on her hand ... Holding her hand with his both hands ...

Ye Dil tanha kyu rahe
Kyu hum tukro main jiyein

Kyu rooh meri ye sahe
Main adhoora jee raha hoon

Har dam ye keh raha hoon
Mujhe teri zarurat hai

Mujhe teri zarurat hai 💔

Suddenly felt some movement in her hands in her body ... He was blank for a second when his mind registered what just happened then immediately called the doctor ...

The doctor came and checked her ... She had regained her consciousness back ... But still her body is weak ... Her mind is exhausted ...

Congratulations... Unhe hosh aa gya hai .... But her body and her mind is weak ....as I said earlier ...she is depression along with her anxiety and panic attacks and the trio is dangerous

It can lead to bad mental health so you need to give her good care as sometimes with these problems people end up killing themselves

So true if she don't pull any kind of stunt and don't leave her alone ...

Specially in the nights ... Doctor said ..

While his words knocked in his mind ... sidharth felt blanked ...

Main...main usse ... Mil ...sakta ...hu . He stammers...

She is sleeping right now ... You can meet her in some hours ...

Tab tak ... Calm down mr. Doctor taps his shoulder going away ...

The flashback rolled in his mind as he saw her ... Yelping ... In pain ... While her panic attacks were rising just because of him ...

He fell back on the chair ...

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Naaz ... He entered in taking the white rose in his hand ...

She looked at him ... Her eyes were blank ... Her mind was blank ... While she stares at his face with no emotions on her face ...

His heart pained ... before him ...atleast she used to react but now he ended her up in this situation

He sat down ... His heart paining whole she was continuously looking at him ... Drinking her pain and her tears ...

He held her hand ... In his looking at her ...

Dukhi hogyi na tum mere pyaar main ? ... His eyes welled up ..

Kehte hai ... Ishq marham hota hai ..  par mera pyaar toh tumhara dard ban gya yaar ... Naaz ..  mujhe maaf kar paogi ? ... Tears stream down....

Kaisi maafi ? ... Sach bolne ke liye bhi bhala koi maafi chahiye hoti hai ? ...she asked chuckles painfully ...

Tumne Jo kuch bhi kaha sach hi toh tha ...

Main tumhe deserve ni karti sidharth ... Mere andar dil ni hai ...she stammers not having the energy to say anything it's painful ...

Pathar hu ... Or patharo main dil ni hota ... Tootne ke liye bhi nai ... Her eyes welled up ...as she took her hand back ...

Can you pls just leave me alone ... She whispered... He lookeda t her blank eyes tearfully it's painful to even see her like this ...

Nodded his head ... Going outside when she softly called him ...

Sidharthh ... Main ... Chli jaungi tumhari zindgi se door ... Afsos .. is goli se toh Bach gyi ... Par ab tumhe meri waja se or pareshanio se deal ni karna padega ...

I promise main chali jaungi tumse bohot door ...she whispered turning her face ...

Making her hand in a fist ... The pin of the drip peirced her skin more ... But she closed her eyes trying to control her emotions his words ringing in her ears ...

He gulps seeing her like this ... Comes outside ... His heart paining ....

He puts his palm over his mouth ... Sobbing tears were streaming down drop by drop ...

Her condition was no less ... It was detoriating again ... First of all she had spin in her heart and over that the stresss which was making it more painful

She was having difficulty in breathing ...

Nurse came and immediately attached her oxygen mask ... Gave her injection so that she could sleep ...

After some moments Sana fell on the bed ... He was looking at t her from outside again because of him she experienced pain ...he is such a bad luck to her ...💔

Usko thoda waqt de ... Kaushal kept his hand over his shoulder ...

Bohot kuch face Kiya hai usne ... Pehle apne baap ki nafrat ... Apni maa ka tadapna ... Apne bachpane ko apni aankhon ke samne jalta dekhna ... Sab kuch kho diya usne ... Phir tere saath detachment ... Apne pyaar ko khone ka dar ... Apne pyaar se tootne ka gham ... Or apne baap se apne dil par goli khane ka dard ...

Usse waqt de ... Usse pyaar de .   Ehsaas de ki tu uske saath hai ... Tune sirf uska pyaar ni toda ... Uska bharosa toda hai ... Wo bharosa... Jis par wo dawa kiya karti thi kr puri duniya bhi agar uske against ho na ... Tu kabhi ni hoga ... Par kismat ne bhi toh bohot khela hai uske saath ...

Bolegi ni wo ...par usse Teri zarurat hai ... Usse ehsaas dila ... Ke tu us par trust karta hai ... Karta hai na ? ...

He nods ...

Honsla rakh ... Ummeed mat haar ... Wo haar chuki zindagi se .. agar koi hai Jo usse ummed de sakta hai jeene ki toh wo sirf tu hai sidharth ... Tu hi hai .. uski family uska pyaar uska sab kuch ...

Kaushal said with his welled up eyes ...

He has seen the longingness for him in her eyes the painful longingness ...

Sidharth hugs him out of being damn emotional right here he was too drowned in his own world failed to recognise his own love how wonderful it is ...

His inner self mocked ...

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Ab kaisi hai tu bacha ? ... Rita maa came entering in her room ... Though she was guilty ... didn't had the courage to come here ... But still wanted to ...

It's been two days she admitted in hospital though all the time he was in hospital but didn't came infront of her so that she should not experience any more pain and agony in his presence ...

But deep down in breaks his heart that his presence affects her in such a brutal way ...

His heart broke so painfully ... Couldn't even utter a single word ...

Thik hu ... Aunty ... She looked sideways and didn't expected her to be here ...

Sorry ... Rita maa whispered... Though she was also weak still came here ...

Sana's eyes welled up ...

It's ok aunty ... Ap sorry mat kaho ... Apki koi galti ni thi ...she stammers ...

Galti toh thi bache ... Jo Maine tujh par believe ni kiya ... Mujhe maaf toh kar degi na ...

Maa sirf bulaya ni tha .. maana bhi tha ... Sorry maana hai ... Or maa bacho se bacho se maafi mangte achi ni lagti ... Sana whispered...

She don't have any grudges with anyone .... what's the point when her own love was the one who distrusted her ...

Hn bura laga tha dil bhi toota par phir samajh Mai aaya ke maa baap ka haq hota hai ... Wo kuch bhi bol sakte hai ...chahe wo baddua hi kyu na ho ... She remembered her father ...

Rita maa hugged her out of emotions ...

Mujhe maaf karde bacha....

Main aapse kabhi naraz thi hi nahi maa .. app feel mat karo ...

Ajj chutti milni hai na ... Hospital se ...

Chl main apni beti ko lene aayi hu ... Rita maa whispered sniffing ... 

Sana's face turned blank ...

Nai maa ... Mai ap logo ke sath ni aungi ... Main nai chahti meri waja se ab ap logo ko or taklif pohoche ...

Rita maa heart broke she was about to say more when nurse came there with the wheel chair taking Sana for some last tests ...

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