Keeping her own self respect aside just to protect him from every danger that is near him ... Because of her ...

She stood in front of his house... Her face paled up ... Her hairs opened ... There is no jewellery on her neck ... On her body ... She took out everything wrapping it in a white cloth holding in her hand ...

As she rang the bell ... The door was opened by him as his face turned stern.... He didn't want to face her at least not now ...

But here she is now standing in front of him ... His face didn't had any emotions... Not even hatred but pain ... Her heart cried looking at him ....

Yahan kyu aayi ho ? ... All he could whisper his voice breaking ....

Just go away ... He said backing off ....Rita maa held onto him not even sparing her a single glance ...

She stood there emotionlessly as if today all the emotions which she ever felt died in herself ...

Jo bhi hai ... Ab wo teri biwi hai ... Uska haq hai ... Tere upar ... Tere se Judi har cheez ke upar ... Rita maa said

Looking at Sana with her tearful gaze ...

She goes back taking one pot full of rice keeping it in front of her ...

She instructed Sana to kuch the kalash ... Who did it entering in the house ... He was already in his room ...

She entered in slowly keeping the white cloth full of jewelleries on the table ...

Room main jao ... Rita maa said ... Sitting on her make shift bed ... They were renovating there house making a new room for sidharth ... But it will take some more time till then Rita maa have decided that she will sleeping on the makeshift bed in living room ...

Sidharth protested about that but she didn't listened him ...

She slowly nodded ... Going on the room ... Her heavy heart is giving her pain ... She badly needed to smoke but right now she didn't had any packet of it ...

Sighing she sat down on the couch ... Calling kaushal ... As he was in the washroom ...

Hello kaushal .. i want security near the house ... And make sure that they should be in normal clothes ... Not that bodyguard one ...

She said ... Kaushal agreed arranging quick staff ...

She sighs ... How quickly her life changed ...

She don't need any sort of protection for herself ... Sikee she don't even value her life ... But she just wanted to protect him and his mother ...

Because somewhere or the other she knew that they were in trouble just because of her ...

Her phone started ringing as suddenly her face blanked her hands started to shiver ...

As she picked up the call

Suna hai tumhari shaadi ho gyi ... Mr. Gill spoke from the other side gritting his teeths ...

Haan toh ? ... Sana said ...

At the same time sidharth came out of the washroom.ignoring her sitting on the bed ...

Apke call karne ka reason ... She asked ...

Arey Mera bacha ab mujhe tujhe call karne ka reason chahiye ? ... Yaad rakhna tu Jo bhi hai par beti hai meri ...

Huhhh ... Her eyes filled as she let out the painful chuckle ...

Konsi beti ? ... Jo mar chuki hai aapke liye ... Meri maa .. apne saath saath apni gudiya ko bhi le gyi thi ... Apki beti mar chuki hai ... Main aapki beti nhi hu ... And infact ... Main toh kisi ki kuch nhi lagti ok ... So mind your own buissness mr. Gill ... She said cutting the call ... Her breaths were higher ...

He poured some water in the glass holding it infront of her ...

She clutched her lehenga in her first tightly controlling herself she looked at the glass then at him ...

Her eyes filled as she looked away ... Getting up from the couch going inside the washroom ...

He kept the glass on the side ... Though how angry he can be ... Still he can't see her condition like this ...
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Mujhe bat karni hai tumse ..
He said as soon as she came out of the washroom...

Mujhe nhi karni ... She looked away ... Standing infront of the dressing tying her long messy hairs In a bun ... Wiping out all the makeup ...

She was about to go from there when he held her hand ...

Tumne kyu kiya aisa ? ... He asked ...

Main toh tumhara tha na ... Phir kyu Cheena tumne ? ... Meri wajah se ek masoom ko chot pohchayi ... Kyu ... He asked his voice was as calm ... As he can keep ...

Maine kaha tha na tumse ... Kisi bhi cheez ko cheenogi toh wo sabse jyada taklif tumhe hi pohchayega ... He whispered

Agar tumhe cheenna hota na... Toh kisi main himmat bhi nhi thi tumhe apne naam ki angoothi pehnane ki ... Tumhara naam kisi or ke saath jodne ki ...

Par mujhe tumhe koi safayi nhi Deni ... Kyuki i know you won't trust me ... Or jaha trust nhi wahan main prove nhi kyu Karu khud ko ? .... She asked as she removed his hands her eyes filled but she wiped them harshly ...

Waise bhi mujhse pyaar karna toh tumhari galti thi na .... She asked as the tears rolled down her eyes ...

She wiped them...

Toh phir yaha kyu aayi ho ? ....he asked ...

Chinta mat karo ... Tumhare gale padne nhi aayi ... Bohot jald chali jaungi ...tumse bohot door ...

Dedungi main tumhe di..vor..ce .. her voice breaked ... His heart shattered ...

Naaz ... He whispered controlling on his own self ...

Shehnaaz ... Only shehnaaz for you ... Tumhari naaz mar chuki hai ... Kabhi yaad karna ho toh kar lena ... Sana whispered hurtfully definitely his words have hurted her alot ...

Killed her ... His hold on her hand loosened ...

Jaati kyu nhi phir ... Kyu aayi ho phir ? ... Jab maine itna hurt kiya toh wapas kyu aayi ? ... He whispered hurtfully isn't he should be the one who is hurt ... By the stunt she pulled up ...

Chali jaungi ... She looked at him with her tearful gaze ...

Bohot jaldi chali jaungi ... Jyada din jhelna nhi padega tumhe mujhe ... She whispered laying down on the couch turning her face ...

His heart was heavy he don't know why ... His eyes filled she never ignored him ... The way she is doing ...

Somewhere he knows that he is the one who have hurted her ...

