He stood there infront of the ot ... His t shirt all covered with her blood ...

His eyes were teary head hung low ... As he looked at the floor aimlessly ...

He can't... See her like this ... His own words echoed in his ears ...

"Tabhi shayad bhagwan ne tumse tumhari maa cheen li ... because you don't deserve anyone "

"I never knew you were so freaking heartless "

He keeps his palms on his ears trying to stop all those haunting voices ..

He is so freaking dumb ... First of all ... He gave the name of love to his attraction and liking towards her ...

But it wasn't only the attraction.... It wasn't only the liking. .. it was something more ...

More then friendship ... All the emotions which he felt first time ...tackled him in ... As the fear of losing her was there ... He didn't wanted to loose her ...

But in his impulsive ness ... He ruined everything he is the reason ...

He then gAve her hopes ... The hopes which he shattered on his own ...

He was so dumb ... He hurted her so much broke her heart ...

He killed her wishes ... Hid happiness with his own hands ...

His own hands ...

Doctor ... Sana kaisi hai ? ... He bombarded doctor with millions f questions ...

Her condition is critical ... Very critical ... Her breathing is not normal ... We needed to take her for surgery but before that you needed to complete all the formalities

Doctor said ... Floor slipped beneath his feets ...

Wo thik toh ho jayegi na doctor? .. sidharth asked stammering ...

Right now we can't say anything sorry ... Pls complete the formalities so that we can start the surgery ...

Fast ... Doctor goes ...

He looked at her unconscious self laying on the bed lifelessly ...

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His hands shivered as he was about the sign on the papers which says that if she died there will not be the doctor's fault as it's already a police case ...

Kaushal kept his hand on his shoulder ... Nodding his head . .

Sidharth signed ... Getting up ... As she was immediately taken into ot

It was 5 hours surgery ...

He stood there anxiosly ... Kaushal was there ... Rita maa was at home with the body guards ...

She was fine ...but still had weakness and bruises all over her body ...

Dar LG ra hai ... He whispered his eyes welled up ...

Baith Jaa ... Kaushal made him sit down ...

Tune usse samajhne main galti kar di sidharth ... Kaushal said ... Handling him a glass of water .. 

Atleast apne pyaar par bharosa rakhta ... But neverthelessly there isn't the point to talk right now ... Kaushal said ...

Main chahta hu Sana Bach Jaye thik ho jaye ... But ... Ye uske liye acha hoga ki wo mukt ho jaye ... Tab tumhe shayad ehsaas ho ke tum kya kho chuke ho ... Kaushal said with his welled up eyes ... Sending silent prayers not to make it true ...

Mujhe ehsaas hai ... Or main usse kahi jaane ni dunga ... Sidharth said with the fear of losing her in his voice ...

Betahasha dil ne
Tujhko hi chaha hai

Har dua main maine
Tujhko hi manga hai

Tera jaana jaise koi baddua
Tera jaana jaise koi baddua

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Sidharth ... She whispered decked up in a white suit ... Her hairs parted ... She was there standing with her pale and puckered face ...

Looking at him with the smile playing on her lips ...

Kahani adhoori reh gyi sidharth ... Hamari kahani adhoori reh gyi ...

Paas aaye dooriyan phir bhi kam na hui
Ek adhoori si hamari kahani rahi 

She whispered

Kehte hai na ... Jab maa baap ki baddua lagti hai toh wo puri hokar rehti hai ... She held his hands ...

Or mere toh apne khud ke baap ne mujhe Marne ki baddua di ... She chuckles bitterly ...

He looked at her teary eyed ...

Mujhe pata hai tum mujhse pyaar ni karte ... He nodded his head in no ...

He had definetly loved her ... But realised late ... But whatever that is from his side that was too pure just for her heart and her soul ...

Main bohot buri hu ...she chuckles ...

Bohot gandi hu .... Worst hu ... Badluck ... Ek curse hoon tumhare liye tabhi toh ...dekho na ... Mere aane ke baad tumhari hasti khelti zindagi barbaad hogyi ... She whispered

Her heart paining alot ...

Sach kaha tha tumne ... Main kisi ko deserve ni karti ... Kisi ko bhi nahi ... Maa ko nahi ... Tumhe nai ... Rita maa ko bhi nahi ...

Isiliye jaa ri hu ...tum sab se door ... Khush rehna ... Or mujhe aag dene se pehle bas ek baar apne gale se laga lena ...

Laga loge na sidharth ? ... She asked with her teary eyes and smiling face ... The smile was even forced ... Her eyes telling that how much she is controlling herself from breaking down .. 

Jau ... Khush rehna ... She kissed his hands touching them to her eyes ...

He tried holding her hands tearfully ...but she left his hand ... smiling fading away ...

Sana ... He came into reality ... Waking up ... He didn't knew when he slept ...

Standing infront of the ot as he sees her lying there lifeless ... The dostor giving her electric shocks but seems like her body isn't responding to it ...

He stumbled back ... His eyes welled up ..

No ...she can't leave him ...she can't...

Nahi ...he was about to fall when kaushal held him ...

Calm down sidharth ... Doctors are trying himmat rakho ...

Kaushal ...Sana. .. sapna ... Wo ... Wo chli gyi wo .. mujhe chorh kar chli gyi nai ... Nai ...he stammered pushing him ... absent mindedly running from there ...

