Her head throbbing back in pain as she gets up from her slumber helding her head in her hand ...

She was feeling immense pain ... Her eyes were not opening she somehow opened her eyes...

As she was on the bed .... She hurriedly gets up from the bed ...

Her body was hurting as her heavy lehenga was still on her ... She didn't have any pairs of clothes for herself ...

Suddenly her mind stuck on last night when she got a panic attack .. 

Wo saath tha mere ... She whispered sitting back on the couch with a thud ... Her head spinning ...

Kyu tha wo ? ... Kyu ? ... Jab .. mere saath rehna .. uski galti thi ...mujhse pyaar karna uski galti thi ? ... Phir kyu tha wo mere saath? ....

Kyu tha phir wo mere saath ... Nhi rehna tha na ... Bilkul nhi rehna tha ... He didn't wanted me near him ... Then why the hell was there for me ? ..

Kyu sidharth ... Kyu itna dukh de rahe ho mujhe ... Ek pal ko aise lagta hai jaise tumse jyada mohobbat mujhse koi kabhi kar nhi  sakta ... Or dusre hi pal aise paraya kar dete ho jaise toh main kabhi tumhari kuch thi hi nhi ... Tears rolled down her eyes ...

She was in souch pain only she knows ... Much much insecure he had made her feel just by not trusting her ... How much he hurted her sentiments by blurting out that loving her was his mistake ...

Wasn't her heart is here to break ? ...  Is she heartless ? ... Can't she feel any pain ... Then why the hell everyone tries to break her to shatter her ..

Isse acha toh kabhi zindgi main aate hi nhi sidharth ... Kamse kam ye dard nhi hota ...

Tumne toh mujhe ... Kahi ka nhi chora yaar ... She whispered holding her face in her hands she broke down into sobs ...

Saa..ns ... Nhi aa rahi ... Dard ho... Ra hai ... Bohot dam ...ghut raha hai yaar ... Kya karu ... Nhi chahiye tum mujhe ... Par ...phir bhi tumhari zarurat hai ...

Tumhari aadat hai ... Tumhari ibadat hai ... Mere dil ne sirf tumse mohobbat nhi ki thi ..  apna sab kuch dediya tha jo bhi tha ... Par tumne ... Tum ne wo sab ek pal main khatam kar diya ... Mere .. mere jeene ..ki ... She gulped the lump in. Her throat it's difficult for her to breath ...

Mere.jeene ..  ki .. wajah cheen li tumne mujhse .... Maar Diya mujhe ...

Jeete jee maar diya tumne mujhe ... She whispered

Nhi rehte saath ... Chod dete ... Marti nhi main ... She whispered

Wht was he there with her last night when he doesn't likes her presence ...

Is she that bad ? ... Her faith can never be happy over her ? ...

There is nothing in her life except pain sorrow trauma depression and panic attacks ...

When he came in her life ... She thought that he was pulling her from all the pain she had faced ...

But she was wrong ...instead of pulling her out of her past.... He pushed her more into it ..

Making her insecure ... Killing her every hope of being happy ...

Maine usse khoya jo kabhi Mera nhi tha
Par usne usse khoya jo sirf or sirf uska tha...💔

Nq kro bohot dard hota hai na kro ... She whispered looking up as if complaining her baba ji about her pain ...

Her whole body was shivering she somehow drinks some water to calm herself down ... She took some deep breaths rubbing her chest to soothe the pain rosing up ....

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She came out of the took. After calming herself down ...

And saw him sitting on the couch along with one more person .... The person's back was facing her ...

As soon as he saw her the blank but accusing look in his eyes scattered her heart ...

The person stood up along with him as soon as she turned around ... Sana's face turned white ... Her eyes turned blank ... Her face was emotion les...

Sana ... Sana pls meri maa ko chorh do ... Nia came near Sana with a smirk on her face ... But she quickly changed her expressions into crying and miserable one ....

Sirf tum hi meri maa ko bacha sakti ho ... Mera meri maa ke alawa koi nhi hai is duniya ...

Mujhe pata hai tum bohot badi buissness women ho ... Tumhare political connections bhi bohot honge definitely unki nhi chalegi ... Tum pls meri maa ko chorh do ...

Dekho mil toh gya na tumhe sidharth pls meri maa ko chorh do ... She cried fakely ....

Sana frozed on her feets listening the girl infront of her ..

Nia slides down crying and crying.    Sidharth came near picked her up ... She acted like she is feeling weak all of a sudden leaning her head back on his shoulder ...

Sana's eyes welled up seeing both of ...

He made her sit down on the couch he didn't even glanced at her for once making her heart bleed ...

After some moments when sana came back from the shock ...

She whispered

Kya saboot hai tumhare pass ke maine hi tumhari maa ko kidnapp kiya hai ? ...

Her voice quivered

Nia stood up with her phone showing her the video where kartik was seen holding nia's mother jaw ...

And whispering ...

Tch tch tch ... Acha nhi kiya tumhari beti ne shehnaaz gill se panga lekar ...

Ab kya karogi tum ? ... Tumhari beti bhi jald hi tumhare saath maut ke ghaat utre gi... He laughed ....

Shehnaaz gill ke orders hai isse yaha rakhne ke liye ... Saying he smirked and the video ended ...

Sana looked at him teary eyed ... She expected him that he will believe her boy neverthelessly the blank look on his face showed how much he believes her ...

Kartik ab meri company ka employee nhi hai ... His contract is ended a day before yesterday so ... Sana whispered emotionlessly

Saying she was about to move out of the house when sidharth held her hand ...

I never knew you were so freaking heart less... He whispered his voice breaking ...

Tabhi shayad bhagwaan ne tumse tumhari maa cheen li ... Because you don't deserve anyone ... His eyes welled up feeling immense pain in his heart while whispering this to her ....