Sleep was just too far from her eyes ... She needed her pulls she knows that ... She she don't have that sighing she tried to let the darkness of the room engulf her ... As she let her depressed self came up ...

Her eyes were heavy ... Her heart was heavy she was having difficulty in breathing .... Having a sharp pain arising in her heart as his words kept in rolling in her mind ...

Was she that bad ... Wasn't she trust worthy ? ... He didn't even trusted her ? ... Then why the fuck on this earth he calmed that he loved her ... Her conscious mind screamed .asking her inner self vulnerable ...

Benaam rishta wo
Bechain karta jo

Ho na sake jo bayan
Darmiyaan 💔

Everything was fine ... Sab theek tha ...main thik thi ... Jee rahi thi... Emotions nhi the mere andar. .. dil nhi tha Mera andar ... Mar chuka tha wo ... Dard bhi nhi hota tha....

Dar bhi nhi lagta tha. .. phir kyu ? ... Kyu aaye tum ? ... Kyu mera dil phir se Zinda hua? ... Kyu wo emotions aaye ? ... Kyu wo feeling aayi ? ... Kyu mujhe pyaar hua ? ... Kyu ? ... Jab mujhe pata hai i am so freaking unwanted for everyone for kyu pyar hua. .. nhi hona tha na ... Phir bhi hogya ...

Hogya pyaar ... Main nhi chahti thi ho ... Mujhe nhi chahiye tha pyaar ... Par jab pyaar hua mujhe laga tum mere ho ... Jab tumne kaha tum bhi mujhse pyaar karte ho us waqt laga jaise tum mere ho ...

Par nhi pyaar sirf ek kahani hai ... Ek imagination hai .... Ye sab real main nhi hota ... Pyaar main sirf or sirf dard hai ... Or kuch bhi nhi ...

Her subconscious mind screamed letting her get engulfed in the darkness ... She closed her eyes ...

Kabhi nhi socha tha tum dhokha dogi ... Mujhe laga tha tum mujhse pyaar karti ho ... Par Aaj aise feel aayi jaise ke main tumhara pyaar nhi tumhara junoon hu... Tumhara obsession tumhara possession...

Pyaar main Cheena nhi jaata ... Paya jaata hai ... Khoya jaata hai ... Main chahta tha main sirf tumhara rahi par kisi ka Dil Tod kar nhi ...

Tumne mujhe paane ke liye ek maasoom ko chot pohochayi ..  usse dhamki di ... Usse uski shadi se utha liya ...

Aise toh nhi thi na tum naaz ... Phir aisi kyu ho gyi ? ... Ya. Shayad main tumhe kabhi pehchan hi nhi paya ...

Acha nhi lag raha mujhe ... Main chahta tha meri shaadi sirf tumse ho ... Main chahta tha main sirf tumhara rahi ... Par aise nhi ... You broke my trust upon you naaz. ..

You broke me ... Shayad ab kisi par bharosa nhi kar paunga ... He whispered turning his face on the other side digging his face in the pillow ...

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Sidharthh ... Sidharth .. nhi ... Nhi ... Tu kaha hai ... Nhi ... You won't leave me ... Nhi you promised me ...

Nhi ... Sidharth... Sidharth. ... Her heart beating loudly her eyes were closed as she just kept on murmuring ... Sweating profusely

She was having a nightmare where she saw that ... That she lost him ... Forever ...

Sidharthh .... She get up ... Screaming ... Siddharth got up from his slumber looking at her condition immediately ran off near her ....

Sana ... Sana ... Kya hua ... Naaz ... He panicked holding her in his arms ...

She kept on pushing him murmuring his name continuously

Main yahi hu ... Yahi hu main shh ... Kahi nahi jaa raha bas kar ..  he rubbed her back to calm her down but she was kissing her senses. ..

Da..wa.i... pan..i.ck..atta..ck.... she whispered it was too hard for her ...

Shhh ... Bas Mera bacha ... His eyes filled with tears seeing her condition

She was having difficulty in breathing ...

Ca..r... Da.wai... she whispered she had always kept her medicines in her car for any emergency

He was quick enough to pick her up in his arms ... Making her lay down on the bed ...

He ran outside towards her car opening up taking the box of medicines from the car running back in ...

Rita maa got up with the noises ...

Sidharth ... Kya hua ? ... She panicked as she saw sidharth ...

Maa....sana ..  panick attack ... He whispered going in ...

Panick attack... Rita maa whispered clutching her head it's started to pain now ...

He shuffled with her medicines ... She was having difficulty in breathing ... Tears rolled down her eyes ...

Her heart jumping ... Getting the flashes of lossing him again and again ..making her so vulnerable ...

He finally got her medicine ... Fed her ... As she calmed down a little ....soon she lost her senses and slept because of the effect ...

The panick attack was something which are normal for her ... And what she got now is not even 10% of what she suffers from ...

But this is something new for him ... For the first time he saw her so vulnerable

He stood up stepping back from the room when rita maa held him ... Keeping her hand on his shoulder ...

Maa ... Kahi maine usse galat toh nhi samajh liya na ? ... His heart breaking his eyes were teary ...

Rita maa immediately took him in a hug ... She don't know why she too had a feeling that she misunderstood her ...

But what to believe ... On one side she saw her threatening nia with her own eyes ... On the other side her heart is not ready to accept the fact that she did this with them ...

Her inner voice screamed that she misunderstood the girl but her eyes and her mind is not ready to accept ...

Where as his heart is not ready to accept the fact that she did this with him ... When he promised her that he will only be hers ... Still she chooses to betray him ... That was breaking his heart alot ...

He is confused and shattered seeing her in pain ...

But is the end of the pain or the begining? ...

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