He can't... He can't... He knows he is at fault ... But this much big punishment... He can't accept it ... He can't loose her ...

Nai ... He stammers ...

Chalte the jinpar hum tum
Raste wo sare hai ghum

Ab dhoondhu kaise manziley

Raatein hai jaise matam
Aate hai din bhi gumsum

Roothi hai saari meh filey 💔

Sana ... Pls nahi ... He runs aimlessly ...

He can't.... He can't... His heart bursting with fear ... Loosing her is something to big ...

Naaz pls nahi ...

"Mar gyi apki naaz"

His whole body shivered 

"Sometimes we don't know what God accepts and completes either it is a wish or a curse 💔"

Wo nhi chorh kar jaa sakti na mere ko ... Nahi ... Wo ni jayegi ...she promised... Wo ... Wo apne sidharthh ke jaise ni hai ... Wo apne sidharth ko pyar karti hai wo ni jayegi wo meri hai ... Ni ... I can't...

Main ... Main kaise jeeyunga ...maanta hu galti hai meri ... Jaanta hu main .... Kitna dard diya maine usko tod diya maine usko .... Ni kiya value ...

Trust ni kiya ... Kisi or par believe karke usko kitna hurt kiya ...

Kitna hurt kiya usko ... He punches the near by wall ... Alternatively bruising his both hands ...

Galti meri thi ...toh saza usko kyu mil Rahi hai ... Mujhe kyu nai ? ... Kyu sirf wo ... Puri zindagi ... Uska poora bachpan ...

Mera bacha ... Meri waja se uska dard or badh gya tha ...

Dukhi ho gyi thi wo mere ishq main ...

Kehte hai love heals ... Par mere pyaar ne toh usko or tod diya ... Ke wo ajj is halat main pohoch gyi ...

Kitna acha hota agar main uski zindagi Mai aata hi nhi ...shayad usko itna dukh toh na pohochta ...

Mera dukh ni the tum kabhi bhi ... Her voice echoed in his ears ...

He turned around with his welled up eyes ...

Sana ... He tried coming closer ...

Mera dukh ni the ... Meri life ka wo phase the jisko maine khul kar jiya ....chahe thode time ke liye hi par ek ehsaas tha ke hn mere pas bhi koi hai Jo mujhse pyaar karta hai

Jo meri care karta hai ... Mujhe hasata hai pamper karta hai manata hai ... mujhe dukh ni hai ... Par sukoon bhi ni hai

Sukoon ni hai ... Kyuki shayad jene ke icha thi ... Par mujhe pata hai main tumhare layak nai hu ..

Isiliye ab chup chap apne ap ko sambhalo or ek akhri baar mujhe vida kar do sidharth

Tears streams down her eyes it was his hallucinations

Taki main ... She chuckles ...

Achi tarah jaa saku ...

MOVE ON kar lena ok 💔 ...her heart breaks she can't imagine him with some one else ...

She can't...

Mujhse better milegi tumhe .. she chuckles whispering ... Fading away ...

He felt as if his heart stopped for a moment ...

He ran back to the hospital... Reaching he saw doctor standing talking with kaushal ...

Doctor sana ... Wo ... Thik toh hai na wo ? ... Doctor? ...

We are sorry mr. Shukla ... But she is no more ...

He said and left

Sidharth stumbled on his feets felling backwards ...

Meri... Meri naaz. .. wo .. wo kaise. .wo ..  he stammers running inside the ot ...

Kaushal too was so disturbed with the news couldn't understand anything ...

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His heart broke as soon as he entered in ... Her whole body was covered with the white duvet ...

His whole body was trembling tears were non stop ... as pulled the duvet away from her face ...

Her face was paled ... Her eyes closed she looked lifeless ...

He caressed her face ... Tapping her cheeks ...

Then holding her hand ...

Naaz pls ... Dekho ... Tumhara sidharth bula ra hai na tumhe ...itni badi saza ni do mujhe Sana ... Pls ...

Main kaise jeeyunga tumhare bina ? ...bolo ...

Naaz....kuch toh bolo ... Pls ... Kuch toh bolo ... He brokedown ... Continuously taping her face ... Her hands rubbing her hand ...

Aise ni jaa sakti ... Aise kaise jaa sakti ho promise tod kar ? ... Promise Kiya tha na apne sidharth ke saath jiogi ... Promise Kiya tha na ...

Aise kaise jaa sakti ho bolo ...

His whole body as the temperature became high ...

His eyes teary ... As the tears were streaming down drop by drop felling on her face ...

Mera bacha pls ... Pls ... Pls ... Ek second chance toh mujhe bhi chaiye ... Ek second chance ...sorry or i love you bolne ka ...

Sana ... Sanaaa ...he jerked her crying ... He can't loose her he felt as if his soul is leaving his body ...

Mera bacha pls ... He was jerking her ...

Continuously praying for her ... Somewher or other his heart lost the hope ... But suddenly when her body started to shiver ...

As if reviving back ...

"Sometimes it happens when the power of love is so much that it can even revive a dead person 🥺❤️ "

Doctor... He yelled as he felt her move ...

Doctor immediately came running as he was outside continuously praying ...

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Not wanting to leave it on a cliff ... But it's pain ful to even write my heart broke ... Sorryy 💔

I just can't write more in it ... It's painful ... 🥺Sorry

Hope you all liked it ❤️