She turned her face facing him ... And chuckled ... Her eyes welled up painfully ....

Befpre she jerked his hand running towards her car ...

Where as nia smirked proudly seeing the painful look on Sana's face ...

Tum tension mat lo we will find your mother soon ...he whispered holding nia ...who was still acting ..

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Sana drives her car to her home as fastly as she could she ran in her house to her room switching off the all the lights as the darkness gives her peace ...

She stumbled on something falling down in the darkness ...

She broke down .. broke down ..in a painful manner crying bitterly ...

Her sobs decreasing as she eventually slipped into her depression her past experiences engulfing her ...

As she sat there blank ...

Her eyes blank ... Her head leaning on her knees looking at the room aimlessly lost in the darkness ...

She was lost in her past ...

She remembered

Little Sana ... Playing and running giggling here and there in the garden ... With her mother running behind her

Sana fell down ... As her mother ran towards her worriedly taking her in her arms rubbing her consoling her as the little Sana sobbed on her mother's shoulder ... Making her mother's heart bleed ...

Mera bacha bas .. bas karein meri jan ... Acha aap choclate khayengi ? ... Mumma asked as the little Sana nodded ...

Her mother immediately carried her taking her inside the house as soon as she came in sight of her father her father pushed her ...

Mana kiya na tere ko ... Mere samne na aaya kar ? ... Phir kyu aayi bol ? ... Bol he roared scaring the shot out of that small girl ... Making her cry more ...

Mat kijiye aap ki hi beti hai ...  dar rahi hai wo ..  pammi ji held Sana more tightly ...

Bola na ye meri beti nhi hai ? ... Ek baari main samajh nhi aata ... Ye sirf ek galti hai meri ... Sirf ek galti ... He whispered gritting his teeths little Sana cried more .... She didn't knew what he said but she knew that he said something bad because of the look he had on his face ...

Her mother consoled her she too was crying silently

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Sana chuckled ... Ek ke liye galti ... Ek ke liye manhus ... Duniya ne kaha tha ... Main kha gyi apne maa baap ka rishta ... Manhus kaha ... Wrecked kaha ... Galti ... Kalank .... Sab kuch yaha tak ke mere apne khud ke baap ne mujhe thukra diya ...

Par kabhi in sab cheezo ka itna asar nhi pada .... Kyunki kahi na kahi apne aap ko maar Diya tha Maine ... Khatam kar diya tha ..  kaam main duba liya tha

Par aaj ... Asar pada ... Dil toota ... Sirf Dil hi nhi ..  meri puri rooh kaanp uthi ... Tumhare is ek ilzaam ki wajah se....

Itni buri toh kabhi thi nhi na ... Jitna bura tum samajhte ho mujhe ... She sobbed ...

Tumne kaha ... Ke meri maa ... Mujhe ... Meri maa ...mujhe ..  meri wajah se ..  chod kar .   Chali gyi. ... Her heart breaking voice breaking .... Something beyond her soul shattered in her .. 

Agar itna bhi bharosa nhi tha ..  toh kaha kyu ki tumhari mohobbat hoon main ? .. 

Kyu kaha ... Saare waade jhoothe sidharth.... Saari kasme jhoothi ... Tumne toh mujhe ek gudiya bna diya ...

Main gudiya ban jaungi
Mere saath khelte rehna

She chuckled wo gudiya jiska tumne istamall kar ke fek diya ...

Ye nhi samjha ke gudiya nhi hu ... Insaan hu dil hai mera ... Dard hota hai ... Rooh kanpti hai tumhare nafrat se ...

Nahi Karo aise ... Mar jayegi tumhari naaz ... Oops ... Mar hi toh chuki hai ...

She chuckled with her tears ...

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Somewhere in the dark room ... Kartik held nia's mother jaw harshly making her shriek in pain ...

Jo bhi ho ... Tujhe chorhna padega ... Par apna muh sirf us shehnaaz ke khilaf hi kholegi tu samjhi ? ... Bol samjhii...

Kartik threatened her ...

She reluctantly nodded feeling immense pain in her body ... She was feeling nauseous because kartik has injected some kind of drug in her body .. ..

She nodded faintly making him smirk as he opened her ropes ...

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Sidharthh along with police barges in her office cabin where she was working .... He gazes at her innocent face which somehow made him feel disgusting that he fell in love with this kind of women ....

Sana stood up from her chair ...

Apke upar kidnapping ka case hai madam ..  aapko police station chalna padega ..  kaushal came in between but she stopped him ... Gazing at him with her painful eyes ...

She smiled as the lady constables dragged her .... She kept on looking at him until she faded away from his sight. ...

He fell on his knees crying bitterly how much he tries to pretend that she didn't affect him ... But only he knows how much it hurts him seeing her in so much pain ... It hurts him

But he was vulnerable ... More than that he was angry ... That he fell in love with her ... He thinks that she portrayed herself as an innocent girl but deep down how wicked she is ... That shocked and breaked him to the core he was feeling like someone is choking him to death ...

His heart paining. .. alot ... Eyes welled up ...

It's difficult for him ... But where is he at fault ? ... When everything is portrayed just to mislead him and break her ...

He is at fault because he never trusted her enough ... Nia knew that ... Their bond is growing slowly ... The trust he had on her ... They saw that it was way to break .... Taking it as an opportunity they came in between breaking them apart ....

If he would have killed her by stabbing knives in her body she wouldn't have felt that much pain ... Instead she felt a satisfaction that she died in his arms ...

Isse jyada haseen maut hogi nhi
Teri baahon main hum mar sake 💔

But the words he have thrown her way ... Shattered her soul ... The words that carved on iher soul that painfully that whether if he try ... He won't be able to heal her ...

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